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 Jan 2019 Matthew
Poolza
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Why won't you ever notice me?
broken up inside
wear and tear
falling into
disrepair

i'm walking
somewhere
destination
i-don't-care

if i'm going down
i'll do it with flair
why walk on water
if i can swim through the air

tired of being typical
speculated and compared
meet the new me
trailblazing extraordinaire
 Jan 2019 Matthew
Poolza
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Do you even love me?
 Jan 2019 Matthew
eileen
Remember when I cut my hands
and wrists
and you told the world
behind my back


I'll remember
when you smoked
did drugs
skipped class
messaged a stranger back

Tell the world
Behind your back

You stabbed me
caught by surprise

I cleaned the knife
ready to get you back

I'm not all about revenge
this is only what you deserve

I need help
You need help

We're never going to help ourselves

Better tell someone
it only hurts more
this way
same ****
different day
nothing changes
feeling gray
 Jan 2019 Matthew
Wolf
Would you love me if
I put forth an apology?
Would you love me if
I could make you jealous?
Would you love me if
I changed my looks?
Would you love me if
I acted normal?
Would you love me if
I̸ ̷s̶t̴o̴p̵p̴e̴d̸ ̸c̸a̶r̷i̵n̵g̴?̷
Would you love me if
I̷̞̦̽̈́ ̴̖̗͊s̶̪̑t̵̼͑͂o̶̧͂p̶̈͜p̶̨̖͊e̶̙̽d̴̗̈́ ̷̨̖̾p̷̥͉̎̃l̸̯̈́͘ĕ̴̳a̵̜͘͝d̵̺̏͗i̴̩̇͜n̶̪̰̚̕g̵̡̞͆?̷͙̀̋
Would you love me if
Ì̸̱͉̳̭̄ ̴͎̜̱̍͐̕s̵̜͗t̴̩̗̟̉̔͗͛ì̵̦̘̿̾̌͜ͅt̴̹̿c̵̗̜̫̏̄h̸͖͛͌e̶̹̔́̓d̷̼̙̐ ̵̖̱̙̪̄̉͗ṁ̸̯͕͒̿̈́y̵̙̪͖̠͊͑ ̴͓̻͉̪̽͒m̸͉̙̝͒̈́̔ȯ̴̧̮̙̍̓ͅù̴̪̀t̵̨̘̘̾́h̷̰̏͐́͐ ̴̻͎͕̆͒ş̴̛̘̱̌͘͝h̸̭̊̊͝ù̸͚̍͘ť̷̞͖͍̏̿?̴̭͂͗̍
Would you love me if
Ĭ̸̻̠̱̪̞͔̰̬͖̰̳͔̅̔̆ ̴̨̛̲̺̝̙̻̩̒͒̆̽͋̆͛͊̇̓́̈́̈͂̇͌͝Ḱ̴̨̢̛̯̟̫̹̣͍̜̼̤͈̤̫́͗̊̔͋͌̐̆͒͛̀̏̏̾̀̾̊̚̕̚ͅ­͔̮̣̝̠͉Į̵̛̝̭̺̲̤̱̊͐́͌̋͆̏̒̃̂͐̎̈́̐̓̔̏̿̔̚͘̕͠͝L̸̨̢̡̦̜͍̠̗̖̜̼͔̞̗̔̄L̷͗̏͑͋͝­̡̪̲̫̥͚̘͖͓̜̰̭̔́̑́̓͐̓͂̅́͊͘͜͝͝É̷̡̛̗̍̓̾̾͗͋̽̃̿̐͗D̶̛̛̆͐́͐̈́̋̽̑̈́̈̀͑̓̚͝͝͝­̢̨̗̥̥͔̥͋͋͛̅ ̷̛̰̙̱͕̼͈͂̌̅̇̊̍̊̑͊̂̉͂̆̏̈͋̃̓͐̕̕͘͝ͅͅM̷̨͈̾̌̈́͐̀͊̌͊̓͆̈́̂̄̾̆̎̈́̌̆̆͝͝Y̵̢̨̟̏­̢̧̨̧͕͇̣̳̲͖͕͉̬̪̝̣͓͍̬̩̭̪̖Ś̸̻̱̜̞͇̬̫͔̠͓̬͕̲̥̯̬̭͖͕̣̰̤͉͇͕͗̈͗͌͆̓͜͝͝E̵̓̿̕­̨̛̛̹̞̪̱͍̤̩̦̿͒̾́̄̍́͛̏̿͑̔̀͑̀̉͗͐̍̐͝L̸̢̡̰̙͇̞̩̞̜̜͕̝̲̝̠͇̻̩̻͊̈́͗͂͆̂̀̂̒̃̕ͅ­̹̼͓̱̗F̶̛͙̪̂̈́̋͂͛͛̈̓̂̇͘͘͜?̷̪̯̤̹̱̖̇͆͂̉̈́̒̏̿́̿̐̄̎͛͒̑̔̍́̈́̿̄͠͝͝


My apologies
I forgot how much
You caused me to suffer
I'll forget you too!
It won't be long now...
you forgot to to turn the faucet off last night
you just let it drip drip drip
till it overflowed
and now the floor is wet
and there is nothing we can do about it now
because the floor is all mildewed
we ran out of towels
nothing we can do now
nothing
this is about when someone does something repeatedly and then you look back and you're like why can't we go back to before. we can't because this isnt before.
i'm not going for quantity
i just write a lot
it's easy to do
when you brain doesn't stop
it makes it easy  to feel hurt
when the love doesn't pour in
with so much to analyze
where do you begin
i'm sorry i am not better
but trust that i don't just write to write
apologizing to people who don't care
i'm really losing my mind
i just wish there was more substance
but there's not really a me
so where do i draw from
i run on constant doubt, not creativity
i write so many poems. in my had all day. i kind of speak in them i guess? idk. it doesn't matter. anyways i just feel like by looking at my profile one might think i am just a person who pushes out poems and doesn't care or whatever, or maybe i am just really in my head. who knows? i just wanted to say that i know that my poems don't go to deep, but i wish they did and i wish they were more. idk. i just don't know. my brain legit does not STOP.
okay
i'll breathe
or at least i will try
even though i know you
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this is how it feels when people leave me
it is supposed to represent me not being able to breathe. idk. i'm really bad with these explanation thingys.
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