It hurts to breathe.
All I want is for all the pain to go away
But it's reluctant
and sticks with you as if there's a
glitch in the system,
and it's stuck hovering above you.
Or maybe it isn't a glitch maybe
it's just life's reminder
of the fact that you'll
never be happy
you'll never be okay
you'll be forever in pain
well that is until
there's no more
well that is except for peace.
I went to many people
who promised they could fix me
but it is because of them I am broken
They make me relize my fault
my failures
I pleaded with them to make the pain to go away
they tried, oh how they tried
But my der best friend,
you are the reason I made it this long
Thank you,
But I can't deal with the pain anymore
If you want something done right
you must do it yourself.
So I will
Goodbye
This is the note my best friend gave me, before he committed suicide 12/12/19 at 2:26pm. His Parents knew he was suicidal, nothing sharp was in his room. So he grabbed a pen and stabbed himself in the neck, and laid on his bed. Bleeding, until there was nothing except peace.