"Should have known it was contagious like a sickness.
But I'm not sure if I want the vaccination for this.
Do I suffer from it like Hell? Do I try to rid it and get well?
All it took was a inhale of scent. Paralyzed.
All it took was a taste. Sterilized.
All it did was drop me to the floor. Flatlined.
All I did was beg for more after I would die..
Infected High. "

" Haunted by ghosts of times supposedly forgotten. The damages done have left the inside broken. The will to go on is too strong for the fuel is rage and hate..I would change but the pain is far too great. It comes back in waves..that means it's too late.

Father of Hell
Mother of Heaven
When will it come? My time to be forgiven  
I am your loves resulting abomination  
A demon seeking angelic redemption  

Surrounded by people but always alone the time to me in solitude is my only favorite road. I fight the enemy within, the Beast looking back in the mirror. He is my ending..the answers have never been more clearer. Words of people being present are unpromising fables but if someone showed action..inside my walls accessible?..they might, possibly, be really able..

Father of Hell
Mother of Heaven
When will it come?
My time to be forgiven  
I am your loves resulting abomination  
A demon seeking angelic redemption  

Though I know there is evil and hate unstable inside, I stay and fight while I run for somewhere to hide. These inner demons prove that I am meant for Hell..but I wish to do good for this world..and my best I shall give..I shall prevail!

Father of Hell  
Mother of Heaven  
When will it come?  
My time to be forgiven    
I am your loves resulting abomination  
A demon seeking angelic redemption “