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  Jan 2018 Thicket of Thoughts
mel
i am not one for making bets
but i bet your heart skipped too
when my soul recognized you
I feel like
I'm Suffocating
I can't breath
Thought
Technically I'm breathing
Just fine
This feeling we never end...
  Jan 2018 Thicket of Thoughts
Lunar
i want to know
how to unknow you
Tonight: I wish all of this, and all of some people, never happened. I am tired just for tonight.

(j.m.)
I
have
a
soft
spot
in
my
heart
for
boys
like
you
If ever you have some spear time you should listen to these songs.

Oceans by Seafret
W̶e̶ ̶h̶i̶d̶e̶ ̶o̶u̶r̶ ̶e̶m̶o̶t̶i̶o̶n̶s̶
̶U̶n̶d̶e̶r̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶s̶u̶r̶f̶a̶c̶e̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶p̶r̶e̶t̶e̶n̶d̶ ̶
B̶u̶t̶ ̶I̶ ̶f̶e̶e̶l̶ ̶l̶i̶k̶e̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶r̶e̶'̶s̶ ̶o̶c̶e̶a̶n̶s̶ ̶b̶e̶t̶w̶e̶e̶n̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶m̶e̶

Guillotine by Jon Bellion
T̶h̶e̶ ̶s̶e̶c̶r̶e̶t̶s̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶t̶e̶l̶l̶ ̶m̶e̶
̶I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶a̶k̶e̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶m̶y̶ ̶g̶r̶a̶v̶e̶
̶T̶h̶e̶r̶e̶'̶s̶ ̶b̶o̶n̶e̶s̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶m̶y̶ ̶c̶l̶o̶s̶e̶t̶,̶ ̶
B̶u̶t̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶h̶a̶n̶g̶ ̶s̶t̶u̶f̶f̶ ̶a̶n̶y̶w̶a̶y̶ ̶
I̶ ̶k̶n̶o̶w̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶l̶o̶v̶e̶ ̶m̶e̶
̶E̶v̶e̶n̶ ̶w̶h̶e̶n̶ ̶I̶ ̶l̶o̶s̶e̶ ̶m̶y̶ ̶m̶i̶n̶d̶ ̶ ̶ ̶

All Time Low by Jon Bellion
N̶o̶w̶ ̶I̶'̶m̶ ̶a̶ ̶g̶h̶o̶s̶t̶
̶I̶ ̶c̶a̶l̶l̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶r̶ ̶n̶a̶m̶e̶
̶Y̶o̶u̶ ̶l̶o̶o̶k̶ ̶r̶i̶g̶h̶t̶ ̶t̶h̶r̶o̶u̶g̶h̶ ̶m̶e̶
Maybe you'll understand my mind a little better.
I did something horrible yesterday
I̶t̶ ̶d̶i̶d̶n̶'̶t̶ ̶f̶e̶e̶l̶ ̶h̶o̶r̶r̶i̶b̶l̶e̶ ̶t̶h̶o̶u̶g̶h̶
I feel absolutely horrible
I̶̶̶ ̶̶̶d̶̶̶o̶̶̶n̶̶̶'̶t̶̶̶ ̶̶̶f̶̶̶e̶̶̶e̶̶̶l̶̶̶ ̶̶̶b̶̶̶a̶̶̶d̶̶̶ ̶̶̶a̶̶̶b̶̶̶o̶̶̶u̶̶̶t̶̶̶ ̶̶̶i̶̶̶t̶̶̶ ̶̶̶t̶̶̶h̶̶̶o̶̶̶u̶̶̶g̶̶̶h̶̶̶
I broke a boys heart yesterday

He said he love me
I̶t̶ ̶h̶o̶n̶e̶s̶t̶l̶y̶ ̶t̶e̶r̶r̶i̶f̶i̶e̶d̶ ̶m̶e̶
He asked me to move out of state to be with him
I̶ ̶c̶a̶n̶'̶t̶ ̶d̶o̶ ̶s̶o̶m̶e̶t̶h̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶f̶o̶r̶ ̶s̶o̶m̶e̶o̶n̶e̶ ̶e̶l̶s̶e̶ ̶a̶n̶y̶m̶o̶r̶e̶ ̶
He was being very clingy
I̶'̶m̶ ̶u̶s̶u̶a̶l̶l̶y̶ ̶a̶ ̶h̶o̶p̶e̶l̶e̶s̶s̶ ̶r̶o̶m̶a̶n̶t̶i̶c̶ ̶

I couldn't help but feel guilty when he said he loved me
I̶ ̶c̶a̶n̶'̶t̶ ̶l̶o̶v̶e̶ ̶a̶n̶y̶o̶n̶e̶ ̶r̶i̶g̶h̶t̶ ̶n̶o̶w̶ ̶
My heart doesn't belong to me anymore
Y̶o̶u̶ ̶t̶a̶k̶e̶ ̶u̶p̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶s̶p̶a̶c̶e̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶m̶y̶ ̶m̶i̶n̶d̶ ̶e̶v̶e̶n̶ ̶n̶o̶w̶

So to you
The dear boy whose heart I broke
I am so very sorry

I̶ ̶k̶n̶o̶w̶ ̶h̶o̶w̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶f̶e̶e̶l̶s̶ ̶b̶u̶t̶
W̶o̶u̶l̶d̶n̶'̶t̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶r̶a̶t̶h̶e̶r̶ ̶̶
I̶ ̶t̶o̶l̶d̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶t̶r̶u̶t̶h̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶n̶
T̶o̶ ̶p̶r̶e̶t̶e̶n̶d̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶l̶o̶v̶e̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶b̶a̶c̶k̶?̶
I personally
Don't believe that
Someone can fall in love
At first sight

I think that
Maybe just maybe
Someone can fall in love
At first conversation

Because that's
Possibly what
Happened
To me
And
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