Ovid - Hello Poetry

Ovid Nov 2014

Mitch

There will never be another you
Eyes have been flooded with the eternal absence of your being
Your face is the only thing I want to be seeing
The voice of you have bounced off my walls
You have been there for comfort of my worst downfalls
You were there to make my screaming soul calm
Why do we only know what we have until it's gone?
What you have spoken told me how to feel
What you have spoken told me wounds will heal
You've shown me that we are alone Through you you've shown that by myself I'm whole
Because if I feel nothing for my enemies
Revenge should be what makes us happy when the demons have left us alone
The everlasting absence of you has left me numb
Why do we only know what we have until it's gone
You have made my sullen heart still beat in the sun
Why must we weep and morn because of your divine intervention
There is a God that hates me and you have shown me that's alright
Your words have gotten me through my seldom nights
Oh why do we beg for the summer when the days are short and cold
Our breath is all we see on those days of bitter frost
You are one of the last people we want lost
Why do we know what we have until it's gone?

Mitch Locker

#death #emo

Ovid Nov 2014

The Pills

Selfishness
He's let down all who try to help for those who were suppose to let him down
He stares at the pills
The pills mock him everytime he plans his demise
He wonders if his soul will become the sky's
The tomorrow he wishes for will never be
He watches the people around him look forward happily
Why can't that be me, he asks why can't that be me?
His reality is something he wishes could have been unseen
With his hands buried in his hair he realizes selfish is he
Hate for so much, angry at who he's suppose to love
Angry at the the pills that he knows could end it all
The mirror is tainted he thinks
Tainted with his presence
He believes he is not worthy of his reflection
Leach of the earth, leach of those he loves
Opens up to none, none that can solve his problems
He stares at the pills
The pills remind him once he is gone, gone is never again
Selfishness
Himself is all he believes
Love is irrelevant to his existence
He knows that the pills will give him no relief

Suicide, emo

Ovid Nov 2014

Just know

All ears I've been all this time
Talking from pm to the am by your side
How I really am I always hide
You never know how my day has been because you never asked
Don't you think it's hard for me sometimes as much as you to do simple tasks
You cry, moan and sulk screaming you're all alone
I'm not down with that insult so I'll put down the phone

When you pushed everyone away because you're scared of letting people be too close
Just know the loneliness is something you chose
Just know the solitude you're in isn't because of who you are but what you have done
Never letting anyone in will be your biggest regret
You can't sleep at night because pillow is wet
Just know it's because you're scared of being hurt while you're always wounded

Autumn please wake up, your day awaits
You can't even open the curtains in your room because you're so ashamed of your face
Just know your looks will be a problem the real world will soon replace

When the mirror taunts when you don't have on artificial loveliness
Rememver Humans are like butterflies that can never see the beauty of their wings
Look down at your hands and arms that made your shadow your only company
Get out of the dark to come find me

#depression #up #cheer #optimistic #emo

Ovid Nov 2014

An honor

You are everything I've been waiting for
Angels sometimes need help to make their wings sore
An honor
It would be, to help you fly so you will realize your beauty
Every time I see your smiling face your eyes make me look down to my hands to see if this is reality
My chest, has always felt so weightless
When what I say makes you grin that's a blessing to the human race You are everything I've been looking for
I just pray that you don't realize that you can do far more better than I
If I ever become yours, remember me when you ascend to the kingdom in the sky
It kills me, to speak to you and not make you laugh
Though I always have little to say, the withdrawal of not talking to you drive me insane
You are surely everything I've been looking for

Autumn is ugh

#love #not #hard #**** #lame #non #hypothetical #existent

Ovid Nov 2014

What's my dream? To sleep long enough to have them.

When I was younger I've been on the receiving end
Always getting what others got for themselves
Now that I'm older I see myself giving in
I question why some people are kind to me
How could they when all I am is negative energy

I dreamed a world where I could wish on a shooting star
When I looked at the sky I wondered where the stars were
My demons held me down until I felt a pain that's sharp
I gasped for air woke up in the dark

I would rather live than be alive forever
Living for myself is my only desire
If Autumn ever comes around to change my mind
I know then I can happy and leave my past behind

Move like water around the rocks resting in a stream
Is how I live never overcoming anything
To move like birds in a forest that's so green
Is how I want to dwell before I am deceased

I dreamed I surpassed everyone's expectations by far
To imagine such a reality seemed too bizarre
Every time I want to move forward, all I can feel is the walls in the dark

#pessimistic #emo

Ovid Nov 2014

Don't look back

You have your friends
I have my dreams
I hope you follow yours while I'm in my nightmares sound asleep
Don't look back
Promise you'll forget all about me
Don't feel bad because in time I'll get over how you've made me happy
You deserve the world, that's impossible for me to give
You were my world and I need to find another galaxy

When the sun goes down
I'll still be awake
Drowning myself in my mind to accept and make sense of this agonizing heart ache
Don't look back

I'm glad we crossed paths
I'm glad you're flying away to do more than you ever could in this town in the east
When I cross your mind
Remember that I wouldn't have wanted things to go any other way

#optimistic #pessimistic #emo

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