Deep down I Am a Different Person
-Miegrat Sammri

I talk a lot on the outside,
But deep down I have a lot of secrets,
The untold things I never wish to tell,
Many secrets that I keep to myself...

I smile a lot on the outside, even tho'
on the deep inside I've never done so,
Because deep within I am a different person,
A person whom you will never know...

I am nice to a lot of people on the outside,
But believe me,
I've murdered every single one of them on the inside,
A psychopath I am very deep within,
Very different than my outer being...

Partying and socialising is not my thing,
Neither is teamwork collaborating,
Lonely I am very deep within,
And alone I always wish to be...

The dark evil has conquered my mind,
And the goodwill refuges on the surface outside,
I do not tend to fight my evil within,
Because it's whom I've always been...

I am not my true self,
The person you see on the outside,
Because deep down I am a different person,
The Person you'd never wish to meet...

It's Raining Outside
-Miegrat Sammri

It's gloomy dark,
Clouds all marked,
With windy hustle,
And thundry bustle...

The sky grown pale,
Fragranced with estery smell,
And in the watery dale,
The paperboats go sail...

The weather bit wet,
But not even a single hate,
Wrapped in a blanket so warm,
Causing nobody no harm...

The lightning sparks,
Fill sky with larks,
And the rustling leaves,
Mark an important eve...

All signs of an event so main,
Welcome the drizzling rain,
The nature is so happy about,
Afterall, it's raining out...

Farewell
- Miegrat Sammri

Seven hours a complete waste,
In the classroom I sit,
Learning not and listening not,
In my dream world I get lost...

Nodding and dozing,
Off I go to sleep,
My eyes are open though,
I know those are,
But my mind, I'm not sure...

The sound of the bell,
Oh! So melodious it sounds,
The teacher exits and the panic relieves,
The joy after that has literally no bound...

Exams come and exams go,
The result day is what we fear,
The harsh scolding and the words promising,
To us, all those are just so dear...

Books are our sleeping pills,
And game period- the energy giver,
Teachers teach us how to believe,
But friends make us a believer...

Doing assignment is a mere procrastination,
The burden that we'll never forget,
Give us a month's time, give us a week's leave,
We'll have the work still undone...

Those were the days, those were the times,
I will always frame in mind,
Saying goodbye would not pain much,
If we promise to stay in touch...

Be a man you'd never been...
-Miegrat Sammri

When you believe that the sky above you is way too high
For you to even try
That's when all of your dreams go wry
And you sit there doin' nothin' but cry...
That's when you fail...

When you believe the ocean's too deep for even your tears to drown
That's when all your green faiths turn brown
and all you can do is frown...
That's when you are unworthy...

When you finally believe that the journey to the end of the world cannot be accomplished
And you let all your chances go amiss
That's when you let your future go lease
And let sorrowful nature give you a kiss...
That's when you are hopeless...

But amidst all your sorrows and sufferings and failures
If you still stand up each time
And let the life test you one more time
That's when you reach beyond the sky
That's when you touch the end of the bottomless ocean
And that's exactly when you get past the earth's grasp...

Then you start a new life
Full of hopes and full of dreams
All the faiths again turned green
That's when you rise to your full potential
To be a man you'd never been...

The Unknown Valley of Afterlife
-Miegrat Sammri

Deep down a dark valley
Unknown to any mankind
The home of devils, it is called
With the picture of hell in mind...

It's a loathing place, no doubt
But nobody questions why
Before heaven everyone must go there
As soon as they die...

All the sorrows are washed down there
Giving the sinful soul a fresh new life
The bones are rearranged, the flesh is remade
And the whole new body ripe...

That place is not the end, but a mere beginning
And yet every being fears it
The energy to remake, and the soul so far dead
It's where the life and death meet...

I write...
- Miegrat Sammri

I write
Hoping that someday my works get published,
Hoping that my hobbies turn into something amazing,
And thence I write to make my dreams come true...

I write
Not because I cannot speak,
But because I cannot speak as openly as I can write,
And thence I write to pour my heart open...

