I just wanted
A woman to like me
And maybe to have
A girlfriend one day

I'll make her breakfast in bed
And we can go on a hike together

And I'm embarrassed

That I wrote about
Bisexual fantasies

Sometimes I think
It would have been more
Fun to have been
A woman

Then maybe I would
Have had female friends

If I had a girlfriend
I'd make her
A breakfast smoothie

I'd be attentive
To her every need

I'd cook and clean

And I'd use my tongue
To help her ***

Again and again
Hehe

Wasn't it naughty
And wasn't it fun

When I aimed at
My own face

When I enjoyed the taste

The taste
Of my own ***

Trash Cans Are
Travelling
Down the street

I looked for them
With mum
Isn't life neat?

Lol

I looked with
The led light
But looked
In the wrong bins

They had gone two houses
Down the street

We laughed
With a grin

I had a bit of lamb
And made a white rice ball

And in the fridge I found
A summer salad too

Made with arugula

Mmm it was good
And I don't know
What dressing mum used

I reminded myself
Don't forget
To eat dem greens!

I love my leafy greens

What Should I do?
On a Sunday afternoon
Alone in a suburnan home

In a quiet mountain suburb
The homes here are ranch style
First built in the fifties

This is Pasadena
Home of the Rose Parade

I guess I could
Wander out again
With rain clothes

Or wait until it stops
I suppose I'll go up the
Mountain

Or to the park
I'm not sure

No parties to go to
No money to spend

I went to the gym today
Watched a documentary
On Shaolin monks

I don't know
What to do
With myself anymore

I've spent my life
Alone

It was nice to meet
With the therapist
Funny you don't realize
How much you enjoy
Someone's company

Until they leave

Well I'll be somewhere
Out there
Walking around

Searching for what
I do not know

I figure the female friend
Is not coming

I am content to
Walk around for hours

Earth is strange
A great mystery

Sometimes
I dream
I live in a community
With other people
I can spend with
Sometime

Oh
What should I do?

The mountain view is beautiful
Perhaps I'll just go to
The park today

I am a bit tired from working out
Strange
Human life
Incredibly strange

They say no man
Is an island

But I'm close

As The Rain Falls
I make a short trip
To Rite Aid

Buying some extra
Bathroom supplies

Its Saturday night
Nowhere to go
Except the gym I guess

No one to hug
And I will not give up

I love you Jesus

The 24 Hour Bus
Sheltering the homeless

Of the Silicon Valley

When they get on
The driver reminds them
Not to put their feet
On the seats

And to keep their heads
Against the windows

In this documentary
One man shouts
Racial slurs

He is a paying customer
And thinks he can
Speak rudely
To the homeless

I dedicate this poem
To the homeless
Your quiet
Daily struggle
To survive

And I am so grateful
To live in a home
And have food and water

I may be completely alone
Almost all of the time
But at least I have my home

I have my stuffed animal to hold

And all my life
I just wanted a female friend
To hang out with
Seems like I am never to get
What I need

Elsa is so kind
She always writes
Supportive comments

I send a hug
Through the web
To you Elsa

Maybe I'll give my pillow
A small hug and pretend
It's you

Well,
If that's okay with you

A lonely man
Sits in his chair

Hugging his pillow
Feels good

It's just a pillow
I know

But I'll pretend it
Is a loving person

A loving man or woman
It feels good to hug someone

Even if that "someone"
Is a pillow

I know it's a bit sad
But it is the reality

I put my tuna in the freezer
And it got a little chilly
With a bit of frost

Oops
Then I put
It in the microwave
And it got a little warm

I just remembered
It wasn't tuna
But Salmon

I shook the hand
Of a 97 year old man today

My grandfather
And I couldn't stay
Much longer
Than 40 minutes

Not wanting to grow
To Love him even more

Becuase I know he
Does not have that
Much more time here

And the more time I spend
Will mean just more sadness
When he passes away

And so I recorded his voice
So I would always remember
This visit

All I can do
Is tell people

What I know
In my gut

What I feel
In my spirit

America is a wicked
And corrupt land
With a faltering economy

America you have lost favor
With the Almighty

Your corrupt leaders
And financial system

You ****** millions
Of unborn

The Lord is angry

This nation will collapse
The Lord judge this land

I don't care how many people
Say America's great power
And wealth will always endure

