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sab ariana Apr 2021
im out of my mind
youre wasting my time
so please leave a message
or ill see you in heaven

he said it was a mistake
he said it was fake
he said he has a girl at home
and that he cant go on
i hope you understand

well i understand
i was just a toy
for another broken man

so i spiral down again
so i feel bad again
the sky turns ruby red
thanks to you my darling
1st time i was intimate with a man in over a year he did not text me the next day and i waited and waited and waited finally i texted him like ?? hello i don’t appreciate all these hickeys you left on me and he was like im sorry i didnt mean for that to happen i have a girlfriend -_- **** ME
sab ariana Jan 2021
there's someone living inside of me
my friends think it's just the poppy seeds all of them talking down on me like they're occupying hockey seats i'm telling you there's more than just one part of me it feels like my souls been split possibly for three

you see i'm the one resting under melancholy tree you can call me number 2 im always feeling rather blue its just i don't really care nor do i want to be here but for some reason i get the most space i guess you can say i'm like the head chair of this place

while she may be the head i'm the one who rips off heads fill their mouths up with lead three is me and i just want to see them all dead i want to start a massacre i want to throw this axe at her im a little bit scary but i got to go now i still have some things left to bury

"he loves me, he loves me not" ooo my turn it came faster than i thought! i'm sweeter than a cherry and ill charm you like a fairy watch me bat my eyelashes its my personality look at all the smiles it catches mhm yes i'm number one and i'm also the most fun

this is the dilemma i face exhaustion  always awaits
if man is five then why am i eight?
is it mental illness or is it bc im a pisces?
sab ariana Nov 2020
in the void
the darkness
the sapphire shadows below
i have waken soon all of mankind will know
from the waters i rise
to bring you a cold wet demise
the tides they turn  the moon she burns
the great flood is here
the ground soaks in the oceans tears
oh my followers they wept
deep down in the depths
how long have i slept?
celestial dreams my planet of rings
judgment and their cries
"no one can escape her watchful eyes"
now that i am awake terra she shakes
man is five and yes i am eight
the tentacles from your nightmares
the dreams that you hate
the cleanse has begun
my song  is now sung
all hear my call
the great cthulhu brings you your fall
dun dun dunnnnn i was listening to the call of ktulu by metallica and idk i guess i got inspired
sab ariana Oct 2020
i asked him do you believe in fate?
i always give more than i take
tell me what it is you hate
cant stand my friends they're all so fake

i know you want me dead
why don't you just take my head?

i know that you want to **** me
but i just want you to feel me

up and down my mood swings
im so dumb when i do these things
im so numb after all these drinks

now tell me will you be my end?
i just need a friend
lets play pretend

im okay
my stream of thoughts
sab ariana Oct 2020
i'm on a drug binge
poison leaking from me like i'm singed
singed is a character from league of legends, he leaks out this poisonous gas. after a long night of hard drugs i feel like poison is leaking from my pores much like that guy.
sab ariana Oct 2020
i am waiting for you
to get out of my head
i am waiting for you
to come see me in bed
and after our fun
well grab our gun
splatter the walls red
it will be delicious
a mouthful of lead
together forever
now that were both dead
contrary to what i say, i really don't want to die. i promise, i couldn't even hurt a fly. let alone you. i want you to live for as long as you can. because the world needs you my precious man.
sab ariana Oct 2020
three of swords
my mother called me a *****
three of swords
he said he loved me he swore
three of swords
he pushed me down to the floor
three of swords
i've turn rotten right to the core
three of swords
life has become such a chore
three of swords is a tarot card, it's an image of a large bleeding heart with three swords piercing it, in the background of the picture you can see stormy weather. i have it tattooed on my arm, i do have a big heart with a lot of love to give. i love love. i love being in love, i grow and thrive through love. i think i'm strong and i have overcome a lot of hurt in my life. but unfortunately there are some traumas from my past that are stuck in my heart like a knife. i just keep bleeding.
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