Never will we be together......it's to much to lose.
Although I will always love you to the moon and back,
My fractured heart can't take anymore of the abuse.

We haven't spoken for seven whole days and I'm struggling to remember your voice.
You did send the last message between us but I need you to hate me, I got no choice.

I'm selfish and cruel to fill you with false hopes that would never be in our sights.
You will forever be carved into my chest pretty little lady but I'm to weak to fight.

I really do hope you meet someone that can spoil you more than I ever could with flowers, foot rubs and the odd meal or two.
I am crushed, confused and ashamed of what I have become but the reality of it is I am just no good for you.

Run run runaway forever and ever, never want to be found, never want to be seen together.

look at me when I talk to you........
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I am scared that you will see me!

be a good little bee and let me taste your honey.

I need you to re-build me.
Make me what you want me to be.
Not what I am again.

Why come running to me when they come running for you.

Carry me out to your garden so I can breathe it in, because I’m in trouble again.
Carry me out to the garden so I can stop the end, because I’m in trouble again.

The flowers that grow from me are for you.

We are a sad song together.............
Our verse and chorus composed of hate and neglected love.

When my soul plays music, will your heart dance for me.

She’s just like the moon

So near but yet so far

Never leave me again without my teeth in your collar bone.

I need to find somebody who can tear me away
From the car crime babies and switchblade days
The bark of the unemployment hounds
And the thud of the thick white skull on the ground
I won't die in the bony arms of the state
To be laid to rest in the wake of a faded town

If the raincoats come to steal my home
There's a big white house at the end of the road
I can see you wrapped in Egyptian thread
In a marble garden immune to the mess
If you leave this world in a rhinestone shroud
We could finally make your father proud

If I leave this world in a loaded daze
I can finally have and eat my cake

I wanna die like a rich boy, diving
In a hydrocodone dream
And you can die like a rich girl by me
Oh how the magazines will grieve
I'll die like a rich boy, bathing
In a milk bath I could drown
I wanna die like a rich boy
Even if we're as poor as we are now

I wanna die like a rich boy, drowning
in a lake that bears my name
And you can die like a rich girl by me
Flushed and radiant with fame
I wanna lie in state on the TV
In a golden cardboard crown
I wanna die like a rich boy even if we're
As poor as we are now

I've found you now so tear me away
From the feral street they lumped us in
I'll be Shakespeare's moonstruck king
We can lose our minds at the top of the hill
We burn cash and carry a decadent flame
Way into the night and beyond the grave

Left alone with my thoughts....

This world should end for the better....

At least my world should....

How cruel I am to bring life into this existence.....

My children will be tarnished forever with the tormented, jilted and ****** path I have laid....

All I ask for, is for them to see clear...please do not stay on this beaten track...please do not be cursed with my mind....

I am scared for them.....

I am scared...

The deer stuck in those headlights got nothing on me. Let them hit so the frustration will cease.
Like the flicker of the fluorescence above me, I'm trying to restart and repair to no avail.
Don't want to wash the bedsheets as I'm to scared to loose your smell, yet I want the bed to burn to ambers.
Routinely the cup of tea on the kitchen side goes stale, reminding me of our existence.
Shattered china on the floor and tea stains on the walls is more appropriate.

I need to find somebody who can tear me away
From the car crying babies and switchblade days
The bark of the unemployment hounds
And the thought of the thick, white skull on the ground
I won't die in the bony arms of the state
To be laid to rest in the wake of the faded town

And if the raincoats come to steal my home
There's a big white house at the end of the road
I can see you wrapped in Egyptian thread
In a marble garden, immune to the mess
If you leave this world in a rhinestone shroud
We could finally make your father proud
If I leave this world in a loaded daze
I can finally have and eat my cake

I want to die like a rich boy diving
In a hydrocodone dream
You can die like a rich girl by me
Oh how the magazines will read
I 'll die like a rich boy bathing
In a milk bath I could drown
Want to die like a rich boy
Even if we're as poor as we are now
I want to die like a rich boy drowning
In a lake that bears my name
You can die like a rich girl by me
Flushed and radiant with fame
I wanna lie asleep on the TV
In a golden cardboard crown
Want to die like a rich boy
Even if we're as poor as we are now

Well I found you now so tear me away
From the feral street they lumped us in
I'll be Shakespeare's moonstruck king
We can lose our minds at the top of the hill
We burn cash and carry a decadent flame
Way into the night and beyond the grave

What if........one of us had the guts tonight....