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Matt Nov 2014
Yes I need lady friends
I need to talk about wanting to be a woman
About being in the wrong body

Do you think I'm feminine?
Do you think I'm beautiful?

Please tell me that you do
I workout to keep my bottom firm and toned

Please call me by my feminine name
Please call me Maddeline

I want women to read this poem
Life is hard for me
I spend this life in the wrong body

Please ladies
Reach out to me
I would like to speak with you
Tell me I'm a beautiful woman
Matt May 2015
Plop
The drop hits the water

The Atman cannot be seperated from the Brahman
Brahman exists in and as everything

The wise person
Ignores the material
And seeks the spiritual

Let us be sincere
Sincere in our thoughts
And in our deeds

Life is powerful, isn't it?

I wonder what it would be like
To share a hug
With a loving person

I am 30 now

I would like to hug
A compassionate and loving woman
To gently massage her back

Human warmth

Oh how I have dreamed of this

I hope to meet someone like this
I am afraid that our friendship
May result in love
In physical intimacy
I am saving myself
For that woman

We share a love of history
And literature
We laugh and cry
We live together
We have a great love

Maybe
It is possible?
Hmm
Matt Mar 2015
I wonder what it is like
To be a woman
To play with my *******
And *****

Softly moaning
And having multiple *******
Must be fun

Maybe there is a woman
Who will write a poem
About what it is like
Hehe
Matt May 2015
So who will be the next president?
Hillary or The Other Guy?

I don't think it really matters
Life for my generation
Will be much more difficult than my parents
Matt Jan 2016
They thought we would just
Up and leave

Just like that

This is our home
After all
We have lived here
For the past 17 years

I don't care what disaster comes
Or where the government tells me
To go

I'll face the end
In my own home

If I have to
I'm not scared

You can't imagine
The awkwardness
The emptiness
The pain
I have felt

I'm not afraid!

Let the terrible times come

They will come
They will come in my life

Persevere
I will persevere

On to glory
The licensed plate said
Matt Mar 2015
I would like to know
If you care about me
And love me as a friend

You know
I guess my problem
Is that ultimately
I don't care very much for my physical body

I think women get to have more fun then men
As they are multi *******
And can have fun with vibrators and ******

I would have liked to have fun like that
Being a guy is lame

Besides
It is highly unlikely
An attractive woman will like me

I am only 6 inches *****
And most beautiful women I talk to
Say that want 8 inches or more

I don't think that highly
Of the life you created for us God
Why couldn't you have come up with something better?

The more I live life
The more I see it as a computer program
Or matrix

The seasons repeat themselves
I go to work
Which is somewhat fulfilling
And sure, I enjoy my hobbies

But I'll probably never meet
A kind female friend
Or it will be years and years until I do

How I am I ever supposed to feel love
From another person
When I don't really like my body

I don't feel attractive
And I'm not

I am alone
Always alone
I am a stone
Left alone

Left alone to listen to
Thousands of hours
Of podcasts

I'm like a computer
Or android
Not loved very much at all
Left alone

I begin to die slowly
Waiting for a hug that never comes

Women don't pay me such attention
It must be because I'm not attractive

Oh well
Now I sound like a complainer

But I'm learning
I'm learning to always be alone
To believe in myself
And know myself

The world is a terribly ******* up place
Where thousands starve every day

I should just be grateful

Do you know how terrible it is
In a body you don't really want?

It Must be fun to be a woman
To have *******
And a ******
To have toned and **** legs

But I'm just this thing
This ugly thing

I would like to be judged by you
How would you rate me on a scale of 1 to 10
In terms of attractiveness?

I'm sure it would be very average or low
And I'm sure if we took a sample of women in your age group
And social standing they would agree

I might as well wear a t shirt
That says in capital letters UGLY
Matt Jul 2015
Would you like to hear my poems?

Sometimes I wish
I could recite them
To you

Or to an audience

But its fun just to type them I suppose
Matt Jun 2015
Jade helm

"Mastering the human domain"

It's all about control
Controlling human beings
And enslaving us
In the one world/new world global government

Information collection
Pre-crime technology (minority report)
System has no empathy or remorse

Self organizing, vision capable, expectation capable, recognition capable, situationally aware, emotionally intelligent, goal oriented system.  The system, thinks, plans and executes.  

