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LucidLucy Oct 2016
First, fill up with water the empty cup.
Love yourself and take a little bit more nap.

Get some coffee and a bit of sugar too.
Reach out to friends and family whom you have unknowingly told to "shoo!"

Mix some creamer if you like.
Maybe a little milk will make the bitter coffee hide.
Take a stranger or a friend a bit serously.
Who know's their intentions might vary differently.

Serve while hot and enjoy.
Take time and realize that Love is not a toy.
Coffee is for us to enjoy.
LucidLucy Oct 2016
Today I heard Hope.

Hope that letting you go is okay.
That probably we'll meet again someday.
That not knowing what fully happened is totally fine.
Because probably God had better things defined.

Oh, what I'll do to hold those hands again.
See that smile on your cheek.
Or the way your eye shines when I try to act smart and make you squeak.
Babe, what happened between us I can't fully recall.
Maybe that's my heart responding to a broken call.
Or maybe my mind had played tricks on me.
And does not want the good memories to leave me.

Anyhow I'm moving on.

As I turn I carry this hope.
No grudges, no faults.
No bad things in the past nor the good stuff I still anticipate.
As I sleep tonight I'll erase them all like a day's waste.

As I rise in the morning I know I'll smile.
Because for months I forgot how it's been to wake up weightless and happy at the same time.

Best of life to both of us.
Again, I loved you but I will no longer be dwelling in the past.
to God who gave me hope in knowing that better things are yet to come.

to finally letting go of the past.

to cheering for the future.
LucidLucy Oct 2016
I like you and I think I was quite clear about it.
Either you're too bright or too numb that all this time you've ignored it.
I was like a dog chasing after a ball.
Oh right I remember, I literally chased you one Christmas down that hall.

You're way too good looking to be mine.
But every time we talked, I knew no girl can level with you the way I can.
Dude, I'm so proud that you are now following your call.
I on the other hand think am going down straight for that fall.

Your success is my happiness my Love.
But right now let me deal with my sadness while we each achieve success on our time apart.
LucidLucy Oct 2016
Weekends are supposed to be great
and weekdays a sore.
But lately I find my work a good chore.
For all the late weekend nights that we had, to all the bad coffee we always grab.
I want to forget how good those conversations made me feel.
Cause now every weekend I feel very ill.
And I so look forward to sleeping dead tired over a day's hardwork.
For forgetting you, me and the memories that always lurk.
LucidLucy Oct 2016
And once again I say goodnight,
to the two pillows that will hug me tonight.
LucidLucy Oct 2016
I think of you and her.
you that was always late.
her that left me in a dying state.
you that I'm still waiting to come.
her that left me scarred and so undone.
I wish pain would just easily subside.
And that you would just come and easily replace her side.

— The End —