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Matt Jun 2016
All human activity
Must be geared
Toward
"Earning dollars"

Preparing to work
Going to work
"Working"

These
Are the requirements
Of the simulation

Choose to design
Your own life program
WIth its own parameters

And that will annoy
Some people

So what
If I don't
Want to work
Five days a week
Matt Mar 2016
You can bet
The conversation
Is about money

I don't make
Much money

My health insurance
Was raised by 15 dollars
Now I have to pay
$169 dollars
A month

For my health insurance

Lol I make
About 800 dollars
A month
Matt Mar 2015
Being one and the same person
Being consistent

Aim your moral compass
At the well-being of society
At the common good

Self composure
Love for other people
Forgiveness

Loving compassion
Non-striving
Let the times pass through

Dao is like water
It sinks to the low place

Non-self
Life is a stream

Enjoy the journey

Being present for experience
Kindness

Show Kindness to others

Content
And at ease
Eternal light

Kind attention or mindfulness
Matt Sep 2015
I figured out
I always sleep on my right side

So my left shoulder is larger

Now I'm sleeping on my left side
And pressing my left shoulder
Into a foam roller

There has been some improvement
And I feel more symmetrical
The left shoulder is now more
Equidistant from the center
Of my body
And is closer to
Matching my right
Matt Jan 2015
I'm reaching out to you
My friends
I'm reaching out to you

My hand reaches out to wherever you are
And comes through your computer

Give it a good squeeze!

Yes, yes
We are human beings
We are fighting

I love you
My fellow poets
Matt Apr 2015
Some people just never have money
And I think I am one of those

****!

Oh well, Jesus was poor right?  
Lol, I'm f* poor
And not really caring anymore

I try to show love to others
Like Jesus told me to
And I am doing so much better
At not having hate in my heart
And when I do, I ask for forgiveness
So it's cool

Just a plain old earth body
Unattractive and not hugged by anyone

The life of the mind is pure bliss!
Hehe I love my podcasts and Avocados
I might as well enjoy them
While California still has any water to grow them
Matt Oct 2015
In America most people
Take everything for granted

The food, the power, the internet

And then one day
The power went out
There was no food in the markets

One day
Life became so hard

I think a hard time will come
The way this country is headed
Matt Jul 2015
The incense stick it burns
Burns so bright
Burns in the night

A beautiful orange glow
And the smoke comes
Toward me

It's a beautiful scene you know
And the grey ash droops
Slightly more and more

Like a semi-hard *****
Of ****** mythical folklore
Matt Feb 2015
I hope to find a mistress
I promise to clean the house
Just as she asks

I know I have to do a thorough job
Everything muse be spotless!

She may decide that
The hardwood floors lacked the brilliant shine
That she requires

I won't make that mistake again
She will keep me in a chastity belt
For two months without release
If the house is not spotless

It is a privilege to be allowed to have an ******
I give her oral pleasure for hours each night
I live to serve my goddess
I live to give her multiple *******
Matt May 2015
The national guard fired the tear gas
Then followed the students over the hill
Toward the football field
A group of students threw some bricks
The guardsmen threw the bricks back

The guardsmen dropped to their knees
A group of them had a meeting
Officers of the guard give the order to
Return to the staging ground of the ROTC building

One of the guardsmen was hit with in the back of the leg with
A chunk of concrete
As they walked back

Someone said "Fire"
It may have been hold your fire
The guard recalled
After the first shot went off
The other guards began to fire

A guard said he felt as though
He was in jeopardy
As a guy came toward him
And he fired on him

Another guard said during the interview
That he knew it wasn't right

A total of 67 bullets over 13 seconds

One guard member said,
He would have shot too, if he had been with the firing group.
I quote him,
"I hate to see anyone lose their life, I really do
It came to a boiling point where I thought it was going to happen
Justified, I don't know?"

It was not justified.  Their lives were not threatened.  The guardsmen never should have even had the option to use deadly force.

