Haesel

Haesel Oct 2018

...

Its not fair
you moved on and I didn't get to
seeing you flaunt her in my face
I know everything we were your now with her

Haesel Oct 2018

Untitled

shower me with your positivity

#love

Haesel Mar 2018

We

We had one special moment
We were foolish to think it could of been anything more
We should of left each other alone after that night
We tried to force it but it was simply lust not love
You looked good
I looked good
But we would never look good together

#looks #him #alone

Haesel Mar 2018

How

How do you expect him
To care about you
If you don't even care about
Yourself
How do you expect him
To love you
If you don't even love
Yourself

Longing for that feeling from someone else when I don't even feel that way about myself

#self #him #love

Haesel Feb 2018

Him

All I think about is you
But you can't see me standing here
Could you learn to love me again
Don't pretend we never happened
Every where I go reminds me of you
Forgive me Please
Give me one chance to prove to you I've changed
How could you cut me off with no warning
I could still love you for a life time
Just know she'll never be as good as me
Klingy some might say
Love hurts worse than I can explain
My head is spinning
No one can take your place
Only you its only ever been you
Please Please
Questions have been left unanswered
Remembering all those nights we spent
Still can't forget your smile
Tell me how can you leave me in such pain
Understand where I'm coming from
Various images of you and I
Without you I'm lost
Xoxo
You were the love of my life
Zero conection

#him #love

Haesel Feb 2018

You

You are a wonderful person
You always find a way to make me smile
The way your eyes light up when you talk about your passions
To that soft smile you always wear
The way you express your inner thoughts and feelings, too deep for most to understand
you Drive me wild

To my love

#smile #wild

Haesel Feb 2018

Inside my head

I know I couldn't do that to them or you
It's just every thing is tearring me up from the inside out
Everyday it gets harder and harder to stay
Trying to pretend like everything's okay
It's making it hard to stay
My heart is heavy and all these things I've kept inside
Is catching up to me
Three years of avoiding talking about my problems and keeping sh*t inside my head
Makes me want to try new things instead
Alcohol Pills smoking a spliff to get high
Made things 100x worse

A little something I wrote when I was in a dark place im so glad I'm no longer in that state of mind count your blessings

#inmyhead #deepthoughts #alchol #pills

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