Everything I've ever done is to get pass fear and is driven by self hate
When opportunity comes I suspect it's bait
If I bite I might get hooked and lowered into a darker fate
No road is paved but I wish I knew my way
Is there something more?
Alone I've never been one to explore
I just like to lock myself where I know I'm safe
If I throw myself into the cold of the world I shiver and shake...
Will it ever be warm?
Smoke so much I sleep on the floor...
I'm in too deep a puddle to cast myself into a lake
I know I'll feel better if I can be someone who's not me because at least I'll have a chance to die in a comedy...

Put me in your closet tucked away on your top shelf
Try to see through me but I'm opaque with stealth
I can't be the only person I know to question my worth
Me breathing is my only difference from dirt
Is my purpose to waste resources on mother earth?
Whenever I hear someone weep with words I scream
I'll tell them reevaluate and live for their dreams (live for their dreams)
I could say what the tools say
And be the opposite of me
Change my morals and actions and be driven by greed
I could probably have experienced more than just what I need (just what I need)
In my hole nothing ever feels like enough
Everything is broken in a world lacking with a delusion of love
Wheres my content like the people with no passion or know what they're of?
Satisfied but I lied so I'll be left be
Being mocked by peers for what they got for free
I can pout but nothing is owed to me
Owed to me

The opportunity to feel will come back in time
Turn my head away from all that are unobtainable and sublime
Don't speak to me my energy will turn you away
Loneliness drives me insane but I'll be okay
Wasted time spent by smoke and stereos
Watch time fly while I'm restless with my woes

My friends see me as someone with potential
The way my worth drops are exponential
My insecurities hold me back
Being comfortable with my shortcomings is something I'll always lack
I'll wait an eternity before I let anyone in
Until I can offer everything I guess I'll have to wait then

A warm field thriving with colours of every kind stays alive with rain and sunshine
The arrival of clouds is a sign of nourishment
The clouds linger and they stay causing the land to drown and decay
The colours of grass, oaks, and elms that once painted the land flourished and then blackened to dust
A mere storm becomes everlasting torment
The showers pelt the land while the  sun hides behind the grey eclipse
What was before is only a dream
The dampened souls in this storm have no escape
What they used to cherish are now desires that exist in memories
While sinking with all that is left they beckon the sky for their last breath

The start of us being finished
We will rise for our pain
Lying on our backs will be anguished
The past will be a hellish dream

Your faith
Our hearts
What beats inside is stronger
Your prayers
Our actions
We will make change happen

The fallen must stand up so we can roam again
The souls that have always been at the bottom will get their chance to reign
Our blood runs thicker than the iron of your guns
The unrest will be rested once your down fall has begun
There will be no evidence of our oppressors
The world once owned, will be set free of the machine
A world of hate and greed will no more be seen
This is a promise
One day the world will be left in solace
They can't end us
We'll all go down in revolution