He continued,

"If I was standing up there, I probably would have fired, knowing the others were firing.  If I had a line of sight, and a line of fire, I would have fired.  Just because others were firing, and I don't know how I would have justified that."

People have a right to assemble peacefully.  

May the victims rest in peace.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FakLUusNlXc
Matt Oct 2015
In my dreams
There are women
On hello poetry

Secretly developing
A crush on me

Because I write so

Wonderfully

Hehe
Matt Mar 2015
Mind of Compassion

Mind of Serenity

Mind of Equanimity

Above below and all around

Benevolent, boundless, peaceful and friendly mind

In all four cardinal directions

No limit to the unfolding of the heart

Showing benevolence

This is the way to communion with the divine

Being gentle with the breath

Feeling the kindness with the breath

Gently kindly patiently

Staying with our experience

With this body with this moment
Thoughts taken from Dharmaseed.org
Matt Apr 2015
Insert Times In Front Of Mind


Stand at gym
And walk on trail
Eat my food
And go to sleep

Repeat repeat
I hope I am able to start my career soon
Matt Dec 2015
That was an enjoyable movie
Interstellar

Sometimes I feel as though
I am like Matt Damon
In his container

Waiting for someone
For people
Waiting for a friend

These days everyone
Just goes around
On their phones

I thought being
A human being meant
Having human relationships

I can tell you one thing
After a certain point
I enjoy being by myself

Almost like I am adapting

I suppose it is
Society's fault

Should I just go
Wander out into the night

Banging a stick
Against the ground

The movie
Talks about love
That's good

I love my family
And friends

I try to love
My own self

Maybe I don't have
A great body
But I workout

And it's so easy
To be aloof

And if I spend
Every night
Alone

Not hugging anyone
Oh well

Perhaps better
Not to love too much

Christmas is almost here
Maybe I will spend it
On a hike or something

The days go by
The nights go by

And I wonder why

The tragedy is
I am a personable guy
I enjoy people's company

I exist
And dwell in nature

Love
All this talk
In this movie
About love

I don't know
I just go on
Trying to be good
Be loving

Perhaps I'll find my
Female friend
If not, so be it I guess

I'd like to have a glass
Of Ovaltine
But I need to go
Get some milk

Take care fellow poets
Matt Mar 2015
Into The Mountains
I become one with the mountains

No past or future
This is a dream state

I make my way through
Bailey Canyon Park

The high grass and stumps
Cover this area
As well as several trees
Picnic tables as well

I make my way up the road
I am walking parallel to the monastery
I reach the Live Oak Trail

The oaks make a canopy
A wide open space

I stop along the trail to read
About the geological history of the area
And about the oak trees

And at the end of the trail
I step up onto a rise in the ground
A small ridge three feet above the ground

To look down at the oaks and the trail
Where I have just been

I looked up and saw the cross
On top of the dome of the monastery

I think I cried some then
You know nothing is ever fair in life

And I care for this woman
And she has her own life
And I get to see her for just one hour each week

And her beauty
And her smile and her laugh

How can I protect myself from her?
How can I shut her out?

I can't and I was honest with her
Too honest about myself

And I wonder how she perceives me
And I wonder if she thinks I am handsome

And I realize it doesn't matter
She is married anyway

And I realize I will always be alone
And I think when I was four
Crying at the gate
In my chair alone

And I thought of how
I think I could have loved her

And how I could have spent my life with her
And God does not care
How lonely I am

And nothing every changes

And so now all I have it nature
The oaks and the cross

And she was there
And is there
To comfort me

To listen to what I feel
For an hour every Friday

And it is like talking to an angel
Or being taken to a heavenly realm

And I told her intimate feelings
And she listened and understood

And I can't stop seeing her
She helps me
But she hurts me

And what is this creature woman
So radiant and pure
That God has made

And I am outside the looking glass
In her office
So close to her smile
And her radiance

But I look but cannot touch
I cannot touch
And no one touches me

She does not touch me

And if I ask her for a hug
I'm afraid I'll break down and cry
And tell her what she means to me

I was suppose to protect myself from this
From feelings like this!

