the fists i make
hit the skin
pierce the soul
know i'm real

my anger finds me
my anger defines me

my anger has consumed me

My bed sinks in with the weight of my bones
so heavy and cold, shaken with my soul

theres that thread again
wrapped around my heart
hoping to find you
to wrap around yours too

out of all the guys trying to get me
all i see is you
their looks mean nothing
when all i see is you
you might be the lesser art
but ill still choose you

you face makes my blood boil
makes me want to dehumanize you
destroy you

do you know what its like to feel your future slip away from you?
to lose all hope in your life, to not understand the consequences
not understand the pain you will end up putting on yourself
do you know what its like to not have the will to change