Maddie: Favorites

Jul 2015 Maddie

Dr.

Jul 2015 Maddie

Amanda

Dr.

Once I saw an x-ray of a heart and I was alarmed by its smallness, its translucence.
A thing we ask entirely too much of.

Quote from Laura van den Berg.
I see the dye, the feelings of my thoughts written in ink. Everything I suppress surfaces, up & up.
ah.
You will be okay. You will.
I will.
I will.

#love #heartbreak

Jul 2015 Maddie

She looks beautiful

Jul 2015 Maddie

azumiya

She looks beautiful

I found myself in front of the mirror
I saw someone who looked exactly just like me
But I don't know her
She looks like me
But I don't know her
She mimics every move I do
When I fix my hair, she fixes her hair
And when I look at my eye, I see her eyes
When I look at my body, I see her body
Who is she?
The one that's standing in front of me?
Who is she?
The one who does the same things that I do?
Who is she?

Who am I?

[May 19, 2015.]

#beautiful #she #identity #recovery #bpd

Jul 2015 Maddie

Deaf Composer

Jul 2015 Maddie

niamh

Deaf Composer

I am a composer
of poems
and a conductor
of musings,
The words,
together
a symphony of wonder
in rehearsals,
fall flat
at showtime,
but still
they sound sweet to me.
And so I dance.

Jul 2015 Maddie

Untitled

Jul 2015 Maddie

Rare but Relevant

Untitled

My words do not match the dreadful truth that suffocates the human being within me