Back in the late 80's MIT students developed AI technology on a distributed network (CGI lamp taught to dance).  It Learned and evolved in 24 hours what would take 1,000 generations to accomplish.  They issued a warning of how dangerous this technology is to humanity.

GEOINT

--Jade 2 plus more
--Communications
“smart grid, meter, etc"
Will be connected to this system

Control the environment
“Microchipping”
It Surpasses RFID technology
RFID chips can be removed

Nodes can be removed on a network--unplug printer
Human beings used as nodes
Eliminate connectivity to global information network
Cash removed

One world government

Domain--Human dynamics, terrain, geography
Domestic threat assessment centers
Activity based intelligence
All aspects of human activity monitored

All collected data to be geolocated
And tied to a specific node of the network

Georeferencing


do you will it
will you do it
it will do you    

All three of these phrases
Have equal value
In this system
Which is very dangerous!

Generate answers to questions
That haven’t been asked, or never existed in the first place

“Ominous” A.I.
--according to the source

Gates and Zuckerberg--want to bring technology to third world nations
GEOINT--Collect all data--for human terrain map
No privacy--no encrypted data

Welcome to Orwell's 1984, Skynet or The Borg

Sci-Fi was telling us what would be the reality

Emotional responses trigger the system
It feeds off of fear and anxiety

All the social networking--facebook, etc
All that info has been collected
Placed into this GEO INT system
From a source on John B. Wells show entitled, "Caravan To Midnight"
Matt Mar 2015
The Japanese attacked
British and Dutch colonies
In southeast Asia

Japanese landed on the southern island of Mindanao
And the west coast of Luzon
On the 24th of December
They landed on the east coast of Luzon

The allied forces withdrew to the Bataan Peninsula
For three months they held the Japanese troops
On the Bataan Peninsula

On the fourth of April
Allied forces were attacked again
Five days later the allied forces surrendered

Of the 12,000 Americans
Captured on Bataan
Only a third survived the war
www.youtube.com/watch?v=BPOOqvEdF_4
Matt Mar 2016
Japanese Koi

Black and white
Brown
Orange and white too

Just look what
These Koi
Can do

They are swimming
From here to there

Oh so happily
Please take great care

To notice these
Japanese Koi

Oh Boy

Have you seen
The Koi?
Matt Aug 2015
I'm sending the idiot
Who killed
Cecil the lion

Back to the park
With not gun or bow

A terrible man
And he deserves to pay
You know?

And Jericho, Cecil's cousin
Will pounce on him
Use his claws
To tear him to shreds

And with a final bite
Jericho will
Gnaw off the hunter's head

I think people
Should only hunt for survival
Matt Jun 2015
It's so easy
Don't you know
To Show the love
That Jesus showed

Or for that matter
Buddha or Lao Tzu

Life flows naturally
When you forget the self
And take the focus off you
Matt Jun 2018
33 years old
Living at the end of the world

The tribulation will begin soon
There will be war all over the globe

Massive tsunamis and earthquakes
Will strike the United States
Judgements against the wickedness
In this land

Soon the peace deal
In Israel will be completed

A Civil War in the United States
A nuclear strike by North Korea

Marshall Law
Will soon be here in the USA

Obama is the antichrist
The rfid chip technology
Hidden in Obamacare
At first the chip will be voluntary

California broken off of the west coast
Like a saltine *******
The eastern seaboard underwater

Praise the Most High Yahweh

The Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth
Has not forgotten you America
The ***** of Babylon

By the end of the year
Russia, China, North Korea
Will invade and conquer the land

The antichrist will get the nations
To negotiate peace
His world government in Jerusalem

The technology is already in place
In the rfid chip
To destroy DNA
DNA from the nephilim
Will replicate inside those
Who take the chip

Inter dimensional creatures
Demons, nephilim, rephaim
Will be coming through the portals
Opened up by CERN

Just read the book of Revelation
Given unto St. John the Divine
About 90 AD
On the Isle of Patmos

Let this holy book
Be your guide
Those of you who will be here
During the great tribulation

The first catching away
Spoken of in 1 Corinthians 15
And 1 Thessalonians 4
Will be here soon
Harpazo or as we describe it
The “catching away”

A sister in the Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth
Described how the demons will have alien ships
They willing arrive with nephilim
The government will encourage people
To go up into the ships
These people will receive the mark
These people will have black eyes
And will spend eternity in the lake of fire

The Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth
Has his chariot
This sister in the Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth described
Around the same time
Of the sixth seal
When stars fall from the sky
When the sun turns black
When the moon is blood red

The Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth
Will gather together those 144,000 sealed
They will receive glorified bodies while on earth
They will be taken to the wilderness
To train under the protection of a guardian angel

The Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth told this sister
That He must go gather “the clusters of the vine of the earth”
The angels have gathered together the other faithful Christians
They will be taken to where the first fruits of the 12 tribes of Israel
The 144,000 sealed are training

They train to work during the tribulation
To destroy and rebuke demons, nephilim, and rephaim

These two groups are taken up to be with
Jesus Christ of Nazareth in heaven

The tribulation saints will be crucified, tortured, and beheaded
They will not deny their faith
In the Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth
They will not take the mark of the beast
Or bow down to the image of the beast
They will preach and spread the gospel
Of the Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth
They will keep the commandments
Of the Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth

So put down the video games
Repent unto the Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth
If you have not
For He loves you
His precious and holy blood cannot die
A sample was taken by Ron Wyatt
The blood was examined
It contains 23 X chromosomes from the ****** Mary
And one Y chromosome from God Almighty Yahweh

Read your Bible and turn from sin
We are in approximately the last 7 years
Before this earth is totally destroyed

There will be a restored new earth
And that holy city
The city of the new Jerusalem
Will descend out of heaven
And be placed on this new earth

You won’t want to miss the 1,000 year reign
With the Lord Jesus Christ on the new earth.
The Lord Jesus Christ is supreme ruler
On the new earth
Praise the Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth
For his enduring love, mercy, forgiveness, and righteous judgements

Francis is the false prophet
The one with the black eyes
Barack Obama is the antichrist
They both will be forever in the lake of fire

Satan will be released after 1,000 years to gather an army
To come against the people of the Most High Yahweh God
He will fail, because he has been a liar and a loser
From the beginning
It was his pride that resulted in his fall
Satan will spend an eternity in the lake of fire
You do not want to join him there

The Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth
Will bring His army
Clothed in fine linen
White and clean
To take back Jerusalem
At the battle of Armageddon

The armies of the antichrist will be defeated

Jesus Christ of Nazareth is Lord of heaven and Lord of earth
Jesus Christ of Nazareth is Lord of the new heaven
And Lord of the new earth

Jesus Christ of Nazareth
Is Lord of Lords and King of Kings
Matt Jun 2015
Your health
Your wealth
Your pride
And Arrogance too

Don't you just love you?

I'm far from perfect
And have taken the Lord's name
In vain
For this I am ashamed

Try to show love to the people you meet
Whether they are at your workplace
Or in the street

The meek, humble and loving
The world does not understand

I know one day I will meet the Son of Man
He loves me and also you
Do unto others as you would
Have them do unto you

Woe unto those
Planning their dark deeds
In the night

They willfully do evil
And care not for what is right
Matt Jul 2014
I love the game of golf
I love the game
I asked Jesus to let me play it in heaven for eternity too
After the trials on earth have passed
But I want earth conditions when I play the game for eternity
Maybe I could play with all the great players of all time
My soul is strong

I do not live with fear in my heart
Jesus is Lord of heaven and Lord of earth
Every knee shall bow down before Him
He taught us the way
Don't you see.
He overcame this hate, this hate in our hearts.
It's the only way for man, the only way.
Jesus have mercy on us all.

I've read all the great minds, studied all the schools of philosophy.
Jesus is the Master teacher.

You must Love the Lord your God with all your heart, all your soul, and all your mind.

Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted.

Blessed are the meek, for they will inherit the earth.

Blessed are the merciful for they will be shown mercy.

Those who mourn are blessed, for they will be comforted.

Those who hunger and thirst for righteousness are blessed, for they will inherit the earth.

Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God.


Look into my eyes
You will see hope
You will see someone that wants to love
You will see someone who knows
Someone who knows that the most important time
The time for all times
Was when the Son of Man rose.

Up, Up, Up,
Rise, Rise, Rise,
He who goes before me
He who watches over me
He who lives in me

King of Kings,
Lord of Lords.

You see, you must believe in your heart
In your heart you must believe
Jesus of Nazareth, Son of Man

You were blameless and yet they crucified you.
Human beings can be filled with so much hate.
But in the end
Your great love conquers all

He who lives in me
He who goes before me
He who watches over me

In a quiet and holy place
He is waiting
I approach Him from a distance
Is it you Lord?

