Submit your work, meet writers and drop the ads. Become a member
 
Justin S Wampler Mar 2016
Yuh boozey faced and sittin pretty on summat.
Justin S Wampler Mar 2016
The bane of intelligence
curses those born with it.
I've become committed
to refining my ignorance.
Honing my bliss to a keen
edge that I press to my forearm.
The genocide of my brain cells
has been ongoing for years,
and I've embraced my fears,
becoming too frightened
of change to ever try.
The ***** cleanses my mind,
wiping it smooth.
I just stay inside.
I just stay inside,
figuring out
how to smile.
Feb 2016 · 867
Winds of change
Justin S Wampler Feb 2016
The blustery winter sky sighs her name,
and my eyes pulse with the beat of the rain.
I can't help but ponder 'what if'
we hadn't been so **** selfish,
and I've grown so **** tired instead
from being so **** stuck in my head.

But my head
just ain't what it used to be,
then again
what's the point anyway.
Feb 2016 · 340
Sand in my eyes
Justin S Wampler Feb 2016
I want to be sunburnt.
I like peeling off my dead skin
and ******* in the ocean.
Feb 2016 · 631
ICU there.
Justin S Wampler Feb 2016
Don't leave please.
We all love you so much.

We're all so thankful
for the love you've given us.
I love you mom.
Feb 2016 · 400
Let's go get fucked up
Justin S Wampler Feb 2016
I only like you when your drunk
so save me for later.
Because I don't really care about you
I just care how much you care about me.
So sail with me, are you seaworthy?
Seven shots of brandy,
seven beers,
try and keep up, okay?
Jan 2016 · 748
My first lucid dream
Justin S Wampler Jan 2016
I saw someone I knew from high school
as I was walking into the bar.
He was doing shots with some other guy
in a corner booth on the other end of the room.
so I strode over and made myself at home
showing them both how to really drink.

Then I recognized a few of the girls they were with,
well one in particular, and that was all that mattered.
The instant I recognized her I knew it was a dream.
I knew that it couldn't be real.
She was pretty, but I didn't talk to her right away,
I had my fair share of ***** until everyone wanted
to take the party back to someone's house.

I saw her glancing my way,
and vaguely realized I was making her glance.
Making her steal quick looks at me among the crowd.
Making her smile at me.

When I convinced myself of this I walked over to her
and made nonsensical small talk as we walked out of the party.

She took me to her apartment, filled with cats.

She started to cry, inexplicably, and I folded her up into my arms.

And I flew us into the sky, slowly floating between buildings and trees.

"Why does this have to be a dream?" She whispered in my ear.
And I chuckled quietly.

Because I knew it was actually me saying it.
**** dreams
Jan 2016 · 350
Wasting wasted time
Justin S Wampler Jan 2016
The clock's too slow
and I'm hungry.
Only two hours until
I can hit the bar.
Maybe I'll get a
****** mary.
Maybe I'll get
three shots.
Jan 2016 · 579
I miss you, Medusa.
Justin S Wampler Jan 2016
A statue of a man
gazing down upon his empty hands
is all that's left of me.
Dec 2015 · 1.0k
yuh?
Justin S Wampler Dec 2015
What are these words?
What are words at all?
Am I expressing?
Am I conveying an ideal?
I don't think I'm using words right.
I think I'm writing wrong.
Dec 2015 · 363
I used to love you.
Justin S Wampler Dec 2015
The pressure of this lust
pressing against the backs of my eyeballs
is driving me to tears.

I shake and sweat,
filled with doubt and with regret,
god, my head is pounding.

**I want to ******* to death.
Dec 2015 · 356
damnation
Justin S Wampler Dec 2015
It's too late to stop now,
and far too early to start over.
Nov 2015 · 549
Saying Goodbye
Justin S Wampler Nov 2015
That's okay, man.
I understand.

