You kissed me all better
At least that's what I thought
You blew through my life
It just couldn't be faught.
You kissed down my neck leaving bruises along.
You made me a wreck,
It all went to wrong.
I loved you so deeply
We were the perfect love song
You said you'd never leave me
We were together so long
I still miss your body
Being pressed against mine
But our time is over
Minus the fairy tale line.

I don't know how I was made to believe,
That you were to never deceive,
We were always together and all the time very strong,
I think I was holding on for a bit too long.

All the time I moved on and I had hope,
When people told me that with that I shouldn't cope,
You made me believe that my dreams would come true,
With your own serpent ways too

I thought you were the one all along,
But now it's proven that I was totally wrong.
Every time you make a mistake, you promise that it's your last,
And I don't know how you made me forget so fast.

All the time you were trying to change me,
When I was trying to be the best anyone can be,
All you think about is how to use me, I can now see
To get the satisfaction you want for free,

At first I thought this made me so special,
You mde me feel so confused at times,
That I felt like committing the worst of crimes.

Why was I holding on? I really have no clue,
When my heart and mind confirm that nothing is true.

5th grade...
Moments of pure happyness
Joy was almost inevitable
things we're almost perfect
beautiful
I had  THE best friends in the world
middle school is when **** hit the fan
people moved away
I lost contact with almosy everybody
friends thinking about suicide
and our happy little "family"
Has crumpled to dust and ash
by a fire we ignored
and let stay ablaze
for far to long
I miss the simplicity of 5th grade
I had all the friends I would EVER need
I was almost top of the class
life was all around good
Because high school just ruined everything
boys make things ten times more complicated
and now I'm in college
wonder what will go wrong next..
Because some days
I just feel like hiding under the covers
Hiding from life
and it's wicked games...

Let me stay amont my books
Let me play pretend
For when I leave my perfect world
I'm bound to meet my end

Love is overrated
It's never how it seems
You convince yourself
You're happy
But it's just another dream  
You don't know how to tell them
You don't feel the same way
When they ask if you're alright
You lie, every things OK  
What are you supposed to do
When the magic disappears
When the only thing they give you
Are insecurities and fears  
They have simply no idea
On the way they makes you feel
You can't believe you ever thought
This love was really real  
You wish with all your heart
Things were like they were before
But the way that things are going
You're being driven to the door  
Love is overrated
Of that there is no doubt
But you need
To have a broken heart
Before you find it out

Forget forever; love people as long as they're deserving of love.
And as soon as they're not...set they're house on fire and walk away with a sadistic smile :)

I think romance is a pointless dream...and yet like most girls, It's on my mind constantly, I daydream of course.

If you were to ask me about it I'd say true love is a joke...nothing more than a thought.

Love is an overused word that's meaning was set on fire and neglected...it rarely ever means what it's supposed to anymore!