The silent killer

You've invaded me.
You've  made me sick.
I battle you.
I try and try but there is no trick.
You take away *******.
You take away breaths.
You will **** me,but I won't quit like the rest.
I'll fight till the end.
I'll stand next to you thru it all my friend.
You'll lose your hair and your skin won't be so fare.
But to me you're beautiful so I don't care.
I'll hold your weak hand and next to you I will stand.
Till the silent killer takes you away to the promise land.
I'll be here with you for a hand to hold..
I'll try to hide the pain
I'll try but my tears fall like rain..
as you get weaker and weaker.
As the meds start to fail.
Take no pain with you.
Open up that sail.
As you die and the silent killer takes you from  me.
Go Rest In Peace and let the angels take you away..

                            Dedicated to my grandmother and all the other family's battling cancer and diabetes. Kiss your loved ones we are not promised tomorrow...
                                       James w cook

Give me a reason
A reason to exist
A reason to continue
A reason to persist...

The ache inside keeps growing
Like a **** or storm or flame
It smothers all the light inside
Yet I'm the one to blame

I cannot see the goodness
I only feel the pain
The open wound pours sorrow
That leaves me hollow & insane

What would happen with a wound so deep
Would you save me
Or leave me here to die
A choice that isn't meant to be

Tell me how to end the pain
A gun, A knife, or pills
Or maybe I'll pretend to fly
The end result, she kills.

There is nothing left to say
No apologies to be made
You never saw the pain you caused
Check-mate has just been played.

When  you asked me....." what Will you do if I betrayed on you"

I replied... "A Broken heart never tries to break another broken heart....

Sometimes even in my dream less
nights
I wonder why Broken one's are drawn to other brokenone's
They aren't solely an illusion in my
mind
But I know this play has long runs

No one ever died of a broken
heart
But still they brood over what
happened
Destiny has made a way to meet
people
So they can find and fix each others broken pieces