Have a good time.
Nov 2015 · 760
let our voices echo
Justin S Wampler Nov 2015
Sing in bed with me,
deep beneath the sheets.
Nov 2015 · 623
Circles are pointless.
Justin S Wampler Nov 2015
Again we've come 'round, baby,
living in this dead end town.
When I stop to think about
the days gone by,
it makes me resent
all the decisions
that I was too afraid to make,
and all the time we've wasted
not ******* the nights away
or robbing banks together
or traveling the world
or going to plays
or just loving each other.

I resent all this wasted time
spent alone, baby..

But, maybe if we did end up together
you'd turn out to be
a real numb ****,
and I'd be longing
to be alone.

I'll never know.
Nov 2015 · 411
yuh
Justin S Wampler Nov 2015
yuh
Twenty-six is meaningless,
for at least two years.
I'm too busy living in the past
to endorse future fears.
Nov 2015 · 1.1k
Have A Terrible Evening
Justin S Wampler Nov 2015
The hate is killing me.

These cigarettes hate you.
This beer hates you.
These shots of brandy hate you.
The blunt hates you.

But I swear I still love you.
Nov 2015 · 680
Won't you?
Justin S Wampler Nov 2015
Strip enough lights from our lives
and you'll find that we're all blind.

Feeling along walls,
and stubbing our toes
in the long darkness.

Be my light, my Polaris,
be my full moon in the night,
and save me from myself.

Save me from this begotten hell
that we've so carefully crafted
within our own hearts and minds.
Justin S Wampler Nov 2015
Breaking news?
We all just need a new break,
or maybe just a breakthrough
during a therapy session running late.

Although,
what do I know?
Other than the weather
looks nice for next week.

Maybe not knowing
would make it great,
a surprise would be welcome
in this day and age.
Nov 2015 · 379
Hey,
Justin S Wampler Nov 2015
are you dead too?
Nov 2015 · 310
jilted truths
Nov 2015 · 463
violet eyes
Justin S Wampler Nov 2015
It's calm, almost subdued in a way.
The park calms my qualms,
as leaves fall.
I see her walking,
face illuminated by the screen
of the phone in her spindly fingers.

I stare at her fingers
and close my eyes.

I feel their touch with my mind.
Then she's gone,
and the bench beneath me
and the clouds above me
and the air around me
are tangible again.

She's gone,
and I don't even know
the color of her eyes.

Just the blue-grey tint
of the future I live in.
Nov 2015 · 469
Heavier than a dying sun.
Justin S Wampler Nov 2015
It calls and sighs,
whispers my name,
and I am drawn to it
over and over again.

Like a fly
to incandescent lights.

Or a pile of
rotting garbage.
Oct 2015 · 873
Rusted Fingernail
Justin S Wampler Oct 2015
Idealistic and idea-less,
basking in ignorant bliss,
I choke on the words
stuck in my esophagus,
whilst taking a long ****
onto your sarcophagus.

Dead and gone for
far too long,
I long to be gone of you
and your silent song
that plays endlessly on
and on and on.
Oct 2015 · 946
Falling Puppies
Justin S Wampler Oct 2015
She whispered that she liked the feel
of rough hands in bed,
so I gave up going to college
and became a stone mason instead.

I know I didn't expect much,
except I didn't know much
about who or how.

But with callused skin
and a bed full of sin,
boy do I miss it now.
Oct 2015 · 498
back in black and blue
Justin S Wampler Oct 2015
I can't figure out
what writes these words,
is it my hands
or is it the keyboard?
Oct 2015 · 443
Sweaty Shirt
Justin S Wampler Oct 2015
I like violins
but it depends
on whether
or not they
end my
sentences.
Sep 2015 · 311
Sometimes
Justin S Wampler Sep 2015
Sometimes it's better
to be nice
than to be right.
Sep 2015 · 344
Fellow
Justin S Wampler Sep 2015
Beautiful boy Bruce
is all black and blue.
His mind gets loose
and is held by glue.
Sep 2015 · 257
Untitled
Justin S Wampler Sep 2015
******* all,
constant readers.
Sep 2015 · 924
Preserves
Justin S Wampler Sep 2015
I've been collecting
all the butterflies you give me
in a big mason jar
that I keep beside
the overflowing bottle
where all my emotions are

