I am gonna be selfish
And no longer care
If I destroy you
In thin air.

I am not gonna read any longer
And no longer write
Cause it seems you write to hurt me
A punch in the throat
And I hate it
Cause when I hurt you
I feel bad
But when you write to hurt
You don't seem to care.

I feel my hands are tied
My heart in two places
I feel pressured to love thy
But what if I can't love anymore
I love you
But I don't know
You have become someone so better
But
I don't know
It is so hard to say how I feel
Cause I want everyone happy.

Dr. Enuf is nasty
I really figured that out
I couldn't even drink it desperate
For anything else.
Ugh

I'm ****** up
And i'm scared

What is wrong with me
I was fine
Now I am not
Wanting to dress myself in red
And drown in it
I miss things
I guess
Or maybe this is just a episode
That I want to suffer from
Not die
I love life
I just don't like this moment
Right now

Bumblebee
Sweetheart
You have stole my heart
The poetry you write
Seeps into my soul
A beautiful cup of tea
Hot and ready
And I will drink deeply
And give my tea
Back to thy
My perfect
Bumblebee.