I look at you,
with no clue,

Wondering how you can
be so patient,

Even when I don't listen
to your emotion,

I promise no matter what
life has in store,

I will only love you more,

Always standing by your side,

With a feeling of pride,

Holding hand in hand in a park
bench we will sit,

Happy with a life
we have built,

Knowing that we
made it…

I believed you, I trusted you,
And I gave my heart
to you,

Because when you read your
vows and said I do,
I thought you were giving
me yours too,

But now I feel it was just me,
Realizing there was
never a “we”,

And wondering but
“why me?”,
Now crying to be free,
So just let me be,

In another world if you were
mine to keep,
I’ll always sing you
to sleep…

Do you still think about me? I know, I do,
If only you knew how much
I still I love you,

Our beautiful memories, to you
I owe everything,
Happy, sad, love and every feeling,

I even look in places where
I don’t find you,
Thinking you would look for me too,

You found me at my worst,
And loved me at your best,

Can I just see you once more,
To hug you and tell you with a
heart so sore,

That in the moments we held each
other’s hearts,
You were what I needed the most…

I can never forget that day, when i
woke up to the note,
That you have left us, that you are
not with us anymore,

Sitting on my bed, all I could
do was cry,
That I didn’t get to see you
and say goodbye,

I think of you every day through all the
good memories we made,
And how things would have been different
if you had stayed,

But I still regret not being there,
And as I am writing this, I want you to
read it and tell me that you are
near somewhere,

You told me to look at the stars
whenever I miss you,
And that in one of them you shall be
living, and so I do,

But every time I look at that star,
I can’t help but think, did you really
had to go so far?

You are like the morning sun, so
patient and warm,
Now I just want to hold you and lock
thee in mine arm,

Sometimes when I ask, why are
you not here,
You say, better days are coming and
we’ll soon be together,

You have your doubts somedays,
And I tell you it’s okay anyways,

Then somedays I have mine,
And you say you’re here for me and
everything will be fine,

Wherever we wander, wherever we roam,
Just know we will always guide
each other home,

All I know now is, this is something
I don’t want to miss,
Maybe because I never knew
love like this…

It was winter and I hate that feeling it brings,
Makes you feel like a lonely thing,

But that’s when you came along like spring,
And all I wanted was to fondly cling,

Instead I stood there watching,
Wondering if you knew that I was falling,

Now when I look back I guess you knew,
With so much to say, I just want to ask
how do you do,

Sometimes all I want, is to go back
and change everything,
But I don’t think I have realized I
cannot change a thing,

Years pass and I smile coz in the end
you have shown,
That I’m not alone…

Yes, I want to be sure of you,
But here I am, not having the slightest
idea of what to do,

We laugh, we talk everyday as the
darkness turns to light,
With us being so messy and not
knowing what to decide,

I find the words to explain that I
have such little hope,
You ask me not to worry and that we are
sailing in the same boat,

Smiling to myself, I sink into my pillow,
Wondering how a request so simple
can fill me with a sudden
deep hollow…