Meadow: Favorites

my lungs burn

heart ripped from my chest
love ripped from my heart

things look different,
through these tear stained eyes

a meadow of flowers
that we used to run through,
is now a wasteland of dying flowers

and a gentle hand once reaching out to me,
is now an angry claw,
ready to claim me as it’s own

as I was once love’s own
with you

Dec 2020 Meadow

april

Dec 2020 Meadow

youcancallmesierra

april

i said

what if i kissed you right now
kinda missed seeing you around
with each wrist pinned down
there's no where to fall but to the ground
and man is the descent soft
you infiltrate my thoughts
so used to saying stop
weird to rather not
strange to not turn away
unfamiliar but a trusting face
with every shadow i touch and trace
i'm more deluded than yesterday

Dec 2020 Meadow

to someone i haven’t written about in a very long time

Dec 2020 Meadow

callie joseph

to someone i haven’t written about in a very long time

maybe i still miss you
maybe i could have fought harder
maybe i loved the way that you
said i was smarter
yeah you could have killed me
at least i’d be your martyr
but now i fall asleep
wishing you could have had her

should i text you tonight?

Dec 2020 Meadow

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Dec 2020 Meadow

Caitlyn Emilie

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I hate people so much, yet one of my biggest fears is being alone.

#sadness #depression #loneliness #mental #illness