So I return to the mountain
The past never happened
And so I try to erase my memories of her each week

But each time she laughs and smiles
I am taken off guard
And I don't know what to say

Even though these smiles and laughs
Are hurting me in some way

And I want to reach out and tell her
And tell her I want to hold her
And be held by her

And when I was in the mountains
This woman said "I thought you were a part of the rock"

And so she spends her weekend with her loving husband
And her baby on the way

And I return to the mountains
My refuge
And I become a part of the mountain

Never touched or loved
My eyes looking out from the mountain

And I just wanted to be her friend
And go on hikes
And I know I can't be with her

But just friends
No, can't do that either
She is my therapist

And so I remain alone
Forever alone
Liz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You crushed my heart

And so I cry
Cry and I ask why
But All I get

Is the stillness of the mountains
It's quiet here

As I listen to myself breathe
I guess I will never find a woman?
Matt Apr 2015
In your heart you have to believe
Believe that showing love to others is important

We are human beings here
Just human beings
Our life is so repetitive it seems at times

Just believe in love
And love others

It is in giving you will receive
Matt Jan 2015
While other couples have soiled themselves
Engaging in hot and lustful *******

I have remained pure
I have not had ****** *******

I think I will remain this way
There should be men like me

Willing to remain pure
I will not soil
Or debase myself
By engaging in *** with a woman

These well-hung studs
Think they are God's gift to women

But I laugh
I laugh because they use their life force
Every time they engage in ***
They give up a part of themselves

I remain a towering pillar of strength
I will not give up myself

Each time they ******* inside of a woman
A small portion of them dies

The woman becomes stronger
Taking the life giving seed

I will not let a woman do this to me
I will remain an unbreakable wall
A towering pillar
Soild and unbreakable

He must think he is very much a man
And be so **** proud
******* his wife
Pumping her hard and deep

Little does he know
He is slowly being sapped of his life force

Truly pathetic

I remain with my eyes open
The watchman
The massive stone wall
Eyes always looking
I am a great observer

He looks so tired after having ***
She truly has drained all of his energy

Not me
I remain strong
and I will remain a ******
I will remain pure through time!
Matt Jan 2015
Iron Buddha made of iron
Iron Buddha does his duty

Iron Buddha has iron will

Iron Buddha will be a lifelong teacher
Matt Jul 2015
I enjoy Monty Python
I am watching it tonight

I was at peace
While lying next
To the red brick wall
Near the gym
Last Night

Looking up
As the sunlight
Streamed through the
Tree above

Maybe one day
I could meet a woman
To spend some
Time with

I am about as loving
As a guy
As you will
Ever meet

Tonight I had
A glass of chocolate Ovaltine

And earlier
This evening
I tear or two fell
Down my face

As I observed the
Beauty of the Tao
The coming and going

Of the cars and pedestrians
In the evening

I considered the fact that
I am living in the end of days

I pictured a war in
The Heavens
A battle of the army
Of the Lord

Against the forces
Of evil

I thought about
The book of Revelation

I would like to see
The battle first hand

No harm shall come
Of me

Divine Protection

I believe Jesus is Lord
Amen.
Matt May 2015
I sat against the log
Listening to a podcast
About the first American colonists

I saw two sparrow hawks
Swoop between the trees

I listened to their calls
And recorded one with my iphone

I saw two lovers embrace
(It must be nice to be close to someone)

And a mother with a young babe on her *******

I saw a woman walking away from me
Smoking a cigarette
(Doesn't she know it's bad for your health?)