They said that of Rome as well

The Lord will be with
His people

When He judges
This wicked land

Have mercy
On me Oh Lord
A sinner
And help me
To be there
For my family
When it all collapses

I was embarrased
So I deleted this poem

I hope I meet a woman one day

It was just a fantasy I guess

I don't think
I'll ever have a gf

And so I wandered
Out

Have you ever just walked
Relaxed
And walked upon the earth?

It's quite beautiful
And yet how can I explain
In words

I can only try
But walkers

You know
You know

Observers
You know too

Parked at the library
And walked through the park

Through those suburban
Neighborhoods
Of Pasadena

I see"E Clampus Vitus"
On a license plate

The founder of
The order was Tertullian

A Christian
But A heretic
Nonetheless

His teaching
On the trinity reveals
A subordination

Of Son to Father
That the church
Described
As a form
Of Arianism

A man read a book
In that car

And
As I walked some yards by
I banged my hiking sticks
Together

Angry at her
For something she said

I tell you living
With your parents
At this age

Is a pain
And life is always
About money

Turns out
I'm just a debt slave
In this miserable land

And so I wandered on
Through those
Suburban streets
Expensive
Ranch style
California homes

Massive shady trees
Out of the sun and
Into the shade

No one to hug
I'm used to this
After all
It's my life

And so I settled
In the park
After wandering

Yes,
I'm a park dweller now

And as I lay against
The tree
I observed the volleyball game

And as I write this poem
I think about the therapist
She used to say my poems
Were beautiful

We had a good time

I was relying on you
I was having an enjoyable time

Then you left
Why did it have
To be that way?

I got sidetracked there
Well anyhow I watched
The volleyball game

And two people
Train their pitbull
To catch the frisbee

I had thought earlier
How I had played
Baseball on that field
Some twenty years ago

Those little gnats
The sun lights them up
As they swarm in the light

I am a lover of the light

You know to see the afternoon
And the evening
It is sacred to me

And from that park I made
My way back to my neighborhood park

A pretty woman making
A call on the green benches
Underneath the warm yellow glow
Of the oblong overhead lights

She looked my way
I was nestled in the corner
Against the tree
With my small blue bag
To lay my head on
And my yoga mat

I wanted to say hello
To her as I made my way
To my car
To get my iphone
She was at her car too

But no, those are just dreams
My life is maybe like
That of a wandering
Chaste monk

Oh yes
And I forgot
To mention earlier
That I crossed myself
After I banged
The hiking sticks together

I'll leave that portion here
Even though it belongs
Earlier in this composition
Because it is the order
In which it was remembered

After reading about
The life of St. Antony

Well I feel called
To live that life
I am chaste
And poor

The world has
Rejected me

The stillness of nature
Yes, this is the way
The way for me

St. Antony was of
The desert

I am of the mountains
And valleys

I'm falling in love
With my computer

Yes it's true

Just look at all the things
I can do

Youtube, articles,
****, and chatrooms too

To my PowerBook G4
Yes, I profess
My love to you!

Two months from now
We will tie the knot

I promise to update
Your hardware
And software as well

And no money offered
Would ever cause me
To sell

You to anyone
Our life journey together

Is fun

After all you taught me
About the human being
So strange, I know it seems

The chat rooms are my favorite place
People on mic and cams

A human connection occurs
Which brings a smile to my face

Because you are older
They don't make the latest version
Of java for you

But that's okay
I will always love you
Anyway!

There's no future
For America

Clinton, Bush
Or Donald
Take your pick

The third of those
Might be the world's
Most obnoxious *****

But they all do ****
If you ask me
And none of them
Can save

Our ruined economy

I've been unemployed
For so long

That I just
Don't Care

I'm done looking

I've gone off
On a hike again

Or to meditate
Isn't it fun?

