Charles Lee Ray is finally dead...
don't need him as a handle anymore...
it was always in my head....
I am not scared anymore...
I don't need a ****** to protect me from the monsters...
under my bed...
when I am really scared...
there is a near by shed...
where I am just as welcome...
as my brother Ted.

on this day you were born to make this world a better place
with the time we had i would change some of it to make us happier
sorry that didn't work out the way i planned it to
my children you are the air i breathe
my children walk down a lonely path
my children run away from this life
my children will stay and fight
i smile because i know you are all right
i'm sad because you are not here
i miss your laughs an miss your voices
my children you are the air i breathe
my children walk down lonely path
my children run away from this  life
my children will stay and fight
i miss you an love you
i wish to hold you
my children the air i that i breathe
my children walk down a lonely path
my children run away from this life
my children stay and fight
people being jealous making our lives a wreck
taking the only thing i have left
i do not want you to cry
one day we see each other again
until that day i want you to know i love you an miss you an cant wait to hold you
my children the air that i breathe
my children walk down a lonely path
my children run away from  this life
my children will stay and fight.

my love for you has no eyes to cry
my love for you has dreams
my love for you has joy
my love for you has history to make
my love for you has no dull moments
my love for you  has no secrets
my love for you never fade in time
my love for you kisses our souls
my love for you aware of time
my love for you will live on even when i die

My love for you has no eyes to cry
My love for you has dreams
My love for you has joy
My love for you has no secrets
My love for you  never fades away
My love for you holds key to my heart
My love for you will never died
My love for you kisses ours souls
My love for you is aware of time
My love for you reached the clouds
My love for you will live on even when I died

My mother

She old but wise
Small but short
Loving and caring
Cooking and eating
Always there never far
Home but out
Evlis fan
Country girl
Nurse and doctor
Favorite color red and sometimes hard to find
Always on time
Stays up late
A waits for me to arrive
I dont want her to ever die.
Happy birthday mom

Mystery girl

Never know where she be
Never know how she be
Never know why she be
Hinding pain  behide her smile
Crying in a darken room
Thoughts running through her head
Doesnt ask for much
Living under  a rock
Looking for her clock
Setting time for space
Is hoping you remember her
Not knowing her is a waste of time
There a mystery in her eyes
Taste of sexiness on her lips
Bedroom madness
Sadness days
Happiness craze
Loving soul

My teddy bear

Hes strong
Hes funny
Hes so so werid
Hes my protector
Hes my friend
Hes my life
Hes my world
Wouldn't change anything about him
Even if time stand still
He can be annoying at times
He can be lazy from time to time
I love him
Hes my little teddy bear

Hi nanny how is heaven?
I wish I could see you
Nanny I miss your wonderful meals
I wish I could have your Sunday meals
Nanny I love you
Nanny i miss you
I wish you were here
I miss our I spy games
I miss spending nights
and being spoiled
Nanny say hi to grandfather  and daddy for me
Hi grandfather how's heaven?
Do you see dad a lot ?
Do you see nanny ?
I hope you are all living together
Grandfather I miss you and love you
Remmber when you thought my name was Tuna lol
Grandfather I hope all is well
When heaven has visiting hours I will be  the first to visit you and Nanny and Daddy
bye for now

Never thought
Never thought you would like me but you did
Never thought I would wanna but I did
Never thought I could but I did
Never thought of what world would say
Never thought this would actually work but it did
Never thought I be this happy but I am
Never though this way for a long time
But now that I have been what I never thought I'm glad I did
Now let's hope nothing ***** it up

Night dark and no light to be seen
Night light when your looking for trees
Night wind blows slow so you can hear voice of all the love ones who passed over the years
Night  demons like to come out to play
Night keeps ppl up
Night puts ppl to sleep
Night lovers come together
Night friends run free
Night does not want to hold you down
Night is beautiful

Tina lombardo

i see  the sun coming out from the clouds to play for the day
i see the rain coming down from the cloudy gloomy sky
i see the people of this walking around with phones in their hands not talking to one another
i see the cars driving by not looking at the people that they pass
i see the leaves falling down off the trees
i see some snow coming down from the sky but it doesn't stay
i see the dogs out having fun
i see the cats in the windows looking out wishing they could go outside as well
i see the food being prepared for eating
i see clothes hanging on the clothes line waiting to dry
i see the phone ringing but no one answers they rather txt
i see smoking coming from people mouth
i smell the air when its cold
i hold the memories
i laugh at the dumbest things
i cry at the meaningful things  
i see the time going back
i see the time going ahead
i see flowers dying and growing
i see lots of things i just don't speak of
i think a lot
i know a lot

