Eyes see what the
Heart allows.
I love you, and hand
You slivers of silver.
You curse me for
My needles.

It's not my place to care who you end up with.
It's not my place to get hung up on it.
It's not my place.
But I hate him.
I hate him more every time you say his name.
But if it happens I'll be less than surprised.

We've burned ourselves hopelessly to the idea of love.
But, is it ever enough to just let the fire die?
Pain seeks to every inch of our systems,
Bleeds to every part of our existences.
How can we break to grieve
when all we strive is to give love that's never needed?

We've been in love with people who didn't love us back.
We've been loved by people who we didn't love back.
But which is worse : To be broken or to break another?

The memories we can bare,
But seeing them again makes us feel unaware.
Seeing a smile upon their face
knowing we're the reason for it.
A smile : Fake : to try to move forward.
A smile : Evil : to get revenge.

We can't undo what's been done.
We can't unsay what's been said.
The saddest part of it all is...
We can't forgive ourselves and they can never forget.

I believed I was a star till .....
Just in the midst of love I met dust beautiful , with eyes that take you to horizons of sunset passion islands

She said my starship will never fly if it didn't start in the ground , she said she loved me I couldn't believe becasue whe was in another form of dirt

I asked her on a date in my mind I'm thinking what would she feel if she ate mana from heaven she said no why don't you try earth because you've never been there

There I was thinking I was meant for the ground
There I was thinking I belong  in dirt
There I was thinking I belong in dept

I'm better than that I was meant to fly , I was meant to shine in the sun I'm a starling trying to show my X I can prove her wrongs of saying I'm nothing

_thulani