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 Apr 2016 QIsis
Niel John Ortizo
can recover.
Knows how to fall;
        without a safety net
Trusts everyone;
         with no hesitations
Surrenders everything;
         with all it's being
Took all the pain;
          and all the beatings
Starts over;
          much harder this time
And failed;
          again and again and again.

Yes, the heart can recover...
But not forever;
          just like it's owner.
I care too much.
I really do.
I care about
you
and her
and him
and them
I care about life.
I care so much
that I neglect myself
I neglect my wants
my needs.
I have been providing so much light for others,
that I have let my world grow dark.
I am too busy feeding other people compliments,
that I have left myself starving.
I can't decide
who matters more.
I worry about being conceded
so I discard myself completely.
I care too much
repost if this is you, too
 Apr 2016 QIsis
Eternal Threshold
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 Apr 2016 QIsis
Eternal Threshold
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" So they say that time,
Takes away the pain,
But I'm still the same."
From a song by One Ok Rock
 Apr 2016 QIsis
gray rain
Issues
 Apr 2016 QIsis
gray rain
I'm insecure
just like you
I try not to show it
but you do

I feel the pressure
if not more than you
you're innocent minded
and mine is like a zoo

I have too much control
you speak your mind
you're confident
something I'm trying to find

I understand
you don't
I have your issues
plus my own
This is a comparison between my friend and I.
 Apr 2016 QIsis
Eternal Threshold
Live,
While unknowingly
Leaving it.
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