do you know what its like to feel your future slip away from you?
to lose all hope in your life, to not understand the consequences
not understand the pain you will end up putting on yourself
do you know what its like to not have the will to change

the gasses in me bubble
my head cloudy
blood boiling
i'm not real
but i'm in real trouble

you ever shiver and shake
legs quake, heartache?

sour jaw pain
distant screams
i will never gain
a hopeful dream

i'm not myself
yet i've never really known myself
i'm lost between the lines
my body feels its somewhere else
no matter how many times i try
ill never know myself

through the pages
i find my worth
a daydreamer lost on earth

disappear from sight
i've lost all my might
struggle through the night
ill watch you take flight