come with me
come now
why you ask
cause i said so
you wait to think
but you know you want to
so you do
we walk into the woods and look at each other deep in the eyes and our souls come together as they kiss and we stand there watching them.
They look so happy and peaceful
it's getting cold and dark and the moon is shining and our souls leave
we go our spend ways but that moment will ever forget

why so sad
what made you that way
i want you to be happy again
but you must first come here and let me hold your hand
let me tell you all the wonderful things that are around you

lonely
funny
sad
happy
crying ly
smart
loving
friendly
gone
forgotten
smile when you hit the ground
clumsy
smart
wise in the time
think
laying in the fire of hell
walking
running
come across the trees
screaming screaming
but no one hears
stop
go
stand staring at the beautiful site
how
and where
but time for sleep
dreaming dreaming dreaming

stop stop stop stop
why why why why
cause cause cause cause
listen listen listen listen
talk talk talk talk
walk walk walk walk
stop stop stop stop
listen listen listen listen
time time time time
to to to to
play play play play
not so not so not so not so
nice nice nice nice
jump jump jump jump

come with me into the woods and see all the flowers and trees that  grow all over the place they grow for miles and miles.
The sun shines bright for everyone can see all the beauty
at night the moon shines bright you can still see all the beauty and wonder of the woods

walking into the woods you go deep enough to see but not deep enough to breathe
standing there you think of everything an you start to scream getting louder and louder and then all of sudden you see yourself wondering around
you see yourself standing thinking i'm  high ?
what do you see
it's yourself is coming down  to look at you
you want to walk away
you are wondering why you see yourself not doing anything but again
your voice goes numb from all the screaming  but you dont care
the animals are playing with the bodies of the dead you go away cause that makes you sick  
you still see  yourself walking not feeling anything
you wonder why you dont and the same know why
so you walk up to yourself and all of sudden you and yourself come together as one an walk the long path into the lights.

walking along the street when the wind blows and you hear me say your name you better run cause i will take your soul
and let my demons play with it and as it does you will be screaming help me  ill be standing there  laughing cause you got  everything that god wished for you to get remember that
as a priest is doing exorcism on you and when you see me next  you look away  i laugh some more cause i'm not done playin with you yet .

stay go stay go stay go
go now go now go now
stop stop stop
think think think
think think think
walk walk walk
walk walk walk
slow slow slow
faster faster faster
stop stop stop
sit down sit down sit down
pick up the phone pick up the phone pick up the phone
dial the number dial the number dial the number
hang up hang up hang up
think think think
think think think
get up get up get up
walk walk walk
slow slow slow
now now now
run run run
so fast so fast so fast
no one can see no one can see no one can see
now now now
turn turn turn
down down down
the the the
road road road
stop stop stop
go go go
to to to
the the the
tunnel tunnel tunnel
have a seat have a seat  have a seat
now now now
breathe breathe breathe
dont dont dont
cut cut cut
think think think
thin think think
close your eyes close your eyes close your eyes
now now now
sleep sleep sleep
when when when
you you you
wake up wake up wake up
everything everything everything
will will will
be be be
all all all
right right right

Everything you need to know about me lines within me you will miss everything if you keep your head down

time has no dated
a kiss holds love
a cry speaks
eyes tell stories
clouds make rain
joy brings laughter
love brings happiness
souls bring married
a mirror faces many masks
mind hold the key to hearts
secrets ruin lives
a mess is what you fix
emotions is what you have
history is what makes you
a key holds a dream
a heart holds love, and pain
someday things will happen with in your control or not
faded is what happens when people forget you over time
aware of your feeling
dull can't be helped
chains can be broken
silences is just silence but can break you down

Why so sad what made you that way I want  you to  be happy again but you must first come here and let me hold your hand and let me tell you all the wonderful things that are around you

U have such a pretty face n wonderful smile n ok with ur body figure why do u feel so out of place my guardian angel look after she said

A poem I wrote
friends come and go
Just like  the leaves flows
Standing by like clocks watch times
Passionate fruit
Come as you are
Walking along ***** road
Aminamls sleeping
Flowers hiding
Dancing all around
Loving hand
A sorry sign
Door closing
Windows open
Fresh air
Tv on
Watching as light
Locked the door in fight
Tina lombardo

A poem I wrote
You came to me in a dream I did not you it was you
More and more each day goes by your what I need
Rumours flaming
Iditos dancing
Jealously is ugly world
More and more is spended with you I'm always happy
I'm never sad I'm always glad
You're near but never far
I wouldn't trade you  for anything
Wouldn't want to
Being with you changed my life
A loving hand to hold
A loving heart to know
Cuddling
Sleeping I dream
Throught the days
Throught the nights
I love you
Tina lombardo

Poem by me

Hold on
Dont go
Y no one cares anyways
Yes some do
Who
If they do they dont say
I just wanna go
Jump of that stupid bridge
Dont ur loved
Why
I feeling coming on
Hold on
No dont wanna
Stop it
No
Yes
Think
Think lil more
No
Leave me alone
In gonna do it
Do what
Jump.