Yes I do pursue
The One

Or source
Behind All creation

The future is dim
For this nation

I close my eyes
Only for a moment
And the moment's gone

Dust in The Wind
All we are
Is dust in the wind

I just would like
To have beautiful
Experiences

And from these
Experiences
I will feel like
My life has
Some meaning

It would be nice
To have a female friend

And we walk together
We talk together

On the mountain trails
And along
The beautiful valley floor
Of Yosemite National Park

We take a canoe
Through those still
Clear waters

I told her
I just wanted
To feel something
Something good
For once!

Something pure

And I couldn't get a job
And I was trapped in
My parent's home
For way too long

She is my friend
She said it's okay
She said she loved me

And as I write
A tear drops from my eye
As I dream of being loved

It's so good to know you
I tell her

We hold each other
I love her
We don't have *******

That would create too
Deep of a bond

But I do give her
Oral pleasure
I do it because I love her

And all my life I dream
I dream of a close friend
Someone to trust
And to know

Not like my therapist
Who leaves
Who leaves
With little warning!

Well it was fun
Enjoyable
What we had

Here I go again
Thinking of past
Experiences

Just forget it
I tell myself

All I have are the times
So enjoy the mountain trails
I tell myself
Enjoy the beauty
Of God's creation

Will I go hike
The mountain today

I think so
There I go again

There he goes
The great wanderer
What are you looking for?

This world is so big
And is doesn't care
About your feelings

It doesn't care

And I'm a selfish person
Because I cared
About my therapist

And what did I get
In return

Just her leaving
Is all I got

And just F* it!

I may drive
Up to Yosemite
Through the tunnel

Just to see
To see
To see

Ohhhhh
Yosemite!

Ignorance is bliss
They say
America is doomed

Financially
In just about every way

    The FDIC does not have the money to cover your deposits as it has only $25 billion in its deposit insurance fund. By law, the FDIC is required to keep a balance equivalent to only 1.15% of insured deposits on hand. Yes, America, that means that less than 2% of your deposits are covered.

Others have pointed out to me that the Dodd-Frank Act (Section 716) now bans taxpayer bailouts of most speculative derivatives activities. You remember the derivatives don’t you? They were the imaginary wealth that was built upon more imaginary wealth but were guaranteed with hard assets backed by the banks. When this house of cards collapsed, it pulled the banks down and led to the series of bailouts which has devastated our economy.


Therefore, when your bank defaults, and it will, the depositors as well as the banks will turn to the FDIC for relief. The FDIC will have no choice but to draw upon its credit line in order to cover a BofA, Wells Fargo and JP Morgan derivatives bust which has been co-mingled with savings account funds. The resulting effect is that this will require a taxpayer bailout to cover the credit line.This will negate the safety from the bailouts that the public thought that they were receiving under the Dodd-Franks bill of no more bailouts.

What very few people are talking about, and as is the case with all credit lines, this money will have to be paid back. Therefore, the coming default of the FDIC, used to cover the derivatives debt, will become the excuse for another taxpayer bailout. And on and on it goes.

Dollar being propped up
Set up for a massive crash

Worthless paper dollars

A four star general
Says by 2017 the U.S.
Will no longer exist

Illegals used
To help collapse
The economy
And bring in
The chaos

Like a Mad Max
Scenario
Lawlessness

We are looking
At a 2017 collapse

The general says
Watch out for

Bioweapons releases

This is a person
Who has had
A successful
Military career

Four star
U.S. Air Force general

Double confirmation
As well

From Another source

1
Half a league, half a league,
Half a league onward,
All in the valley of Death
    Rode the six hundred.
"Forward, the Light Brigade!
"Charge for the guns!" he said:
Into the valley of Death
    Rode the six hundred.

2
"Forward, the Light Brigade!"
Was there a man dismay'd?
Not tho' the soldier knew
    Someone had blunder'd:
Theirs not to make reply,
Theirs not to reason why,
Theirs but to do and die:
Into the valley of Death
    Rode the six hundred.

