Your love was my favorite lie.
But my mistake was I fell, and I fell hard.
It wasn't a mistake though,
Because you were worth it.
But you've changed.
And you won't let me know you again,
No matter how hard I try.
Your love weakened, mine deepened.
You promised you wouldn't hurt me.
I forgot promises were made to be broken
You made me believe
You were also the one who put me down
I missed you even before you left.
And I should have held you tighter.
Because I know something will always keep us strangers.
You were my favorite almost, love.
Our forever ended sooner than I thought or did it just not exist for us?
Lie to me one last time, love, just one last time.

This Christmas,
I want to be truly okay
To finally see light in everyday besides the sun and the stars but the shine of my own
To smile genuinely without care
I want to love and be loved no matter how hard I could be
I want my thoughts to vanish along with the sadness
To soar and fly and feel free
To to have a glimpse of what a magnificent life could be
No concrete wish, just happiness

It would be great

Lost souls wonder
Lost people wander
both not knowing what they already have but knowing what they don't
Lost souls pray for a fixed heart, and wonder how they could have a smile that sets everything straight; a life that is being lived, not like not dying
Those lost people on the hand, keep close for warmth wandering streets looking for kind hearts
Begging for comfort in this season

Both looking for ways to be okay
This season maybe, just maybe we could all be of help

Write a poem about what you want for christmas. This is open to interpretations, but in the tags put a #alliwantforchristmas and repost/comment to indicate you are doing this challenge. :) Should be fun.

You don't know how hard I fought for you
How I defended you from my best friend saying that I am happy with you and that you are different
How I told my sister that you were worth it, that I liked you
How I told my mom that you were good for me, that you are have grown on me
How I told other people that you are not like what others say; that you were better
How I understood you at your worst
How I was there whenever you need me
How I forgave you because I can't lose you
And how I stayed away from the things that could make you jealous

I'm sorry if something went wrong
If my happy self hid itself for a while and you had to see me at my dimmest light
I'm sorry if I couldn't make you hold on
I'm sorry if you got tired
But I guess if you were genuine no matter what, you still could have– we still could have stood still no matter what

You told me I'd be happier if you and me didn't exist but you forgot you're my happiness