Life is a show I guess
Matt Feb 2015
I saw a great man yesterday
He had the 82 Airborne label on his car
He walked with a limp

I wanted to shake his hand
And thank him for his service
Matt Apr 2015
****** pleasures always fade

Some movie on the screen
I saw a man thrusting into a woman
Doing her against the wall

And once they are satisfied
They will crave it again

I remain a ******
Let them have their ***

I love the life of the mind
*** only tires and ages the body
Matt Sep 2014
That's why I came
Look at her!
A beautiful Latina goddess

Such full voluptuous *******
My goodness
Long black hair

She would not like me
I understand
I am not very manly

I am not good looking
I have an akward body

Better to be alone
To never be in love

She put her sweater on
Such a **** goddess she is
But I'll never talk to her
Or know her
Matt Sep 2016
I heard her whisper
I'm quite sure
She was
Speaking of me

No
I received an A-
In senior seminar
And provided

A sound defense
Of my thesis

I received a B+
In a college statistics course

I know quite a bit
About current
Middle Eastern affairs
History, philosophy
And world affairs

No,
I'm Not stupid

I may have
Asked the same question twice
Because I was tired

Stop whispering about others
It is a filthy
And nasty little habit
Matt Jun 2015
When everything feels like the movies
You bleed just to know you're alive

It does feel like the movies
No interaction
No fellow human beings

Just me
Seeing, seeing, seeing!
The same movie
A passing show

Really f up
And when you are poor
I can't go out
I can't afford gas!
And I am an intelligent person

No career, no money
This is the sh
*
Us young Americans go through
Welcome to the new America

You will find it to be an isolating place

Song lyrics that make sense

It's a Friday night

Alone in my room
And poor

Chatting in an adult chat room
And a Christian chat

I subscribed to the Christian chat
So I could personal message
And an attractive woman messaged me

And it won't let me pm!
******!
Technology screws me

Listening to music now

Nice to hear people sing about
Lovers and relationships
Stuff I can't seem to find
Matt Nov 2015
Even watching
People yell and scream

Is bothersome
To a man of Tao

It is an entertaining
Television Series

Called "Red Oaks"
On Amazon video

But there is too much
Bickering
Too many stressed out people

I do not like
How isolating
American life is

I think it is stupid
Matt Nov 2015
Sometimes

I get tired
Of this place
Earth

I guess its not having
A close female companion

All the hours alone
In another cultures
In another countries
And societies

People have more close friends
Communities

Not here in America
Here we just mostly have screens

And I love Youtube and podcasts
But I want a female friend
Matt Mar 2015
I spend the day alone
I spend the month alone
I spend the year alone
Unable to do
What I would like to do

I wish I had a friend
Who is a woman

I hope there is a woman
Who would make
A small dedication poem
About how one of my poems
Made her feel

It would be fun
My love goes out
To all the kind
And compassionate women
Of Hello Poetry
Matt Aug 2016
I found myself in a bed
Then in a shower
Then at a Rite Aid

Then a Starbucks

Soon
I will have to
Do some "Work" again

I live inside
An automatic program

I put the debit card
In the machine
At the market

It says
"Thank you, valued customer"

There is one woman
Who is my friend
But she lives thousands
Of miles away

One day
I suppose
In my lifetime

There will be
Another world war

Human beings
Always make the
Same mistakes
Again and again

I like women

I will never work
More than
Twenty hours a week

I will never have enough
Money for my own home

That's fine

I'm poor
I'll always be poor
I have no problem
With that

Yes
I think it's
Quite funny

I'm an American
With barely any money

I love to watch
**** game girls

The kind and loving ones
Give that
**** hair a twirl!
Matt Jan 2020
Iran will strike
A United States ship will be brought down

Israel will strike Iranian forces in Syria
Damascus will be a ruinous heap
Just as Isaiah 17:1 says

Poor clueless people
America will never be great again

Economic collapse is on the horizon
Internal strife and jihadists will cause chaos
The trigger event is not far away

Donald will dance for the 8th king of Babylon
Donald will dance for the antichrist Obama
Donald will dance for his Jesuit masters

Trump will divide Israel
The Lord God Almighty will divide America

Russia and China prepare for war
The servant of the Lord told Dumitru Dudman
"America is a modern day ***** and Gomorrah."

