I’m crying everyday
And I’m so happy :)

Oh, I’m so numb since you left me.
I can’t feel, I’ve been in the empty,
Protecting my heart for so long.
But I’m not feeling strong.

you called me your sunshine,
but my solar rays brought heat waves
you weren’t ready for

I used the word love pretty loosely
I barely know just what it means
But I know you want to lose me
So I guess I’ll let it be

How can I give you what you need,
If I must take parts of me
To make you happy?

I drop fragments of my gem
As I drop pieces of clothing
to please.

You or I, I cannot tell.

Your wants and my wants have become one in the same.

No differentiation.

I feel small in your world,
so I take a step back into mine
only to realize you consume all my world
And all my space
And all my time
And all my mind.

The sickeningly sweet kiss of death softens the bitter blows of life
Happiness slips into unbridled joy
Your touch remains ingrained in my brain indefinitely
Love flows freely to all I see

You missed the train today it seems
You seem to miss a lot of things
The way his eyes rolled side to side
That killer smile miles wide
The way the waves caress the shore
Leave you wanting so much more
But more does not exist for you
He’s gone for good this much is true