The silence pierces my heart
The calmness tears me apart
numbness is getting over
To my declination I'm getting closer

Can feel the boiling tears in my eye
while the stuffed throat is dry
my tears are ready to flow
while heavy breath is getting slow

Crying in the darkness
can feel this numbness
hoping one day you'll call
and save me from this fall

Now life seems to be a burden
'To feel dead, you don't need to be one.'
that's what I've learn
from the "love" that I've spun (yarn)

'To say hello, one must say bye;
To live again, one must die'
with your thoughts I'll sleep
burry me somewhere deep.

I'm choking
maybe I'm breaking
The Heartache
I can't take

my mind is getting hazy
may be I sound crazy
your image is set
my mind can't reset
my mind is an *****
neither computer nor cam
which delete one
and replace second

my heart is getting numb
may be I sound dumb
but I can hear my beat
screaming your name in it
I wish it get calm
its hurting me ****

my mind is playing game
may be I sound lame
my heart and mind are fooling me
to which I'm believing madly
coz the lie they show isn't true
I can never be beside you
as that's what you've chosen to
I can't resist the dream they show
though you could never be mine I know

I wish to move on
may be to get over you;
it takes me an eon...
I wish to die
or let me live with lie
I can't feel my breath
the earth's moving beneath
you think I'm lying
but may be within I'm dying...