The Lord will strike the nations
For his judgements are righteous and true
Matt Apr 2016
I warned her
Told her filing
My taxes online
Cost 50 dollars

And that I would
Be overdrawn
If she didn't transfer
The money

She did not heed
My warning
And my account
Was at -75$

She forgets easily

I'm poor
I enjoy being poor

It's fun
Matt Sep 2016
It's 10:11
A few minutes ago
I found myself

Lying ****
On the carpet
Of my room

A frown

It's my body
Despite years
Of trying

The left side
Remains
A bit more developed

I don't feel
Centered
Or content

I just frown
Into the mirror

And what's the point
Of this place

This is good shredded wheat

I still have no money

I never do

And why should I care?

I don't

My body
Unattractive
To women

Why me?

Akward
Alone

I'm not experiencing
The normal range
Of emotions

Thanks to this
Body imbalance

A God
Who
Obviously
Does not care

No female friends
Nothing new

Another stupid day

I read quite a bit
And watched documentaries

Blah blah Blah
The radio

I saw some grouse
On a hike in the Sierras

I would like
To go back soon

I would have just rather
Gone with my good friend

But he invited others....
Bleh

Next time I go
I'll spend a few days
Matt Sep 2014
Everyone is taking this life too seriously

It's all a big game

I'm falling behind in life

Oh well

I think I'll go eat lunch now
Matt Jul 2015
I let her relax and watch t.v

On the floor is a fine place to be

She put her feet on my back

As you can see

When she is happy and relaxed

It means so very much to me

I have learned that life

Is about her needs

My mistress likes to relax and read

While I scrub and clean the tile floors

Yes I love to do

My assigned chores
Matt Oct 2016
I'm afraid
There is not much hope

In me meeting my female friend

Is life a joke?

First I'm here
Then I'm there

It's all so bizarre
And who cares?

Nations preparing
Their citizens for war

Aiming nuclear warheads
Oh what a bore

They're doing it again
They've done it before
Matt Dec 2019
I will never love
Another human being
Never say never some say

But it’s something I’m quite certain about
I can pray for others
Wish the best for others
Be kind to others

But I’ll only ever love Lord Jesus

The mark of the beast is not far off
Maybe some of your family members
Will take it
Maybe a cousin of mine will take it
People have free will

You know it’s too bad and too sad
Adam and Eve messed things up

I can forgive
But I don’t forget

I’ll have my own mansion
I heard one Christian speak about
A family party

He was taken up by angels
And shown what the heavenly city
Of the New Jerusalem will be like

Apparently there are gatherings
With family there
I don’t think I’ll go
I think I’ll talk to Jesus about that

I have neutral feelings toward people
I’ve learned my lesson
Love your neighbor as your own self
The Lord said

Well, it’s a matter of degrees
I have some concern for others
But Ill reserve the term love for God

Maybe you’ll make it into heaven
Maybe you’ll go to hell
I hope you make it to heaven

Human beings are creatures
With choices to make

Jesus loves every soul
And died and resurrected Himself
Through the power
Of Yahweh Elohim
For every soul

Many will reject Him
Loving much
Often means suffering great loss

I can say I love myself a great deal more
Than any other person
On this planet

The Day of the Lord is at hand
Matt Oct 2015
A part time job
That pays enough
To pay the bills
Maybe a few dollars
Here or there
To save

At least I got the job I wanted

It's another Friday alone

My akward shoulder never leaves
Women ignore me
Oh well
Not like I have any money
To spend anyway

I'll just look at women on Tumblr
Listen to some podcast
Maybe read some

It's the isolated
And lonely life
Of the 30 year old male
Matt May 2017
Something about the Starbucks music disturbs me
I think it's the moaning and the romantic lyrics

