LucidLucy

LucidLucy Oct 2016

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Tendencies.
And what if analogies.

LucidLucy Oct 2016

writing at 2 AM is making sure you are still on my mind.
i try to get these hands prepared for the daily grind.

the worst thing about healing
is whenever I am not doing anything,
I have trouble sleeping.

and yeah if someone asks,
I'm happiest during days of overlapping tasks.

but still time won't allow me to win.
so most days I try to heal by standing still.

welcoming random thoughts before dozing

LucidLucy Oct 2016

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I only keep three message history on my phone:
my parents.
my brother.
and that last conversation we had months ago.

#hope #healing

LucidLucy Oct 2016

one day. one day.

And there, she kept knocking.
Friends she kept chasing.
Love she's always hoping.

Embrace that she dyingly longs for.
Never came in and return the favor.

Her sadness is her earring.
Her feelings she kept on burying.

One day she'll burst out.
To the wrong person.
At an untimely moment.

her sadness that she never lets out that door.

#sadness

LucidLucy Oct 2016

success or whatever

It will always be sad seeing yourself going through things alone.

#blank

LucidLucy Oct 2016

then came in Adulthood

I missed the old hippie that always gives high fives to everybody.
The kid that always hangs out for free coffee.
The geek that reads books in bookshops until closing.
The dreamer that never stopped dreaming.
The artist that never stopped at life no matter what **** comes in.
Today I missed the old self that I was once in.

Gradually been overtaking bigger challenges in life. Going through one of the longest commitment as being human. I used to be young and fun. Can't fully believe that I' fall for life's tiny hacks into turning me as a boring version of my cool self.

#life #bills #*****

LucidLucy Oct 2016

Miss Independent

To say you are okay is a total understatement.
When you are living in solitary confinement.
Is this really how it should feel?
Empty.
Hallow.
And just going through the reel?

But being alone does not automatically meant depression.
Sometimes it just appears the same when you've been through it for the longest season.

single as ****

#depression #dude