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JAM
Violin with just one string
Tuning peg turned green with mold-
How can music come from that.

Flugelhorn with dented bell
And valves turned red with rust-
Who can blow a tune through that.

Radio with no antenna
Broken plastic dial won’t move-
No songs to dance the airwaves now.

Warbler with a sore throat in
A covered cage in the other room-
Can’t out sing the crows outside.,

A singer’s soul in a tuneless box
Perfect rhythm trapped in mud-
Melody in turmoil to get out.

Envy, longing, deprivation
Effort, failure, mockery-
One who should but cannot sing.

One entitled to the music
That shakes mountains,
Calms the frantic, dulls the pain.

Given only little tastes
Of what that paradise would be
If only she could sing.

Why was her voice given to
A multitude of those
Who have no need or yearning.

Why was she deprived of song-
Of that one balm to heal and mend
The every breaking of her heart.

Why was she allowed to stand
Nearby enough to feel the air
Vibrating with the sounds of it

And not allowed to make her own-
To feel the rhythm and the beat
But not take part in shaping it.

Why was her feeling for the mood
Denied the chance to paint it
On the canvas of her throat

And send it out like pretty boats
On calm reflecting waters,
Even if nobody heard but her.

Where was the vibrato hidden
That she sought and schooled for years
Sometimes there, but mostly not.

Why her mental perfect pitch
Refused to translate to her voice
And became a sorrow birthing silence.
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The soul of a singer and no voice to sing
 Nov 2023 Pagan Paul
irinia
dream
 Nov 2023 Pagan Paul
irinia
an embrace without a lost paradise
your cabaret words like a trance
I walk through the corrosive noise
I find my way to your footsteps on narrow streets
you hardly look back at your traces when they erase your touch from the map of time
so painful the hands left alone
you are touched by a melancholy impossible for some mornings
I am touched by reverie, entropy and memory
next desire on display a stain or a broken destiny
the weight of our shadows unknown
a foreign tissue is carrying the profoundness of thoughts
bear with me this heart tarred with pain

