How did you think I would feel
Throw me aside again
How did you think I would feel
I won't let you hurt me again now
I'm nothing to you I can see
Just walk away from me
I'm torn apart I can't believe
You'd stand and watch me bleed
She was the one thing I believed
That I needed to hold
Still I can smell her hear her breath
Feel her body beside me
How long I've waited for you
To come back to hold me
What should I do?
When I feel so lonely
How could you do this to me
Betrayed by my closest friend
How could you do this to me
I won't let you hurt me again now
I'm nothing to you I can see

I dress myself in black
So my darkness last
I flee the light but without the sun
Your view of me would be gone
I can see my damage
I try to be benign
I'm just a broken miracle now
I don' feel like I am real
But I know its all imaginary
Are they real?
And do they feel?
Is all the pain just inside my head?
Its all inside my head
They're all inside my head
I see them always but their inside my head
You see me now
Don't cry when I'm gone
I see my opportunity
But they won't let me get away
They're all inside my head

Luck is lost in my life
The only will to live has died
I failed
Nothing more matters to me
All hope is finally gone
I've failed......I've failed so hard
Now I cross the gates of the graveyard
Directed by the grey funeral fog
I follow the mournful congregation
The rain begins
The rain out of my eyes
Drowned in a million tears
A hole with a casket
Slowly filled with the miry soil
Tortured by the loss
All these memories
My head explodes
All I gave
All I gave for YOU
All I've done
All I said
I said for YOU
You are the one I will miss forever
Your feelings have died
Nothing holds me alive now
Not any more

I'm still holding on
These thoughts make my brain tick like a bomb
Deaths coming to get me
These sweet yet bitter words
I sing along to them like a mocking bird
I look so strong
But yet so delicate
I'm coming undone
These words are beginning to suffocate
I thought my demons were my friends
Now they're coming to get me
The tigger is between my eyes
I'm coming undone
It's too late
I look so strong yet so delicate
I'm trying to hold it together
But its not getting better

I scream, I've been conquered from within
They're consuming everything
It's nothing but shame and failure
I don't know what to do, save me
I cannot call out Ive been stricken, traitor
Theres a light I can see
I must crawl, I cannot start later
We will not be lost
We'll count the cost
We will stay connected
Were heading in strong
We won't be wrong
We cannot be separated
Lets take all this doubt
Lets cast it out
We are going stay connected

I have nobody to call my own
She was the one girl who stayed on my side
I'm trying to figure out what I did wrong
Ever since you left me
My life came crashing
Out of all them problems you stuck up
Still by my side
When my heart broke, I've been lonely
I can't believe you just walked about my life
There ain't nobody I'd rather see
There ain't nobody I'd rather be
You kept me happy
I just want to work it out
Nothing will be fixed
No matter how loud I shout
Now that your gone I have no reason
No reason to walk about

There's an evil feeling, ready to attack
My body's shaking, theres no turning back
Don't blame me, my world is turning black
Your in my head
Your in my heart
You were told to run away
Turn your back, I feel the pain
I was told to stay away
Those two words I can't obey
My heart is shredding as we say goodbye
I've been left crying and screaming your name
They keep telling me to stay away
You can't leave, I feel the pain