eyes deep looking
scarcely seeing

intertwined introverted

let's dance
and forget tomorrow

touched by fire
more
consumed by star
daystar
unworthy words

When he got sober no one seemed to care. While he got clean everyone drank and ignored him. Back when he was drinking he would ignore everyone because most seemed to have a problem with his drinking. He never pressured or told anyone anything others seemed to give him ****.
He moved on since he was tired of being excluded and held to some ridiculous standards that had nothing to do with him. Being quiet and observant so many people would cut corners or try to pull a fast one. His mind clear way sharp compared to before.

It used to be
When he said the word “baby,”
I thought he was talking about me

Every night
When I sleep
I dream about
The field of dreams
I must say that
I just love to dream
Also I never stop
Dreaming
Because dreaming is
Like breathing
I also see the field of dreams
Alive
Also, I don’t have any money
To buy the field of dreams
Because I am a poor men
And believe that it must be
Very expensive to buy
The field of dreams
Let somebody rich
Buy the field of dreams
Because they need more then
Me

i bow at the alter in
the church of imperfection
and pray softly here again
in storm of life confusion