My parents are...
Ok
Annoying
Strict
Loving
Kind
The best they can be

But sometimes it is not enough
Sometimes I need my friends

My friends are...
Ok
Annoying
Controling
Loving
Loyal
The best they can be

But sometimes it is not enough
Sometimes I need my siblings

My siblings are...
Ok
Annoying
Jerks
Loving
Loyal
The best they can be

But sometimes it is too much
Sometimes I need my space

Watching stars on the rooftop when you stop breathing
Your body starts turning blue
My heart feels like it's bleeding
Having no clue what to do

now our party of two
is a party for one
But i'm always missing you
but i guess this is the end of our fun

Now I'm sitting here
Crying in this black dress
theres to much pain to endear
as they talk about your success

as the words you said
run trough my mind over and over again
You were my toy
but I could be the boy you adore

But know your gone
And this is not a song
No its not a summery
But a memory

Will there ever be a sound of laughter in my mouth again?

Will I ever have a reason to smile?

Will this pain vanished one day?

And will my story change from bitterness to sweetness?

solitude is chosen
loneliness is not

Shut up and accept your fate
Quit whining about your lot in life
You were dealt the hand, now play it
Bluff or fold, make a choice or it makes you
There is nothing you can do to change the fact
You were born this way