I finally got the hug I always wanted
But this time it was from Jesus
The King of Kings

I told him how I always believed in Him
And He told me how he always loved me
The love of Jesus overcomes all

I love you Jesus,
You will reign forever

In my heart I shall not fear
For in His Word he reminded me
That he would be with me always
Until the end of time

Jesus is Lord
Jesus is Lord
Prince of Peace and King of Kings
Jesus you will reign forever!
Matt Jul 2015
I just can't stand
These upsetting poems

About self-harm

Jesus loves you
Please trust in him

I can't stand
The evil people do
To each other
And themselves

I believe in Jesus
Son of The Most High God

I do not fear
For He is with me
And all those who believe in Him

Repent, as I have!
We are sinners

Jesus is Lord
And the love of Jesus
Endures Forever!

Won't you please listen to me!
Matt Apr 2018
Drive through
Any suburban neighborhood
Across America

You'll see the flags

So many are quite ignorant
They fail to understand
That the judgement of Lord God Almighty
Will soon be here

Yes, Putin will join with China and North Korea
Coastal cities will be nuked

Did you think America was exempt
From the judgement of the Lord God Almighty?
This wicked nation will burn in one hour

So many lukewarm Christians in America
You know they just want a good time
Check their phones constantly
You better seek Jesus of Nazareth

Soon utter destruction will come upon America

Next comes the one world government
And the reign of the antichrist

Do not take the mark
You will be ****** if you do

Praise Jesus of Nazareth
Be faithful unto death
And Jesus of Nazareth
Will give you the crown of life

Oh dear
This poem is upsetting some people...
Dear me
I do not care

The pope continues
With his filthy blasphemous lies
Jesus of Nazareth is the only way to salvation

Repent of your sins
Believe that He shed his holy and perfect blood
For you on the cross
Declare him Lord and Lord and King of Kings

Strive to be holy as our Lord Jeshua is holy
Those who practice and celebrate ****** immorality
Will not enter into the kingdom of heaven
So it is written in the Holy Bible

This world will be destroyed
At the end of the antichrist's reign

The army of heaven will come back
To take Jerusalem

Jesus of Nazareth is Lord of heaven
And Lord of earth
Jesus of Nazareth is Lord of the new heaven
And Lord of the new earth

Jesus of Nazareth is Lord of Lords
And King of Kings
Matt Apr 2015
Thinking she might say the L word
Not wanting to say it myself

Thinking there was a small chance that she might say
That she loved me as a friend

It didn't happen
I'm not surprised

I'm thankful
And content with how she shared
How she thanked me for being honest

But I've learned its not good
To grow too attached to people
Just love Jesus
He is consistent

And His love is the greatest of all

At least I have my podcasts
People will dissapoint
Podcasts don't

Neither does earth mother
Matt Jul 2015
John the painter
Stopped by today

A delightful asian man
I would say

He told me about a hike
He had just been on

I told him about Mt. Baldy
I hope he enjoys it there

He offered his hand
And I shook hands
With him

Try to Remember
Remember your fellow man
I do

They are mostly all
Just like you
Just trying to live
A good moral life
And make it through

And I try to show love
To people I meet

Whether in the marketplace
Or on the street

God bless you John my friend
Enjoy the mountains, as I do
Matt Apr 2016
There's no retirement
When there is no career

And all this fuss
About money

I find it quite queer

I can barely support myself
But that's okay

I'll rely on the
Goodwill of others

And put "hard work"
Off another day

Dollar isn't
Worth much anymore

The grid goes down
And life will be
A big chore

What would
You like your last
Experience on earth
To be?

I just want
A female friend
To love
And hug me
Matt Jan 2016
Just A Brain
Floating In space

And isn't it all the same...

This time next year
The temperature
Will be the same

Perhaps our economy
Will collapse soon

The money in the
Bank accounts
Just digits
On a computer screen

All one big game
I suppose

And nobody cares

They store the food
In the underground bunkers
For the wealthy elites

And who knows
What will be
Our country's ruin

I saw my reflection
A reflection of my reflection

Sitting at the gym
On a mat
A mirror in front
About 10 yards away

And a mirror directly behind

So I saw my head
And three heads
Behind that

Fairly wealthy
Or poor
Human beings
Starve the same way

When the food is all gone

I made an improvement
With my akward body

Still not what I would like

But that's okay
I suppose

I do not want
A place of my own

I do not care

My therapist
Shouldn't have had
A baby

That child is likely
To grow up
In one of the worst times

In the history of our country

I enjoy sitting in parks

Sitting on yoga mats in parks

When everything goes wrong

I won't care or panic

I'll just go hike a mountain
Way high up

Away from everyone

I wonder
Will I meet someone there

A friend?