3
Cannon to right of them,
Cannon to left of them,
Cannon in front of them
    Volley'd and thunder'd;
Storm'd at with shot and shell,
Boldly they rode and well,
Into the jaws of Death,
Into the mouth of Hell
    Rode the six hundred.

4
Flash'd all their sabres bare,
Flash'd as they turn'd in air,
Sabring the gunners there,
Charging an army, while
    All the world wonder'd:
Plunged in the battery-smoke
Right thro' the line they broke;
Cossack and Russian
Reel'd from the sabre stroke
    Shatter'd and sunder'd.
Then they rode back, but not
    Not the six hundred.

5
Cannon to right of them,
Cannon to left of them,
Cannon behind them
    Volley'd and thunder'd;
Storm'd at with shot and shell,
While horse and hero fell,
They that had fought so well
Came thro' the jaws of Death
Back from the mouth of Hell,
All that was left of them,
    Left of six hundred.

6
When can their glory fade?
O the wild charge they made!
    All the world wondered.
Honour the charge they made,
Honour the Light Brigade,
    Noble six hundred.

A hole was cut
In the sheet

*** between Puritans
Must be tidy and neat

They tried to replace
The teachers

With robots
And computer
Programs only

The human teacher
Had been deemed
Inefficient
And ineffective

They were replaced
By robots who
Had been downloaded
With all necessary information

Well what do you think
Now that your child
Is being taught
By a robot

These robots
Are not kind
Nor will they console
Your child if he fails

Some people are pulling
Their children out
Of public schools

Because they want them
To be home schooled
By human beings

Well, I have to say
I don't blame them

There is
Great pride in purity

And I am proud to say
My male member
Has never penetrated
A woman

I've never really
Had the opportunity
So we'll see how long
Purity lasts

I think I should abstain
Before I meet the right one

But that could be 10 years
From now
Haha, isn't that fun?

The 40 year old ******
Is my hero

He rides his bike to Target
Which means
The impact on the environment
Is absolutely zero

It's just *** anyway
Companionship
With a woman
Is what would be
Fulfilling for me, okay?

A series of motions

Oh you know
I'm just going
Through the motions

I eat, and work out
And walk around
In Parks

And down random streets

And what a beautiful
Black and white cat
I saw today

I saw it cross the street
And sit on the lawn

And I saw the children
With suburban moms
At the park

Their children
Have futures
As debt slaves
And that's no future
At all

And they'll just keep
Pumping out kids
3 or 4 to a family

You know
That's really not
A good idea...

Don't you get it?
They don't have
A future here
In this country

And as I drove
I saw her licensed plate
That read

Alumni
From USC

Why should anyone care
Where you went to college?

And the computer
Is such a good friend
Is it your friend too?

I read articles
And listen to
Documentaries
On youtube

Because I am always
Alone

Who knew that the computer
Would replace people
For the young American?

Soo isolated I am
And there is a stigma
With loneliness

Well, I'm lonely
And I ain't ashamed
To say it

I tried to tell
Mother today

That we could
Very well end up
Like Greece

I think  may as well
Have been talking
To an alien

It just doesn't register
To most Americans I guess

She didn't seem
Worried in the least bit

You know
If our system
Does collapse

It's only
A few days
Before people
Start running
Out of food...

And they get hungry
And angry

And then there our mobs

Oh I'm just an alarmist
I suppose

18 trillion
In debt
That's no worry
No worry at all

The Fed can just
Keep printing
And printing

Until our currency
Is Thoroughly devalued

The thing is the market
Will make the correction
Eventually

America you can't pay
Back your debt....

We are in a bad situation

Protestant Guilt

I do not
Seem to have the
Protestant work ethic

I think I appear lazy
(To the taxpayer)
Yes I live in my parent's home
(Eeeek)

I will wait
And not eat
With my family

If you don't work
You don't deserve to eat!