They say time heals all wounds
They say love will come when your not looking for it
They say when you dream about someone they are thinking of you
They say when you cant sleep its cause someone else is dreaming of you
They say take pills to hide your pain
They say talk to someone when feeling down
They say imagine the world would he better place if everyone got a long
They say no one is prefect
They say alot of things in this world
But they never say how hard it will be before the good comes along
So love what you have before it's gone

Come with me down this path as we walk we can talk n talk until there is nothing left to say n keep walking in slients.
listening to the birds n watching the near by water fall.
As we watch lil tiny fairy's are flying around its looks so peaceful cuz the lights makes the sky light up and when you look up all you can see is the lovely lil fairy's
An tiny bit of light now as we go and sit on tree stub and thank the lil fairy's for the beautiful site

The night is dark
the ghost are going through people's  body to take them over for the night
the vampires are out looking for blood
the werewolves are out looking for food
the spirits are out looking after the loved ones who miss them
the zombies are looking for brain's
the living is out running the streets

Clean           *****
Sad,            Angary  and Happy
Liars          Honest
Trees          Leaves
Rain           Sun
People        Pets
Wildlife  
These are just few of things in this province
Tall grass    Mower
Friendly face   Fake face
Poor            Rich
Hungry      Fall
Walking     Cars
Flowers     Bees
Life             Death
Rocks      Beaches
These are few of the things  in this province
Birth        Wedding
Trash       Jobs
Singers ,Dancers, Fishermen  Cooks and Teachers
Library Hospital Cop shop Tim Horton's
Fast food restaurant's
These are few of the things in this province
As  much as I hate the way some of things are this is my home .

You had me feeling liked you cared
You had me feeling like I was wanted
You had me feeling like I could count on you
You had me feeling like your not like the rest
You had me feeling like I go to when I needed to
You had me feeling like you always be there
You had me feeling like I was special
Now all I feel is nothing
Now all I feel is sadness
Now all I feel is madness
Now all I feel cryness
Now all I feel is craziness
Now all I feel is numbness
Now all I feel is dumbness
Now all I feel is nothingness

Pretty face
Pretty nails
Damage heart
Damage control
Abused legs
Black eyes
River to cry
Laying on the floor wishing to die
A false hope
Sale your pride
These could be reasons to cry
Take a ride
No one believed
Trust is gone
Now these are reasons to cry
Got back up
Fight it off
Stay for sleep
Counting on alone time
Child wise
Say goodbye
Loving what
Again reasons to cry
Let it all out for this time
I cant tell you why
A genital wave passing by
Heat a rise

Leaves changing
Leaves falling
Family
Friends
Birthday
Death's
Sun
Rain
Hot chocolate
Thanksgiving
Animals hiding
Insects gone
Bon fire
Warm blankets
Smile
Sad
Happy
Pumpkin
Orange
Yellow
Red
October

one day i sat in silences thinking of why
one say i sat in silences trying not to cry
one day i sat in silences trying to free my mind
one day i sat in silences fading away over time
one day i sat in silences aware that someday i'm going to died
one day i sat in silences trying to kiss the sky
one day i sat in silence thoughts come to mind
one day i sat in silences with mess emotiones
one day i sat in silences

One day i sat in silence thinking of why
One day I sat in silence chained in time
One day I sat in silence trying to be free my mind
One day I sat in silence fading away with time
One day I sat in silence aware that someday I'm going to died
One day I sat in silence trying to kiss the sky
One day I sat thoughts come to mind
One day I sat in silence with mixed emotions
One day I sat in silence

One year of not writing
One year of not thinking
One year of not saying
One year of not having my words spoken
One year of not having my words said
One year of not having my words read
One year of not writing
One year of not writing
I don’t know why
Sometimes my words don’t come to my mind so I don’t even try
Maybe that’s why
Well I think it’s about time I retry
Just one year of not writing

ONE YEAR

One year with out your face
One year with out for laugh
One year with out your smile
One year with out your heart
One year with out your voice
One year with out your love
One year with out holding you
One year with out talking to you
One year with out your hug
One year with out your kiss
One year with out you
One year with out with me saying I love you to
One year with out growing old with you
If I could be with you I would
If god gave me one hr with you now I would tell you
How much i miss you
How much i love you
How much I think about you
How much I wish I went with you
How much I need you
But I know You  are looking after me and that will have to do
One year .

Tina lombardo

When I have nothing....
When I am empty...
When I am drained...
When I am poisoned ...
When I am weak...
When I am sick...
I have you...
nothing else but you.

i Am Nothing without you..

you have given me so many things...
things I don't deserve...
you have given me breathe, courage, and strength...
You have given me everything I've ever asked for and more..

