Sitting in the light
Craving for the dark
Hoping just to hide
All the feelings in my heart
Push them down a little farther
Till just the tips you see
But just wait until the suns up
All the ******* breaking free
It feels like there’s glass between us
Filled with pictures of our past
And the only way I see you
Is through the time I saw you last
It’s like a room that’s full of mirrors
Full of shadows and of doubt
Never seeing what you want to
Never truly getting out
Glancing at the moon
Feeling so alone
Watching all the clouds
Not an empty room
All I want is to be wanted
All I feel is just no feeling
Is the grass really that much greener
Or is there any point in seeing
A giggle in my heart
A stabbing in my mind
Can’t even explain my soul
What more is there to find
Blast the music louder
Cry a little harder
Hold me a little tighter
Never let me go
The more I watch you dance
The more I wanna cry
Two more things I wish I had
Two more and no more lies
this was a poem i wrote years ago... but still hits home