A 30 year old man
Without a career
My goodness

And I've tried
I've tried
I got myself
A bit of an education

Heck, I ain't a genius
But I'm kinda smart too

I read Aristotle and Camu

Got a BA and a credential
As well

In this life
We all have
A story to tell

And my story
Won't include a job
With minimum wage

So I'm fairly educated
And with no dough

Content to lay about
Underneath
Park trees

Tao is wise mother

Don't you know?

It's a 6 hour
Youtube
Mozart mix

Yes I need my classical fix!

This life
Is some kind
Of tragedy I think

Once I ****** right
In the sink

Wandering here
Wandering there

And who really gives a care

Reading about Camu
And the absurd

I embrace the absurdity
Of it all

And from my Christian perspective
I believe man has had a great fall

From His purpose the Creator intended
So divine
This little light inside
(Im going to let it shine)

The problem is
I just don't care
About the American way

American dollars
Are ****** worthless
Okay!

And so I refuse to work
At some type of job

I think I will sit in my room
And sob

Life is a problem
Don't you know

Some softcore
Pornographic images
On the computer screen

Lustful indulgences
Fail to satisfy it seems

That woman I saw
In That old school 80's ****
What a *****!

I wear the same
Sweatshirt

About everyday
Just forget fashion,
Okay?

Shelter, food and water
Is what I need
I am not filled with greed

I don't need the Mercedes SUV
That guzzles gas
Yes indeed, I think I will pass

A nation of consumers
Programmed to consume

We ruin our environment
This will be our doom

If it was up to me
I will drain those
Huge swimming pools
Of every friggin'
Celebrity

Those massive homes
In the Hollywood hills
Waste a ton of H20

California is in
An extreme drought
Don't you know?

And all that space
Is a waste too

Humans ruin their
Natural environment
And this makes me
Quite blue :(

Mark 12:30-31

Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength.’  31 The second is this: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.  There is no commandment greater than these.”

Well I talked with this person
About being a Christian
He explained he was agnostic

And told me that
He thought
The teachings
Of Jesus
Were wise

But he could not
Believe in the
****** birth
Or resurrection

I told him that was
Fine with me
And we could
Still be friends

I told him
"It's so easy, don't you know"
To show the love that Jesus shows"

He laughed and
Said I was a bit
Of an idiot

Nobody cares
He told me
And he said
I should
Just mind my
Own business

Don't go out of
Your way he told me

Well I told him
That in my life
I have found
That most people
Appreciated
The love I showed

Like how I always ask
How the gardener
And his family is
And how I offer
Him fresh fruit too

In the Christian's mind
Every thought
And action
Being written down

I told him according to Ecclesiastes 12:14

"For God will bring every deed into judgment, including every hidden thing, whether it is good or evil."

Well he enjoyed being
An agnostic
And I respected him
For it too

God can't be
Proved or disproved
I know

I just told him
I rather liked the
Idea of all lives
Being written down
Into eternity

And I told him
Well I just thirst
For judgment

People have done
Such evil
And terrible acts
And didn't care
At all

I told him
That I was quite
Pleased with a judgment day

With those people
Who had repented
Being separated
From those who had not

When in the Book Of Revelation
The Angel of the Lord
Came and reaped the earth
Separating the harvest
From the chaff
The chaff cast into the fire

Well he'll always be
An agnostic
And that's fine with me

He respects Jesus
And what he taught

If you're an agnostic
Or atheist too
I do respect you

I know many people
Will mock me
For being a Christian
And I'm okay with that

Funny how
These Americans
Just don't have
A clue

Some drive around
In flashy cars
Oblivious

Seems that no one
Notices or cares
That America
Is on the verge
Of a collapse

They live
In a pretend world
Where everything
Will always be
As it always was

The markets
Will always be full  
Of food
And they'll always be free
To travel here and there

It's the land of plenty
Don't you know

Store food and water
If you're smart

You better take
This dire situation
Our country is in
To heart

I went to Sears
And purchased a fan

Just look what my hands
Can do

They assembled
This fan

To provide
A cool breeze

For me and you

(Insert loving female friend
That exists in my imagination for "you")

Stillness overcomes heat

Wise words from the
Tao Te Ching

I may park my car
Underneath the shade
Of the tree
At the library

Before I go walking
With my hiking sticks

I will see
Americans
Coming and going

Their money
Is so secure!