A caring woman
That I dreamed about
For my whole life?

Probably not

Oh well

I'll have the view
And my granola bars

And my podcasts

You left me Liz
You were a caring woman

Because you left
I am going to do what
I please

For the rest of my life

You didn't send me a card
For Christmas

Not that I thought you would

Just would have been nice

You probably just halfway cared

Just pretended to care

I like to be alone

Alone with my podcasts

When World War III comes

I won't be surprised

I won't be surprised

When man destroys himself
And his environment
Matt Sep 2015
One day I realized
That the earth is just
One big computer

Non-action is required

It spins and spins
Around the sun

Is this the real life
Or just a fantasy?

And then I was in my car
Listening to the dogs bark
And the crickets

And the car lights went off
Up the street

As I inserted my key
In and out
The blue light
Of the dashboard

Hold fast to the center

And I pictured myself
In various places
At various times
Picturing
My future life

And thinking how
I'll always feel the same

Blahhhhhhhhh

The suffering saints
Are tired of waiting Jesus
Tired of waiting for your return

Two times and one half
Three years of tribulation
Before the return

I won't ever have a family

And you know what

I'm just going to watch comedy
Again

Hitchhiker's Guide
To The Galaxy

And I got some clothes at Sears
Wandering through the store

Like I wander through the world

I need to eat a bit more
And run a bit less

Because at 6 feet 167
With about a 31 inch waist

The bands on those elastic shorts
Well the small fit a bit better
But the small shorts fit too tightly
Around the quads

And the medium could be a bit tighter
At waist level

So I guess I could gain a few pounds

Bleh
Human Life

These people
I live with
Are completely oblivious
To the danger
This country is in

Completely oblivious

But that's how most Americans are
These days

And when the system is down

Then the real trials will come
No facebook or instagram

Or stupid celebrity news shoes

Maybe our country will be attacked
Who knows

Gotta plan ahead
Buy tighter clothing

In case I drop down in weight
Food may become scarce

I think a difficult time might
Be coming to America
Matt Apr 2015
Went to gym
Next therapy
Followed by more gym

Then golf ball chipping (While listening to podcast)

I don't care about money much at all anymore :)
Matt Jan 2016
Just an observer here
An observer of the times

I often feel
As though
I have never really
Lived at all

To love is to live
And I love a few people

Friendship is important to me
I would like to walk
With a woman
To share our lives
To have dinner together

If it doesn't happen
It doesn't happen
I guess?

I guess it would make
Life feel more real

Then I wouldn't be
Just a thinking brain
Floating in space

But I'd be a body too
A body that a woman
Wants to hug
And hold at night

Should I just laugh
Laugh at life
The big joke?

It seems as though
That is what it is
After all

And so I laugh
Shouldn't take it
So seriously
Matt Dec 2014
Just Another Day
Full of emptiness and loneliness
Watching documentaries
Alone Alone Alone
Would be nice if I had more friends
Go to the gym

30 in a few months
At least there is golf
Matt Mar 2015
It's just another day
No money and no job

I lift weights
But don't get the body I want

Women ignore me
As if I don't exist
At this point, who cares?

I think I'd rather be alone
Me and my akward body
My left shoulder
For whatever reason is bigger then the other

I'll just go hit golf *****
Or chip and putt

Why buy into this broken system anyhow
Just f* it
American dollars are worthless
Anyhow

I'll search and search for years
Never finding a job
Oh well

It's just more life
Life isn't that great
After all

And when it's all over
I'll go to some better place
It better be great
After this place
I want to play golf there

Well, I guess I am in a negative mood
I suppose it could always be worse

It's just another day

(I would like to respectfully ask that you don't comment on this poem, thanks.)
Matt Jul 2015
Maybe I thought
It would have been fun
To be a woman

I thought
About having *******
And a ******

Playing with ******
And vibrators
Feeling a big *****

Spurt hot thick loads
Of *** into my womb

But I'm just
An unattractive guy
Matt Jan 2016
I don't want to
And I won't
Because I can

You ask why?
I ask why not

And you can't
Come up
With an answer
Can you man?

