Thought I'd never see the rain-
And those cloudy shades of you all,
Weeping up the sky, tearing up in vain;
"I'm never leaving", I said as-
I left with the last drop of rain.

You never expect it to happen do you?
or do you just choose to turn a blind eye to something you wish wasn't happening?
to all the people who should have noticed something wasn't right
thank you for ruining my life.

thank you for never thinking twice about why a child might wet the bed till the age of 11
for not releasing how scared she was to be alone with the man
for asking you to sleep with her and telling you clearly she was scared

oh well... it happened now...
because you chose to turn a blind eye..

To face the storm head on..
Having no choice but to do so
Because life throws pain at you and there is sometimes more often than I should of knew that nobody will come to save me
I learnt It the hard way
Alone and afraid with the storm building up over me

The storm follows me each day
Reminding me of the nightmares i have endured
I pray and pray please take this storm away with little bit of sun or even some rain

The rain is good, at least nobody can see me cry .
Sometimes the storm is my only friend listening to me and my pain
Sometimes it's my enemy never leaving me alone.


The storm is as loud as something I can't say
Echoing in my ear
I have to face it no doubt because I have no other choice.


I hope one day this storm will disappear
And I can finally start living again, breathing again, smiling again.

The list is endless…

"Don't worry i will be okay, daddy will look after me"
how stupid was i to be so innocent and think he will protect me, look after me and be a dad to me.
the day  i said those words, he took my body away from me
.

Air is good
Pollution is bad
They can lie to us
We need fresh air
Factory’s cause gas to go everywhere depending where you go
Smoking can cause cancer
It’s bad for the air
Protect us all
And make things right

Fires can be beautiful
Fires can be harmful
Fires destroy forests
But sometimes it’s not our fault
Fire is an element
Like water
Water puts out the flame
Fire is orange and yellow and can be red
Fire can be blue to
Fire kills animals
Fire kills us
Don’t start a fire
The air starts fire to sometimes
So please be kind
And not like the fire

I sit there waiting
In the rain
It’s starts to hail
I have no where to go
Maybe a shelter
But wait? I don’t have one
Life is sad
So just be glad
You have one
People don’t see
Other people’s life
You may start to think twice
I then find a shelter
I try to take cover
While lighting a fire
That goes out on its own
I curl up into a ball
Then I see light
Well my time is up
I’m in heaven now
No need to cry
I can fly now
Don’t be shy.

The wind blows through the night
While I try to find the light
The darkness blocks my path
To where the wind goes.
I try to follow the wind
But it seems endless
The path I’m taking seems pretty far
Hopefully the distance isn't war
The wind cools me off when I get to hot
So hopefully the path I follow will be cool.

I inherited my mom's anger, and my dad's kind of laziness.

And then at once as sudden as he had left, he came back, and with him colour.