******
(noun)
1. any undesirable or troublesome plant, especially one that grows profusely where it is not wanted
2. a cigarette
3. ungainly person or animal

the weeds in the garden,
though sometimes unwanted,
sprout from the dirt yet full of life,
little in worth, yet lovely.

the weeds that we smoke,
dangerous to our health,
tasting bittersweet like memories
yet brings us short-lived ecstasy.

the **** of my life,
he was nothing but trouble
that brought about mirth
in my too-perfect garden;
he frustrated the people
who tended to me,
growing back into my life
every time they plucked him out.

unwanted but lovely.
dangerous but lively.
he was my whole definition of ****.

The morning sun rays don't awake me with tender kisses
They curse and spit before slapping against my eyes
I procrastinate breathing in deep air before I finally let
The tiny razor blades speed into my nostrils
I try not to contemplate my bed of daggers
As I cut my feet through the harsh blades of cold floor
"It is a good morning" I whisper and let the rest of the war begin

I am one knight that creates a whole army,
I am the sword and the vein it cuts through,
I am the blood that gushes out,
I am the soul that flee from the body which I am,
I am lifeless and very much alive,
I am victory and loss, pride and shame,
I am the horse and the saddle,
The cradle that carries the baby which I am,
I am a mother and her joy,
The grief of previous miscarriages,
I am a broken engagement,
I am a dead couple,
I am an empty space and the crowded matter it contains,
I am uselessly important,
I am something nothing can change,
**I AM DESTINY