I am sorry for all the mistakes
Should’ve done all it takes
To stay with you, now I’m sipping on this Hennessy
The addictions have given me a new identity

Should’ve stopped ******* with the drugs
But it was difficult when all your friends are plugs
You were always telling me to get away from them
Remember trading a Peace-Tea for **** in chem
Always concerned why my eyes were red
Told you I was just up all night because I was in my head
I was telling the truth, but I was also high
If I quit the drugs, you would’ve been with me through July

We always argued and made up every two months
Only had one good month, we agreed on one thing for once
It was when we thought we needed space
Switched from your hugs to the addictions warm embrace
I made a mistake of doing drugs in the first place
Thought the drugs could take loves spot, they couldn’t replace
Instead, they brought in more and more addictions
I think I might need some help to stay sober, it’s just a prediction

Thinking I probably should’ve healed before I told you
That I liked you thinking I could start new
A past girl really ****** me up, ****** up my head
I should’ve stayed with my friends that night instead
She treated me like garbage and started my addictions
Tried not to put the juul up to my mouth, tried restrictions
She ****** me up before I met you, she was a mistake
Left my heart and mind in pain, they ache

Still have that lover boy in me, but now it’s overwhelmed
We don’t trust anybody when they show us affection, feels weird when being held
I was and still am an anxious soul that’ll get worried over anything
Tired of anxiety telling me what to do, tired of it ruining everything
Start to wonder what I do wrong in relationships, telling me it’s all my fault
Why can’t my mind shut the **** up, it’s abusing me and that’s assault
I get too attached to people and that’s what gets me hurt in the end
After our feelings are done, I got to act like I’m okay, I have to pretend

I am sorry for all the mistakes
Should’ve done all it takes
To stay with you, now I’m sipping on this Hennessy
The addictions have given me a new identity

Take a seat, you look tired
Did you hear what she said she liked our smile, she admired
Don’t trust them remember what happened last time
Please shut the **** up I’m trying to think of a rhyme

You are trying to heal yourself, you think you can do that
Don’t tell me to look back at the **** chat
You weren’t good enough for them, you think your good for the new group
It’s not going to happen, it’s not going to loop
Oh please your so ******* stupid, you care too much about people
Shut the **** up please, you and OCD are evil
We bring you back to reality, make you see things you don’t see
I’m not getting high again, I’m not getting the Peace-Tea

You don’t need a therapist, just keep being numb
You made me ashamed of where I came from
They laughed at you for your old skin color, didn’t they
Wish I could shut you up, wish there was a way
You used to talk to me every night when your heart was hurting
You make me ******* suicidal, stop flirting
Like how you did with death multiple times, once with the rope and now with the pills
They care about me okay, I know that **** I told them gave them chills

Why can’t you leave my head alone
Bought to ******* up and leave you red and blue, maybe break a bone
Oh please not this **** again, you ****** up my mind enough
Not just me but that girl also made it rough
I still have the scar from her, you guys ****** up my feelings
Yeah we did and you were almost hanging from the ceiling
The numb feeling is wearing off, almost cried in front of them
You think they give a ****, your not a rare gem

You know our family cares about us, they don’t hate us
Oh please remember the last time you tried to talk to them and what did y’all discuss
Please they never dealt with anybody with my type of mind, it’s their first time
Nah if they could they would sell you, actually nah you ain’t worth a dime
You don’t believe any compliment we get, we have no vanity
Have you not looked at the mirror, your hideous, honestly what’s this insanity
Come on they seemed really nice, maybe they were into us though
We are going to get in the way and you already know

Take a seat, you look tired
Did you hear what she said she liked our smile, she admired
Don’t trust them remember what happened last time
Please shut the **** up, I’m trying to think of a rhyme