Ive been alone for about 9 years now. Hey i learned how to fight back my tears now. Dont worry alone ive learned how to fight my own fears now. I learned i can comfort myself. I learned that i dont need nobody ill be here for myself. I learned good mental health can come from me yes just me nobody else. Being alone aint so bad. Sometimes i may get sad and beat myself down but its always me who comes back around and helps myself up off of the ground. Its ok im alone been on my own so long its all i know. I probly pushed u away im sorry but i just need to find me underneath all this rubish. All this foolish debris i know the real me underneath there im just trying to see .if i Pull myself out alive just to see if ill still want to breathe. Well we'll soon see. Im my own project so sorry if im too busy working on me

Though my luck maybe gone. And my hope maybe lost. I must remain strong. At all cost

Just rot me
I know im the only one who got me
I am the only one who can stop me
Do i want to am i even worth it ?
I never said i was perfect
Im just trying to keep it working.
But its flopin
This type of feeling rarely arise's but when it does man does it got me
Thinking bad things someone stop it
My mind just keeps thinking no stopping
Its not working i want off this bad train called my brain. Till im nothing but a stain in your mind. Till the only time i pop in your mind is a once upon a time. But trust im fine...oh No im fine

This is real we're here. This moment has come and is alive. But if i wasnt would here still exist? Ah as my my mind persist to believe i start to see the stings. Props are clear to spot the actors are here. So tell me what do you see? Or are you like me and your eyes only deceive? Is this a play or the real thing. One day maybe we'll see