And sometimes
when that bottle bursts
and pain just floods me
I open up that jar
where my butterflies are
and I set them free
Sep 2015 · 442
Empty Bottle Syndrome
Justin S Wampler Sep 2015
HAHAHAHAAH
you ******* scumbags and scrublords
think you actually know something

and it's cute
god, you're all so ******* cute
HAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Sep 2015 · 503
Forget Me Knot
Justin S Wampler Sep 2015
Be my escape,
please don't fray.

The night,
the day,
time leaves me behind.

Over and over
again.
Justin S Wampler Sep 2015
Blue twirls and twine,
exhaled temporary halos
give us sanctity
in the din and the dark
of this ***** night.
Justin S Wampler Sep 2015
Let's get lost together,
you can lead me on.
I don't know where to go anyway,
I'll happily tag along.
Call me your sad puppy,
or don't call me at all.
You can lead me on.

I found myself
in this repeating song
of when we were right
and when we were wrong
but I never complained,
or doubted your love,
I just led you on.

So baby it's your turn,
now that I need you
you can lead me on.

I just hope it doesn't burn
because I can't leave you
when you're already gone.
Sep 2015 · 417
Iron Deficiency
Justin S Wampler Sep 2015
Through this acting
day in and out
like organic rust
without doubt
we grow smaller
and invasive
covering those
that we love
with covet for
those we hate.
Aug 2015 · 456
Pictures and words
Justin S Wampler Aug 2015
I don't love you,
goodnight.
Justin S Wampler Aug 2015
My tongue thought it was love,
but my heart knew better.

And my mind was suffocating
due to lack of blood.
Aug 2015 · 262
lady
Justin S Wampler Aug 2015
hands-down
She was the first love
I have ever had

and Her face
still comes to me
in my dreams.
Aug 2015 · 604
beer like water
Justin S Wampler Aug 2015
i lose track of time
and loosen that doubt of mine
beginning with a sip
and ending up gulping
every last drip
from countless cans
Aug 2015 · 555
lead pills
Justin S Wampler Aug 2015
With a steaming gasp of passion
I listen to his name fall from her lips.
The creaking behind the door,
god, the creaking.
The rhythmic slapping,
an applause to my final act.

The weight conforms to my grip,
the weight of life and death,
and I release the magazine
to study and admire the lead pills,
all in a neat little row.

Each one of them carries her sentence,
and his sentence,
ready to write history in blood,
punctuating each line
with a bullet hole.
Aug 2015 · 646
numbers
Justin S Wampler Aug 2015
Three shots and I'm free.
Five cigarettes filled with regret.
Two miles home.
Three more hours of being awake,
then comes time for dreams.
Aug 2015 · 396
Poets
Justin S Wampler Aug 2015
Tongues tied and covered in ink,
choking on the ashes of thought.

Mindfires burning eternally
so we all write it all out.
Aug 2015 · 431
Section C
Justin S Wampler Aug 2015
Out of the womb suicidal,
fashioned a noose before I was born
and came out hanging from the umbilical cord.
Justin S Wampler Aug 2015
The dawn broke quietly through the last of the night,
and he rose with the sun.
As the morning light shown red and orange on the ceiling
he opened his eyes to the day's first flame.

Scott stirred, feeling the last of his dreams leave him to wake,
and felt a subtle yet prominent throb in the back of his head.
He felt the shape of her body curled into a ball beside him,
and briefly basked in the cumulative warmth they generated.
Turning away from her with a yawn he reached for the bottle
on the end table beside him, fumbling in the dwindling darkness.
The brandy was warm but still undeniably brandy as he brought it
to his lips and bit himself off a good swallow, grimacing.
He stood then, and strode to the window. The orange glow
from the rising sun contracted his irises and expanded his pores.