a moon song be the night
when trees remember how deep their dreams run
 Nov 2023 Pagan Paul
Edmund black
Lately
My mind’s so quiet
On this magical ride
I bleed no longer
For me to see
My mind no longer
My means of sight
I let faith unfolding
like flowers in light
My new find joy
Without the noise
For all to hear
Feeling new everyday
Releasing old pain
Of what used to be
Lately
My mind’s so quiet
On this magical ride
Without fear or despair
Please don’t wait for me
To  bleed any longer
For I only traveled within
𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑔𝑟𝑎𝑝𝑒 𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑣𝑒𝑠
𝑇𝑢𝑟𝑛 𝑔𝑟𝑒𝑒𝑛
𝐼𝑛 𝑁𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑚𝑏𝑒𝑟...
𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑓𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑑 𝑡𝑜𝑜𝑘 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦
𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑙𝑛𝑢𝑡 𝑡𝑟𝑒𝑒...
𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑢𝑛 𝑑𝑜𝑒𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒;
𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑎𝑓𝑓𝑜𝑑𝑖𝑙𝑠 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑎𝑟𝑟𝑖𝑣𝑒𝑑;
𝐶𝑎𝑙𝑣𝑒𝑠 𝑑𝑜 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑔;
𝐼𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑚𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑠...
𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑘𝑦 𝑖𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑠;
𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑝𝑎𝑙𝑚 𝑡𝑟𝑒𝑒,
𝐵𝑢𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑠𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑙𝑦
𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑙𝑦
𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑝𝑎𝑙𝑚 𝑡𝑟𝑒𝑒,
𝐵𝑢𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑔𝑟𝑒𝑒𝑛...
𝐵𝑢𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑟𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒...
𝐵𝑢𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑏𝑙𝑎𝑐𝑘...
𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑡𝑢𝑙𝑖𝑝𝑠,
𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑘 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑝𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑔𝑟𝑎𝑛𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑠...
                            𝐹𝑖𝑟𝑒...
                  𝑀𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟...
               𝐷𝑟𝑎𝑔𝑜𝑛𝑓𝑙𝑖𝑒𝑠...
                 𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝑝𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑔𝑟𝑎𝑛𝑎𝑡𝑒...
𝑀𝑦 𝑠𝑜𝑛,
𝑠𝑒𝑒𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑒...
𝑀𝑦 𝑠𝑜𝑛,
𝑝𝑖𝑐𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑙𝑒𝑠 𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑑...
و برگ های انگور،
سبز مي شوند
در آبان...
آب مي بَرَد
درخت گردو را...
آفتاب،
نمي رسد...
نرگس ها نیامده اند...
گوساله ها نمي خوانند...
در ساعد دست هایت...
و آسمان شبیه ستاره نیست؛
نخل،
آرام
       آرام
مي سوزد؛
نخل،
مي سوزد سبز...
مي سوزد نارنجي...
مي سوزد سیاه...
و لاله ها شبیه انار...
                        نار...
         مادر...
      سنجاقك ها...
            و انار...
پسرم زمان را در من مي بیند
پسرم در سر من سیب مي چیند
𝐼𝑡 𝑖𝑠 𝑠𝑢𝑚𝑚𝑒𝑟 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒
𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑘𝑦 𝑖𝑠 𝑢𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑏𝑙𝑢𝑒
𝑌𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑑 - 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑦𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑜𝑤 𝑏𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑛 -
𝐽𝑢𝑚𝑝𝑠 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑏𝑙𝑢𝑒 𝑠𝑘𝑦...
𝑌𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑙𝑒𝑓𝑡 ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑑 - 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑐ℎ𝑒𝑓𝑓𝑙𝑒𝑟𝑎 𝑔𝑟𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑠ℎ𝑟𝑢𝑏 -
𝑊𝑖𝑡ℎ ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑑-𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑣𝑒𝑠...
𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑔𝑟𝑜𝑤 𝑢𝑝
𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑔𝑟𝑜𝑤 𝑢𝑝 𝑖𝑛 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑚𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟
𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑠,
𝐺𝑖𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑒𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑛𝑒𝑤 𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑟𝑠...
𝐹𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑖𝑙 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑝𝑜𝑡,
𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑤ℎ𝑖𝑡𝑒 𝑏𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑑
𝑆𝑡𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑚𝑒;
𝐹𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑢𝑛...
𝐻𝑜𝑤 𝑓𝑎𝑟 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑓𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑛?
𝑇ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝐸𝑢𝑐𝑎𝑙𝑦𝑝𝑡𝑢𝑠 𝑡𝑟𝑒𝑒
𝐹𝑙𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑦𝑜𝑢...
𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑔𝑟𝑎𝑝𝑒 𝑡𝑟𝑒𝑒
𝐹𝑙𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑦𝑜𝑢...
𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝐿𝑖𝑙𝑦 𝑓𝑙𝑖𝑒𝑠 𝑜𝑛 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑑;
𝐵𝑟𝑎𝑛𝑐ℎ𝑒𝑠 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑜𝑤 ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑠 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑓𝑙𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔...
𝑌𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑐ℎ𝑖𝑙𝑑ℎ𝑜𝑜𝑑 𝑝𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑖𝑙𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑏𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑠,
𝐹𝑙𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑦𝑜𝑢...
𝑂ℎ, 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑒!
𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑏𝑙𝑜𝑤;
𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝐼 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑢𝑙𝑏𝑒𝑟𝑟𝑦 𝑡𝑟𝑒𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑒𝑦𝑒𝑠...
𝐼𝑛 𝑎 𝑏𝑙𝑢𝑒 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘𝑔𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑
𝑊𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑔𝑟𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑣𝑒𝑠
𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝑖𝑡𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑟𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑠,
𝐼𝑛 𝑦𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑜𝑤 𝑐𝑜𝑙𝑜𝑟𝑠
𝑃𝑖𝑛𝑘
𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝑟𝑒𝑑...
𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑐𝑎𝑚𝑒 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑔𝑟𝑒𝑒𝑛 ℎ𝑦𝑑𝑟𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑎𝑠
𝐹𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑤𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑜𝑤𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑓𝑟𝑒𝑠ℎ 𝑎𝑖𝑟
𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑆𝑎𝑚𝑏𝑎𝑐 𝑗𝑎𝑠𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑒,
𝐵𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑛𝑑...
𝑅𝑎𝑖𝑛𝑏𝑜𝑤 𝑓𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑟,
𝑅𝑢𝑛𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑖𝑙...
𝐵𝑒𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎 𝑙𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑑
𝑎 𝑏𝑢𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑓𝑙𝑦;
𝑅𝑢𝑛𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑒...
𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑘𝑦
𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑟𝑖𝑠𝑒
𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑛𝑜𝑤,
𝑆𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑛 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑚𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑡𝑎𝑖𝑛𝑠;
𝐹𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑤𝑎𝑟𝑚 𝑤𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑐𝑜𝑎𝑡,
𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑏𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑠𝑝𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑝𝑟𝑖𝑚𝑟𝑜𝑠𝑒𝑠...
𝐹𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑛𝑜𝑤,
𝑆𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑛 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑚𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑡𝑎𝑖𝑛𝑠;
𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑏𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 𝑜𝑓
𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑠𝑝𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑝𝑟𝑖𝑚𝑟𝑜𝑠𝑒𝑠...
𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑏𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑠𝑝𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑝𝑟𝑖𝑚𝑟𝑜𝑠𝑒𝑠...
𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑏𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑠𝑝𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑝𝑟𝑖𝑚𝑟𝑜𝑠𝑒𝑠...
I want to be favoured
Favoured little bird
I want your attention
to be reserved
Solely on me.
From an aerial view, the sight of a beautiful red train
chugging along down the railway track
takes my breath away;
One moment I am watching a funnel shaped smoke stack sending puffs,  
up towards the white cottony clouds then disappearing,  
and the next I am hearing the sound of a whistling blowing.
A melodious voice is heard as a conductor enounces,  
"tickets please,"
Out of my pocket I produce an admission ticket
that was long overdue ...
With one cotton white glove he presses the ticket
between his fingers then holds it up to his gold monocle and smiles ,
"welcome aboard then !"
He traipses over to supposedly important passengers that I cannot see  
and leaves me sitting there, wondering about our destination.
How I got so lucky as to enter this magical snow train I have no idea,  
but the scent of this leathery kirlian man, still clings to my thoughts
like a revenant moment from a long forgotten past.
To Be Continued...
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