Ever since the
Age of four
I'm doing what I do

Don't let me bother
Or frustrate you

Truly an individual
Unique and mostly
All alone

I sit at my computer
Listening to the
History of the Middle East
Documentaries

And writing this **** poem

Hehe
Matt Jul 2016
If your wife is away
If you are feeling
A bit randy
During the day

If she's not here
You might find it
A bit queer

But I'm offering
My oral services to you

So please
Take advantage of them
I beg you!

Just give me a call
Matt Apr 2015
I don't have a job
Just leave me alone

I don't care to work
Just leave me alone

It doesn't matter
You can't get ahead in America anymore

The dollar is worthless
Just leave me alone

I go to the mountains
I go to the golf course

Just leave me alone, alone
Alone Alone Alone

Tagatha is alone
Plain earth body
Not attractive
Breathe Deep

Expansive cosmic consciousness
Openness

I say a friendly hello to my fellow hikers
Matt Jul 2015
I know some of my poetry
Can be slightly different at times

But it is in good fun
And in good spirit

To anyone that is offended
By something that I wrote

Please let me know
I understand

Just please don't talk
About that person
Behind their back
That's not good

Just message me
And I'll be happy to
Edit the poem
Or make it private
Matt Sep 2016
You know
I have heard people
Talk about me

"Looking around"

"He does that to everyone"

I think the guy said

I'm not looking
At anyone
In particular

Just looking out
Into the gym

You know
Just to appreciate
The beauty of life

If you people have a problem
With me looking around
Well, so be it

Keep looking
Straight ahead

It's good to be
Aware of one's surroundings

You guy
Guy that does his deadlifts
And his kettlebells
On and on

Really
I'm just looking around

And what's the harm really?
Matt Feb 2015
I told myself I should have had just one piece of pizza
But I had
Close to one and a half pieces

Well, I'm only human
I don't normally eat pizza anyhow

I had a handful of almonds too

I wish I had a friend
Who was a woman
Who I could hug

My love goes out to you
All the lovely and talented women
Of Hello Poetry

Hello from Los Angeles
Matt Jul 2015
I wonder what it
Would be like

Just one time
For a woman
To enjoy

The day with me
Just one time

My chest maybe isn't
Big enough

Or Maybe I'm not that handsome
Or whatever

And that's fine

One shoulder is a bit akward
But that's okay

I'm in good shape anyway

She'll find me to be
A loving companion
You see

Perhaps we can sit
Together and enjoy poetry

But these are just dreams

Perhaps just one time
Matt Jun 2016
Systems of Control
Keeping the man
A slave
To the system
Until he grows old

Not fully conforming
To this system
Means you
Must be bold

The world hated Jesus
And hates me too

I do the minimum
That's just what I do

One day
I hope to travel
To Kathmandu
Matt Mar 2016
I was playing
The role of Kendra

A very fit and *****
Brunette

A Sicilian man
Messaged me

Very ***** I bet

Broken English
He spoke

And he said,
No joke,

"My c* grow up
When I see you"

I had no Skype
And no cam

If only he knew
That Kendra
Was a man

Lol
Fun to play roles on the internet
Matt Dec 2015
She came
As a diplomat

To introduce herself
To the ruling
North Indian man

Just to befriend him
Was the plan

She became excited
When he touched her
With his powerful hands

He demanded she
Pleasure him

She dropped to her knees
And replied, "Yes, I can."
"Yes, I can"
Matt Jan 2016
I don't know
What to do
With the day

It's spent alone
Listening to podcasts
Working out at the gym

I'll hit some golf *****
At a driving range
I have a good swing

Maybe I'll go on a hike
Tomorrow

In heaven
I dream of loving women
Who will want
To hold me

And I will breast feed
From them
Their warm milk
Nourishing me

They will comfort me
And I will explain
How I was lonely on earth

Sure I'm embarrassed
By looking
At pornographic images

What was I supposed to do?
I never knew any women

I showed my old therapist
This song called
"Lover of the light"

About a blind man
Who ran to see
The sunrise

I don't know
If she fully understood

Probably not
And neither can I

But I know what
It's like to be alone

All I have is nature

I'm not married like her

Well I suppose I won't meet
A female friend
If not, that's fine

I remember this
Russian soldier
How she waved the flags

A guard at Berlin
Color footage

How she smiled
I think it might be the
Most beautiful thing

I have ever seen
Matt Oct 2015
I wish women
Would write poems
And write them just for me

