Jay Dee

Jay Dee Jun 2016

Some days I walk high..
My head in the sky.
Others, I am low
Endless tears I cry.
Sometimes I am loud, oh so proud.
Others I am dying inside a crowd.
There are days where my eyes hold a happy gaze.
Others..I find me in an everlasting maze.
Searching for happy. Looking for content.
Counting time wasted and spent.
But its not over in the search I will find.
Whats truly mine. How to be happy. Why must I show how I am so kind?
Why is it so I need the proof?
Maybe its because...
How I wish you really knew...
Days like this my date of birth I rue.

-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016

#Thoughts

Jay Dee Jun 2016

Love III

Is she getting the best of you?
Have you gave her all of you?
The world is spinning but, I'm not moving.
I'm still burried here where you left me.
Your legs are walking but, your feet are lagging.
Still the shovel dragging.

You and I, beautiful in the night like fireflies.
She is there but, you're still lonely because
You can't give her all of you.
I can see it in your eyes.

He's just here so I can pretend that I moved on.
But probably not for long.
In my sleep your name he hears me cry.
We are not dead, but we are not alive.
With no me
You are empty.
With us apart.
I have no heart.

No. I dont think we ever really moved on.
No. I don't think we can love from a far.

How's that even possible when you are empty?
How can I do that?
With no heart.

-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016

Love
Sometimes its deeper than we know.

Jun 2016

The Lunchtime Poet

Father

You were there
from day one
You are my father
I am your son

First taught me to walk.
Then taught me to run
You are my father
I am your son

Fished with me
in the hot summer sun
You are my father
I am your son

Gladly accepted
each girls heart I won
You are my father
I am your son

Taught me to drive
that stick it was fun
You are my father
I am your son

Saw me off to the army
my adult life begun
You are my father
I am your son

Now I am married
perhaps a grandson
You are my father
I am your son

The angels came calling
your time here is done
You are my father
I am your son

I really miss you
this grief weighs a ton
You are my father
I am your son

You'll always be my father
now I've become one
I am the father
I have a son

Jay Dee Jun 2016

Heavy

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My heart is
HEAVY.
I thought I was but I guess I wasnt
READY.
Im tryin' to keep it cool.
Keep it.
STEADY.

But its slippin'.
It's slidin'.
Im tryin to hold my grip and.

I can't.

It's too.
Wayyyyy too.
Unbearable.
Uncontrollable.
Untamed.

It's just too heavy.

-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016

Thoughts in my dangerous mind.

Jun 2016

SøułSurvivør

my tears

will
be
kept

yes

every
one
wept

throughout
all
my
trials

they're
stored
in
gold
vials

when
I
get
to
heaven

seven
trillion
and
seven

flasks
I
will
find

my
tears
will
unwind

they
will
be
found

to
be
as
a

☆☆☆☆☆
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crown

SoulSurvivor
(C) 6/16/2016

I didn't have a good day today.
The transportation to my graduation
got fouled up. I was unable to go.
My family weren't able to go either.

Life is dealing me a bad hand right now.
But I'm not going to let it get me down.
I'm going to talk to some folks.
I'm going to try to get on the site tonight too. It will help me get my mind off my troubles.

I know all this is transitory.
GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME!

#love #sad #life #god #tears #jesus #crown #survivor

Jay Dee Jun 2016

I Got You.

No. I have no terror I will avenge you.
You say karma will but I'm not waitin' on it. Besides I'm not afriad to.

You were my eyes when the fog I couldn't see through.
Tell me now. And tell me the the whole truth. Did he harm you?

No. I've never been here before. But you I will do it for. If I don't stop him he will try and do it more.

Ohhhh. Ohhhhh. Ohhhhh.
Noooo. Noooooo. Nooooo.
No. He won't do it no more.

My sweet friend. I promise he wont
do it again.

My pleasure was inside his pain. I took retaliation in your name.

I'm the champion. I'm your defender. I will be your watcher...your preserver.
It was easy. ***** threw his hands up. Tried to surrender. But that didn't work...was already over.

You said that he harmed you.
Ohhhh. Noooo. Noooooooooo.
He won't do it no more.

-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016

Goes good with sick guitar playing.
When someone you love needs help.