I'm often asked why do I smoke.
Why do I **** myself with every breath? Why don't I quit?
I do it because I don't care if I live or die. I had you and I have just one question for the world.
What else is there?

I love you.
He hit send. Then a tree

Death beckoned her
she gave in.
she cried for help
you walked away.

she was in pain
you didnt care.
Death wanted her
she knew her fate.

Death took her away
you decided you cared.

Why call me and tell me you love me? Why put yourself through this? Darling theres only two roads. Love me or move on. I'm tired of you trying to build a path between. I left because you won't let it go. Holding on to every little thing it'll **** you.
Maybe that's all you want is attention. It makes since when I look at your scars and when you sleep around like a *****. You want me to keep caring well guess what I don't. I'm tired of being used by you. Dealing with your *******. Get over yourself and try growing up just enough to get on with your life. I'm happy. Are you?

Why am I always alone?! You said you were lonelier with me then you ever were on your own! Well are you happy now?! Do you finally have that connection that I couldn't provide?! Because I ******* tried! No matter what I did it was never good enough! Now that I left you...ARE YOU HAPPY?!! I'm not...