(Or so they think)

America's economy
Teeters on the brink

I saw an ancient man
Of Tao
He is in his mid eighties
I believe

And walks up
And down my street

Slow and steady
Listing to one side
A bit

He has a bit of an
Akward shoulder
Like me

I took a picture of him
At the corner
Of my street

I looked up
And he had disappeared

Turned the corner
I believe

One day he asked me
How the lady in the garden
Was doing

He is a kind man
Sometimes
I would like to talk
To him more

But I don't want to
Disturb him

I talked to him that
One time

Two times now
I have spoken to him

He took his hat off
And put it back on
Twice I believe
As he walked down
My street

He is an ancient man
Of Tao

The Young American
That's me

Wonders what it would
Be like

To have more than three
Good friends
That he sees
Only once every few months

Such a good human being
I am

And yet I cannot find
The companionship
Of other people

And I don't know
Where to go
Or how to meet
People

Maybe meetup.com?
I joined there once

I can tell people
Such interesting
Things about myself

Like how
I was able to pay off my car
After four years

I put about 9 grand down
It is a 2010 Civic

And I can tell them about
How I borrowed
18,000 to get
A credential

And how I can't
Even find part time
Work as a teacher

And I can tell them
How I enjoy avocados
And every kind of fruit

And I can also tell them
How ******* we all are
Here in America
:)

It used to be
That you could find
A decent job

And move out
Of your parent's home

I guess not anymore
I'm 30
And with my education
I can't find anything

I think I'll always live here

America I think will be
Closer to a third world
Nation

In a few years

I enjoyed her companionship

Then she left

After almost 2 years

Only given a week's notice

I am spending alot

Of time in the parks now

Just like I had joked about

Sometimes I wish

I had never met her at all

And there is no point

In working

And who really cares

And this nation

Is doomed

Thank You
Women of The world

We owe you so much
You raise us from birth

With such loving tenderness
And care

Your compassion
Helps to mold us

Thank you
For your dedication

Single moms
Who worked
And raised a family

You are amazing

Grandmothers
Who spend the weekend
With your grandchildren

I have always loved women
So much

And its hard
Its so hard

Not to have that
Female friend

All I ever wanted
Was a loving
Female friend

To tell me that
She loves me

And allows me to cry
As I hug her

Thank you
Women of the world

Humanity would be lost
Without you

I'm supposed to love
The American dollar

I'm afraid
It doesn't have
Any value anymore

I'm afraid this
Country
Is a total joke

700 billion dollars
And little change
In Afghanistan

Negotiations will
Soon begin with
The Taliban

Another military failure

And so I'm content
To spend the day
At the gym
And at the park

Yes, I'm poor
And who cares?

There is no
Future for anyone
In this nation

America on the decline
I hope a final collapse
Occurs soon

It's what we deserve
After all

She placed
Her young husband
In a chastity belt

It was important for
Him to learn self-control

He wasn't going to
Just have *** whenever
He wanted to

If he was attentive
To her needs
And the house was clean

Well, then
Perhaps a release
Would be allowed

But it was up to her
When that would occur

Her poem
"Take Me Home"
Meant so much to me

How I have often wondered
Why my life is
The way it is

As I wander the streets of my city

I am a lover of the light
Whether it be daylight
Or moonlight

I would walk a 1,000 miles
Just to see a glimpse
Of her smile

To be honest Nicole
You are incredibly beautiful

I hope you find someone
Worthy of you
Someone to treasure you

I would gladly be your scribe
Recording your words
Of wisdom
On parchment if I could

Nicole
You are a true Goddess
In every sense of the word

I bow down before you
The most beautiful women
Of the ages
Cannot compare
To your radiance