Bleh

I like to shut out people
I don't like

I'm good at it

One person really ****** me off

I'm not that good
At forgiveness

I'm not some
******* Saint

A 32 year old ******
Even Augustine
****** women

Before he became celibate

Well I've got a very slim chance
Of meeting a woman

No career
No money

I'd rather read books
And pursue my intellectual interests
Matt May 2017
Something about the Starbucks music disturbs me
I think it's the moaning and the romantic lyrics

Bleh

I like to shut out people
I don't like

I'm good at it

One person really ****** me off

I'm not that good
At forgiveness

I'm not some
******* Saint

A 32 year old ******
Even Augustine
****** women

Before he became celibate

Well I've got a very slim chance
Of meeting a woman

No career
No money

I'd rather read books
And pursue my intellectual interests

I listened to a podcast
By Snowbunnyxxx
She likes to talk
About her love
Of ******* studs

She had a guest on
LadyAnaconda
Who likes black studs too

There is an attractive woman
Sitting next to me

I'll never know her
And I'll never **** her

This is the same
****** song
That plays every morning

God ******
I need to put my headphones on

Why must Starbucks play music?

I look forward to the silence of the library
Matt May 2015
He didn't believe me
When I told him that our economy was a hosue of cards

When it collapses
When they are hauling people off
To FEMA camps

Will you believe me then?
Matt Jul 2015
They'll yell
And scream
About some event

Tell you its exciting
And blah blah blah

But it's not exciting
I don't buy into
Their mind control programs
Matt Jan 2015
In the home of the Rose Parade
It's raining
With this economy

I could be living in this home
For a very long time
Ah well

I did have a lovely time
Hitting gap wedges and four irons
At the golf course
I ripped a four iron down the right hand side
The flock of birds flew away as the ball went by

Quite beautiful
That driving range
There is the tree in the middle of the range
I always aim at

There were the two men
I always see
One was trying to help the other learn how to chip

He wanted a little Armenian candy he said
Good friendly folks
Down at the driving range

The beautiful blonde there
Who works in the range
Would be nice to spend a romantic evening with her

I wonder if she saw how pure I was hitting the ball
Only a couple of mis hits
I hit everything so good

A shame she doesn't know
How intense the oral pleasure would be
If she spent a romantic evening with me

I looked into the pro shop
From the outside

She gives golf lessons
And drives some fancy BMW

I could spend hours
Just hitting *****
Just me
And my swing

On and on
Into eternity
Yes
On and on
Hitting *****
Just me
My clubs
The earth
The *****

I will play that game in heaven one day
Matt Aug 2016
It only gets stranger

The same man
At the same time

What is he doing
In the recycling bin
At the gym?

Taking out bottles
Out of the bin

He is not homeless
I know that

Strange

He once told a gym friend
I had met there

"Cover your mouth
I don't want to catch
A ******* cold"

Or something to that effect

Overheard some of his
Other conversations
He seems like a decent bloke

You know
What does all of this
This human existence add up to?

It is just a natural process
The food goes in

The body goes here
Goes there

I don't have the body
Women desire
And it doesn't matter
How much I work out

See, the world
Never cares about
My needs

So ******* world
******* meaningless world

The therapist just halfway pretended
I miss the companionship

He husband's big chest
Is what she desires
His strong martial arts body

I go unnoticed
Who cares really?

The dog shat in the hall
I threw it away outside

I eat my yogurt cup

Will I make an appearance
In the gardens today?

People are gone
It is quiet
I like it quiet

So Yea
Whatever
This is me
My life

It could always be worse
I guess

Tis' better to have never loved
Then to have loved and lost
That way you can't get hurt

The emptiness continues
Matt Jan 2016
After all these years
They still watch this stuff

It doesn't matter much
Who is president

My life won't change
Doesn't affect me much

I'm laughing
Laughin' all the way
To the park

Full time "work"?
I decided my life would be
A permanent vacation

Why?
Because I can
And I will

I do as I please
As I please

Why would I work
To earn more money
When it's not even mine
To begin with?

