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She walked by and gave me a wink.
I just looked at you.
Don't need to look back.
Although I did smile.

You in front of me with that wicked walk.
You know what my attraction is?
Since meeting you your love has been my conquer.

Within you, there's no jealous bone.
And you very aware you can check my phone.
Although I do smile.

Some have said I'm a blessed man.
With me adding to it, I'm a lucky man.

One who's proud?
One who is loved?
If anyone would understand about my situation,
that I have been in.
I just can't take it.
I feel alone inside,
cause of people that I thought
that was my friends was threatening me.

I can't sleep cause of my pain.
I just need someone to talk
to me to understand my feelings.
I feel strong in the outside,
but in the inside,
I feel weak and afraid.

I been having panic attacks
ever since I have that threat.
I don't even know how
I can handle myself anymore.

I used to be Timeless cause my life
that no one cares about
me except my boyfriend.
he all that I have left
in this world to be honest.

he saved my life,
cause I was cutting
myself very bad.

no one believed me
cause they think that
I wouldn't do it.

I did a few times,
my cuts are healed cause
that I haven't done it
in a long time ago.

I just starved myself
when I do something wrong.
I feel pain inside cause of it.
I just don't know
what to do anymore.
In the end, I knew.
You didn’t love me,
As much as I loved you.

n.n
Inhale air,
Exhale your pain.
Don't search for mirrors,
Your reflex is irrelevant.

Be your own flower,
Be your own thorn,
Cry your own heart,
Learn yourself up.

There's a stop,
There's a fast lane.
Both exist for a reason.

We've got nothing about ourselves
But a room full of stories
Full of memories,
All we have is us.

If, at moments,
You feel like drifting,
Is just life taking control
Once again.

If we are all we have,
We are lonely,
But there's also
Only one way
To be strong:
Through ourselves.
Sometimes when you lose someone,
I would be sad and hurt.

But in time i would matter as well
to forget them in my mind,
and don't remember them at all.

I try my best in my life
just to be friendly to them,
but they are friendly to me.
so That fine,
that their loss on they just lost
a really great person....

Things will change
for the rest of my life.

but I don't want things to change,
but i guess that i have to...
so good luck in my life,
and let see how long that I will last.......
2016
Love, went looking and found love
Love went searching and found you.

Deny it.
Deny the truth.

That you been captured by a special someone.
Someone you call your lover.

Love, went knocking and you welcome it.
To the point that you cherished it.
By: Cedric McClester

You blame it on Obama
We blame it on your mama
She had you long before
You’re rotten to the core
And I could say much more
You have the kind of insanity
That’s lacking in humanity
Which makes us ask why can’t we see?

Your tender age facilities
Devoid of most utilities
To test our sensibilities
Because of your hostilities
You’re exposing vulnerabilities
But there’s a special place in hell
Where individuals like you dwell
Along with Satan who also fell

Babies ripped away from mothers
Separated from sisters and brothers
Lying beneath Mylar covers
Who are treated unlike others
What’s become of Uncle Sam
Does anybody give a ****?
How we now are being viewed
All because of one sick dude

A new kind of Helter-Skelter
Where babies freeze or they swelter
How can they call it a shelter?
Is he a heavyweight or a welter?
His euphemisms serve to enrage
Are they babies, or “tender age”?
And why are they locked inside a cage?
Can we ever turn the page?






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