Truly, A Goddess
In every sense of the word
Thank you
For your beautiful poetry

I'll park my car at the library
And walk to the park
A day at the park

I'll bring lunch
And maybe some
Stuffed animals too

Hehe

I made it down
To the local park

Got my small blue bag
And yoga mat

First I lay against the tree
And then On the dirt mound

In each position I was elevated
Like a natural lounge chair

As I lay against the tree
I watched two women do
Their workout
With kettlebells

A group of young men
Talking about twitter
And Instagram
Loud and obnoxious
Ignorant

As I try to write this poem
Fox news in the background

From the park I
Drove down to the library
Parked there

Walked down the street
And as I walked back
Saw a young woman
With what her son
I think

She was about my age
I wish things were different

And that maybe I knew her
And we could relax together
And have lunch

Or just take a nap together
I don't even want ***

But it's just more of the same

And I began to think
Of human life
As all some
Stupid joke

And Jesus is my savior
And I'm a Christian

But being alone all the time
Well, it can grow a bit wearisome

I used to see a therapist
Who was kind
She was fun

Young Americans
Are Isolated

I want judgment
To come soon
I am tired of waiting

I want this wicked nation
To pay for its sins
This corrupt land
This Sinful nation

To be judged
To feel the wrath
Of an Almighty God

American dollars
Are worthless
Worthless!

And I'd like to say hello
To all the kind women
Out there
On this site
That I never got to meet
Or hug

I'd like to hug you

The body is a burden
This life is burdensome
It drags on.............................

This country will be in ruins
Soon enough
You will reap what
You sew America!

It's all out of reach
The women
The house

A job

It's not coming
And I pleasure myself
To female celebs
Talking about ***
Online

And I'm 30
And I lie about
Underneath trees

And I'm content
To be alone

My therapist left
And I doubt
She ever cared
That much about me

And nobody cares
And so I sit alone
At home

And no woman touches me
As I ******* furiously

America will be ruined soon

My left shoulder is still akward

Women ignore me

And I'll probably never

Meet a female friend

I still walk about in parks

Sitting on my yoga mat

Trump, Clinton, or Bush

Take your pic

They're all the same

I've been reading experts

Who say anywhere from Sept-Dec.

It's all coming down

The end of America

The end of the financial system

I suppose we will be

Like a third world nation

The times they are a changin'

Why are you still rooting for America?

I'm not rooting for American sports teams

This corrupt and wicked land

Corrupt banksters

And politicians

I separate myself

From this wicked land

He sits in front of the television

For hours each night

Don't you have better things to do

What a waste of time!!

I just can't stand
These upsetting poems

About self-harm

Jesus loves you
Please trust in him

I can't stand
The evil people do
To each other
And themselves

I believe in Jesus
Son of The Most High God

I do not fear
For He is with me
And all those who believe in Him

Repent, as I have!
We are sinners

Jesus is Lord
And the love of Jesus
Endures Forever!

Won't you please listen to me!

HAHAHA

It was all one big joke

College and more education

All for nothing

Insider reveals

Anywhere from Sept. to Dec.

Of 2015

There will be a complete economic collapse

In America

18 trillion dollars in debt
There will be starvation
Riots and Marshall Law

America is Doomed

The same experiences
Over and over again

Filling the body with food
Going to the gym

No career to speak of

And to be honest,
I've spent so much time alone

I don't want a job

Just want to wander
In the park
And in the mountains

Isolated in my room

I go to the Christian chat room

It's nice just to hear people's voices

To listen to these kind people

I spend alot of time alone

Well, my friends are busy

So this is fun.

She announces when dinner is
And asks me if I want to join

Yes, I can hear
You inside
I can hear everything
In this small house

Then he walks over
"Do you want to eat dinner with us"

Are these people just dumb or?
No, I haven't ate dinner with you
For years

I guess you still don't get it
Clueless

And you still don't get
That America is doomed
Even up to the very second
Of the collapse

You'll be watching the game
Thinking everything is
Just fine
Here in America

It's not