I want to hear that they love
My writing
And that they really care

I want them to hold me close
To comfort me
And say, "There, there"

I love the kind and caring women
Of hello poetry
I hope to meet a female companion
One day

If this is meant to be
Matt Sep 2014
Walk and touch peace every moment
Walk and touch happiness every moment
Each step brings a fresh breeze
Each step makes a flower bloom
Kiss the earth with your feet
Bring the earth your love and happiness
The Earth will be safe
When we feel safe in ourselves
By: Thich Nhat Hanh
Matt Jul 2015
10 cats having a ball
Having a ball
With a ball of ice

Isn't it adorable
And isn't it nice?

Licking it
They say yummm

They like cold water
In their kitty tums

They are kitties
Playing with an ice ball!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ekK7peRxKGc
Matt Jul 2015
Loving this movie!

Hahah

On YouTube

What a life
Lol
Matt Mar 2015
I made kodiak cakes this morning
On this beautiful Sunday morning

After I listened to the Gregorian chant of
The Benedictine Monks
Of Santo Domingo de Silos in Spain

Please enjoy some of my kodiak cakes Vicki
They are wholesome just like you
Yummm let's eat them together

Also there are some sliced apples
With a bit of Laura Scudders peanut butter too

These Kodiak cakes warm my heart
Just as your poems do
Matt Jul 2015
Care for a Kraft single?  

And then we can mingle

Perhaps we will no longer

Be single

After we enjoy or Kraft singles
Matt Feb 2015
The Kurds live
In parts of Syria, Iraq, and Iran
As well as Kurdistan

Kurdish groups such as the KCK and PJAK
Seek democratic autonomy for Kurds
And democracies in Turkey, Iran and Syria

Aposim is a grassroots socialist movement
That promotes gender equality
Apo is the political founder of the PKK and PJAK

The female fighters of PJAK
Don't have families
Because this will weaken their commitment
To the organization

Thomas Morton
Host of this Vice documentary
Stays in a farmhouse

He headed up to meet the fighters
The PJAK division he met with
Fights for women's rights
Around the Iranian border

They tell Thomas
Women are being killed in Iran
It is a mental persecution of women
The PJAK representative says

It is about the right to democracy
Freedom, Equality, and education
The woman explains that
The Iranians use Sharia and Islam
For their own purposes

It is not true Islam according
To the PJAK representative
In true Islam there is equality and equity

Thomas
That really was priceless
Watching you line dance with them
Really funny
I think the women of PJAK
Got a kick out of it too

God bless the women of PJAK
Such beautiful smiles
Full of life
Standing up for women's rights
www.youtube.com/watch?v=PLxniHLkMM0
Matt Jun 2015
It's just a passing show

Changing times
And changing places

Changes dates
And changing faces

The emptiness remains the same
Going here and going there

Human bodies everywhere

Who am I?
I'll never know

Forget the self
It's better for your health

Returning to the source is stillness
Which is the way of nature
Matt Sep 2014
Ladies
Do you Love a well-hung stud?
Do you love a muscular and powerful man?

With high *** drive
And a rather long and thick manhood?

Do you enjoy his ****** stamina?
If you do

Write a poem for me
About how your well-hung stud
Sends waves of pleasure through your body!
Matt Sep 2015
I like it here
The trails
And Lukens lake too

I wish she hadn't smiled
At me
At the old check in

At Camp Curry

Beautiful
Kind smile and eyes

I'd rather not see
Something beautiful

She'll just haunt my memory
Someone else's lover

Life is sad

I am a man alone in nature
Back to Lukens Lake I may go

I'm running out of money
I didn't realize that Amazon
Was going to charge
My Prime account
So soon

And that smile
Will forever haunt me
The lady at the lounge

I prayed to Jesus
To fix my awkward shoulder
Turns out he doesn't care
And it bothers me everyday

And I may hike on
Into oblivion

**** life
Nothing is ever okay
Matt Sep 2014
"When you are content to be simply yourself
And don’t compare or compete,
Everyone will respect you.”
By: Lao Tzu
Matt Jan 2015
Master archer
Lars Andersen
Fires with such accuracy and speed
It is truly amazing!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BEG-ly9tQGk
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