Why should I care
About saving
Our country is trillions
Of dollars in debt

Blah Blah Blah Blah
It's the debates
Who cares?
Matt Oct 2015
I don't understand

Why someone you have known
For so long
Doesn't call

I used to call
I tried to make the effort
To meet up
And hit golf *****

It's okay
Maybe this person
Is too busy

I don't understand

From now on
i will not call

It's up to this person
To make the effort now
1f not

I guess we won't be hanging out anymore
That's okay
I wish this person well
Thank you for the good times
We had

I hope you call again...
Matt Jul 2015
I write this poem
To all human beings
Who are like me

Wherever on this earth
You may be

Maybe you don't believe
In God
Or maybe you do

But you are good like me
And just try to make it through

You smile sometimes
And show love
To your fellow man

Upon the rock
Of ages I do stand

Talk of transhumanism
Posthumanism too

I'm so simple
I just live by
Do unto others
As you would have
Them do unto you

Holy Holy Holy
Is the Lord God Almighty
Heaven and earth
Are full of his glory

I'm writing
With my life
I'm writing a story

I just think maybe one day
I will have a female companion
To love
But if not that's okay

I have a friend
I met on here

And I send my love freely
To her on this day

And I'm not afraid
To say
Elsa I care about you, mmkay?

Hip hip hooray

And to the rest of the poets here
I care about you too

Just look...
At All the beautiful writing

We do!
Matt Jan 2016
It was the principle
Of the matter

I went down to the gas station
To put air in the tires

Turns out I didn't need any

And the pressure was fine

It was just my imagination

Well, I asked the attendant
To turn the pump on

He asked if it was on yet

I said no and put in a quarter
He told me I didn't need
To put money in the machine

Well, it was the principle
Of the matter

He turned the machine on

And I didn't put the rest
Of the money in
Since he said he would
Turn the machine
On for me

But I was glad
I put twenty five cents in
It was the principle
Of the matter
After all
Matt Jan 2016
This Is It?

What?

I thought there was something
More to this life

Too much time alone

When is my female friend coming
Matt Jul 2015
I never felt
That confident
Or handsome as a guy

And I always thought
It would be fun
To be a woman

I want to be ******
With a powerful black man

I want a woman
To instruct me

"Use your hands
To **** his big c*
Just like we watched
In the videos

Now open your mouth

'Ohh she moans,
I am so proud of you
You are such a good girl!"

I need to be used
By a bigger stronger man
To be humiliated

I greedily slurp and ****

It turns her on
When I am so submissive

On my knees
For this powerful black man

And I deserve it
Every bit
Of this humiliation

For being ugly
And having a body
Women don't desire

She enjoys seeing me used
As tears stream down my face
As I **** greedily
Matt Jan 2016
I watched good movies
Because I don't have any
Relationships in my life

I hardly know any people

And I'm 30

And I sat alone all day
In this f** house

And I don't know any women
Any kind and loving women

So here is to the movies

Where I can pretend
I know people

Because I don't

And I am an ISOLATED American!

Well I suppose crying
And complaining on here
Won't change a **** thing

Well if I wasn't so poor
I guess then I could go out
And try to meet a woman

Well I think I'm just about
One of the best people
That ever lived

Well not to brag
But I am

And any woman
Would be grateful
To have me as a friend

So where
Where have all the people gone?

They are on their iPhones
They are somewhere far
Somewhere far
Away from me

But I can watch a movie
And pretend I know people
Pretend I am on an adventure
With the people
In the movie

And I know it's sad
But what can I do?
What can I do!

I'm poor and I work part time

Are you isolated like me?

My social life is experienced through
An IPad

Chat rooms or movies
That is how
I interact with people
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