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Sheer May 2019

Catapult

Is there a chance for us to undo the past?
To correct our mistakes
To retract all the wrong doings
To take back everything

Is there someone, somehow, who can help me heal the pain?
Would there be anyone out there willing to take me in?
Who can be by side and mend me?
A living soul, who'll be there to catch me.

I'm scared. Yes, I am scared.
No, I am not. I'm terrified.
I'm extremely, terribly, gravely, terrified.
And it's terrifying that, I feel terrified.

I am nervous.
I am frightened.
I am horrified.
No, I am petrified.

But you know what the scariest thing of 'em all?
The most petrifying, horrifying thing?
Is that I am shaky and rattled—
But my body feels like sassy and comfy.

I'm getting used of doing unsuitable things
Feeling cozy and warm—
Relax and composed
It feels like having my second skin—

Oh, I know. I know —
I think — just a thought
That maybe, just maybe...
I need saving — help me.

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Sheer Mar 2019

A Narrow Valley

I miss you
I’ve missed you; and
I’m still missing you.

Come back to me.
Come back to me.

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#YouKnowWhoYouAre

Sheer Mar 2019

Amy Green

There will come a time that you’ll meet this one person, who would make you feel special and loved.

That no matter how far the distance is, you both, will always find a way to make you feel that your just right next to each other.

But right after you felt that your feelings might have a chance — he will tell you that it’s over, because he still have “her” and he is “still” in love with her.

The funny thing is, I’m still here, stuck on the same spot where he left me —
Waiting. Longing. Hanging by the edge of the cliff, wanting him to save me.

Our story happened so fast but it felt like forever to me.

A whirlwind romance. A love that happened in a blink of an eye, yet over as fast as a spinning bullet.

He have once said, that I somehow “fill- in a gap” —
And I think that I was just “a-girl-who-just-fill-in-a-gap” to him and never will I become a permanent part of his life.

For what it’s worth, he and I felt real to me.

Happy birthday!

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Sheer Sep 2018

Sundown

I love you.
I have loved you.
I was madly, deeply in love with you.
And now—I don't.
End of Story.

Sheer Aug 2018

Genesis

You're the new living creation
The new era of the world
You're the ravishing beacon of hope
The new beginning in middle of the threaten ending
You're the life amongst the dead
The sun overpowering the sky
You're the star that outshine the night---

Everyone adores you
They all exalt you
The whole word trust you
But, Darling...

What have you done?!

— The End —