I will stand by your side forever ...
I will never leave you...

You have my heart forever...
We are bound....
We are tied...
I am knotted to you forever...

You are the best thing that ever happened to me.

Everything is... wonderful...beautiful...perfect...insane and at the same time marvelous...gentle...kind...somehow the world around around me has once again become devine.
This goes out to every soul...every single piece of flesh that decided to stick with me...through the ******...the crack...
everything I have struggled with...
Thank you for still being here and having my back...even if it's maybe just a bed time snack.

Tina Marie Louise...

You have changed the way I think...
You have changed the way I am...
You have changed the way I drink...
You have changed the way I can...

and when I feel all ****** up and caught up in a jam...
I know I have you to hold my hand.

Our Love may seem obscure...
because we come from different worlds...
You're a valley girl...
and I come from a place where homies have jerry girls...

but it don't matter...

My love for you is out of this world.

You are sunshine...
You are rain...
You make me forget all my pain.

You are dark...
You are light...
Without you I have no sight.

You are summer...
You are spring...
You are far more than just a fling.

You are winter...
You are fall...
Without you I have nothing at all.

You are apples...
You are peaches...
You are far better than the country's best beaches.

You are cherries...
You are pears...
Maybe that's why everybody stares.

Carrots and cucumbers...
as long as I'm with you...
I can't fall under.

Peppers and cabbage...
thank you so ******* much...
for tearing away my bandage.

Every single person that know's me...
know's a fact...
I've been a ******* my whole life...

but for some reason...
you woke me up...
so many people tried..
over...and over...and over...

I owe you everything...
my life...my love...un dying.
stupid words I write can't even come close to express what you mean to me.

I will Love you until I'm dead and in the ground...
and I don't even think that would stop me.

Pain
Pain
No one know this
No one own this
No one loves it
No one wants it
No one sees it
But everyone wants to share it
But everyone wants to talk about it
Sad
Happy.
Crying
There a comes a time when you have to let it go
All of the above

Pain
No one know this
No one own this
No one loves it
No one wants it
No one sees it
But everyone wants to share it
But everyone wants to talk about it
Sad
Happy.
Crying
There a comes a time when you have to let it go
All of the above.

your smile is perfect to me
your body is perfect for me
your heart is perfect for me
your laughter is perfect for me
your days are perfect for me
your nights are perfect for me
stop thinking its all waste of time an let it be
come let me be all that you need
let all the doubt go free
you will never find another like me
come sit by the sea
come look at the trees
come walk with me
again let it be .

your face
your hands
your feet
your smile
your laugh
your crying
your whining
your coughing
your playing
your heart
your love
your voice
all this i mi the most you will one day know
why but all in good time
your perfect to me
your perfect as can be
i wouldn't trade none of you
even thou i want to cry
even thou i want  to die
i will always be here waiting for you to arrive.

pink makes me feel pretty
Pink makes me look good
Pink doesn't judge
Pink is everything you need
Pink My favorite colour

Plenty insanely

Crying all the time
Not knowing why
Counting times
Dressing a rise
Mind racing all the time
Wondering why
Killing time
Playing
Fighting
Crazy
******
Weapons
Head not right
Cant understand why
Plenty insanely before you die

very day that passes...
every second...
every minute...
every moment...
no matter how green the grass is...
or how much snow passes...

You are alive when I am awake...
I can't remember the last night that you were not in my dreams....
You are everything to me.

Thank you for your love...
mine for you is everlasting.

Poetry
Is something that you feel
Is something that you write
Is something that is wonderful
Is something that is close to your heart
Is something that is special
Is something to hide or shine
Is someone who can love
Is someone who can share
Is someone who can care
Is someone who can tell a short story
Is someone who can explain say without saying words
Is something I love to do
Is something that comes easy when in the mood words  flow just like the wind
Some make sense and some don’t
Poetry

rain wash away my tears
rain was away my pain
rain wash away my love
rain wash away my hurt
rain wash away my hope
rain wash away my time
rain wash away my blood stain
rain wash away my cuts n scars
rain wash away my happy face
rain wash away my sad face
rain wash away my soul
rain just wash me away

Random
Thunderstorms inside my head
Sunny days a head
Water running down my cheek
Faking a smile to fool the freaks
Pains in memories
Moments go on
Loving peace
Feeling down
Reading thoughts
Crazy mind
Emotional state
Engery flowing
Connected soul rising
Distance apart
Guitly thoughts
Happy poem's
Life parts
Feathers laying
Wind blowing
Caring ears
Heart so near
Writing time
Hold so dear
Drink to that my dear
Stand alone
Sleep tight
Laughing so bright
Come on just stay the night
Mind racing
Good night.