He felt whole. He was real here. He knew she was real too,
and that knowledge left him deeply satisfied as he turned to
explore her sleeping body with his eyes.


She heard him wake and take a gulp of that foul liquor he drank
twenty-four hours a day, recalling memories of his breath on her
from the night before. It wasn't that she was angry at his appetite
for *****, just sometimes it frightened her. She soulfully believed
he had a brilliant mind and just wished he would use it someway
other than a sponge for liquor. It was pity, she felt bad for him, and
a part of her thought that he knew it, and he fed off of that pity.
With this thought she turned and opened her eyes to the sunshine
pouring through the bay window at the foot of the bed, and saw his silhouette turn and meet her gaze at the same instant. For a moment
they just looked, pondering each other's doubts and certainties in a
way that made everything else in the room seem to fade out of existence.

He was surprised to see her looking at him in the earliest hours of
the day, she tended to enjoy sleeping in so he always considered
these moments of waking his own. Standing before the window,
and the rising sun shining through it, his shadow was cast perfectly
across her body if he were on top of her. At that thought a quiet
stirring of heat and primal instinct passed over his body and mind
and he smiled at her laying in his shadow, letting his eyes roll easily
over the hills and valleys of her naked body, further fanning the flame
in his *****. She smiled back at him and sighed, feeling the heat herself.

She saw him step forward and out of the light, and was briefly blinded
as his shadow moved from between the sun and her still sleep-ridden
eyes. Wincing and shielding her face from the sun with her hand, she
closed her eyes to the light and before she could open them again she felt his touch on her neck and on her outstretched hand as he brought
her face up to meet his. Lips full of static electricity touched her own
with a shock and she jolted, fully awake, and opened her eyes in surprise. When she saw the same expression mirrored on his face they
both laughed heartily into the long silence of the morning, breathing deeply in giant, hitching, breaths. Sighing and regaining his composure
he lay back down beside her and felt her curl up against him, almost
automatically at this point.

He played with her hair and she touched
his chest, feeling his heartbeat in rhythm with hers.

Comfort, she thought.
Comfort can be so dangerous.
Comfort is a double edged sword.

Brandy, he thought.
Brandy can be so delicious.
Brandy... I need to buy more.
Aug 2015 · 875
Lethargically Inclined
Justin S Wampler Aug 2015
I'll be the slumpy man
caught on the clotheslines in the wind
strung out on powerlines
graced by the company of crows
and the circling buzzards
all hungry for my eyeballs

I'll be the slumpy man
hung over the sofa
draped across recliners
trying to dry out
before my braincells die out
trying to stay awake and sober
Aug 2015 · 253
Untitled
Justin S Wampler Aug 2015
a line
in a circle
in a triangle
on her skin

and the kind of pink
that makes me want to sin
Aug 2015 · 298
Untitled
Justin S Wampler Aug 2015
why o why
is it so hard to find
a woman who hates me
and wouldn't mind
if I we're drunk
and incoherent

why can't i find
someone to be miserable with
Aug 2015 · 1.5k
lust for the librarian
Justin S Wampler Aug 2015
Broken lips, I smile inwardly,
watching you amongst the books.
Wanting you.

Internally, I ridicule my fascination for you,
I mock my lust.
I see the other men just like me.
I see them everywhere, all wanting you.
I hate relating to them.
I hate wanting you.

You posses a designer desire,
like ******* you is all the rage.

Everyday we all see your face
in every newsstand, on every front page,
but only because we all look.
Only because we all want.

And it's me crawling in the dirt like a worm,
it's me licking the doorknobs of every bar in town,
shoving fistfuls of knotted hair down my own throat
from every shower drain in every filthy run down
apartment complex covering this ******* city.

And it's me still wanting you,
sick with the want,
driven mad with the want,
dying wanting.

Poor from the late fees
for books I just can't
bring myself to return.
Aug 2015 · 656
Change
Justin S Wampler Aug 2015
Saying goodbye was only the beginning
of a whole new world of hellos.
Next page