I write
Because it helps soothe my thoughts,
It helps keep my negativity away,
And thence I write to help myself...

I write
So that I can dwell upon what I write,
So that I can myself figure out what I think,
And thence I write to introspect myself...

I write
To put my old thoughts away,
And to gather some new thoughts around,
And thence I write to refresh my mind about...

I write
Because unlike humans,
Papers do not complain of what I have to say,
They keep listening to me patiently and yes, they get me,
And thence I write as that's the only thing I can do...

I write
Not because I can write good,
But to remind myself that at least I am trying,
I am doing something what others fear to do,
And thence I write to keep myself inspired...

I Have a Choice
-Miegrat Sammri

To take birth was not my choice,
But to die will now be mine,
To walk on this messed up planet was not my choice,
But the choice to leave this planet will be mine...

I have seen a lot,
I have suffered a lot,
All those I did without a choice,
But I have a choice...
I have a choice and now I will change...
I will change in such a way that I'll never be seen again,
Not on this planet,
Not on this universe,
Not on any corner of this dimensionless multiverse...

I don't want any help no more,
And that's my choice,
I don't want any advice no more,
Because I choose not to
And that's my choice and mine alone...

Every options ran out,
Every bright paths got closed away,
But the only option I still have my will on,
Is the last choice any one can possess...
The only choice that opened itself,
After all other choices ran out
Is the choice I choose...

I choose death over life,
I choose to die...
And die and die, and die again,
Until this choice too
Becomes no more of mine...

I loathe Humans
-Miegrat Sammri

With the horrid faces
Come the hypocritical races,
They are friend misled
By an enemy deeply seated...

Love they seem to give
But loving they are not,
Care they seem to take
But it's a trap, that leads to hate...

You'll be lied to
They'll make you think you'll gain,
By the passing nights, you'll know
your trust's s'posed to give you but endless pain...

There's a foe
You'll ultimately know,
That's ever ready to destruct you
With the slightest chance it gets
Swiftly it will act,
Quietly it will ****
And then all is gone,
All you ever had is lost...

Humans they are called
The race,
This race i hate the most...

Hard Reality
-Miegrat Sammri

A fully nourished lively kid,
A good appearance from outside,
Forget not tho that, that kid is,
As dead as void from inside...

Last Words
-Miegrat Sammri

Last words as you all might say,
The last wish I have none...
Soothing and relaxing pain,
and then all is gone...

Never Alone
-Miegrat Sammri

As invisible as you may be,
Your presence cannot be ignored,
As silent as you may stand,
Your voice cannot be scorned...

It matters not if you know 'em or not,
They may know you,
Being alone you may like,
But they're always there to comfort you...

There are people you may not care,
But they do care for you,
There are people you may not forgive,
But they have forgiven you...

Anger, rage, fight and forget,
It's the circle of life.
But realise, apologise, care and forgiveness,
Is the lesson of life...

Choose wise, choose good,
Be kind and live good,
For your choices will affect yourself,
As well as the people around you...

Miegrat Sammri
- मिग्र्याट स्याम्म्री

" बिर्सिन्छु होला तिमीहरुको नाम साथी,
  बिर्सिन्छु होला तिमीहरुको चेहरा,
  तर यो कहिल्यै नसम्झिनु साथीहरु,
  कि मैले साँच्चिनै बिर्सिएँ तिमीहरुलाई,
  किनभने, बिर्सिने छैन प्रिए साथीहरु ती रमाइला दिन,
  जुन मैले तिमीहरुसँग बिताएँ | "

English Translation:

Poem Name: Friends

I may forget your names, my friend,
I may forget your faces...
But do not interpret it the wrong way,
that I have really forgotten you,
Because, never will I forget those merry days,
which I spent with you...

Beloved Death
-Miegrat Sammri

Die if I shall,
Then no one shall cry,
For I never meant to live
And have achieved what I longed for…

Death is what I wanted,
From the day I was born,
For who wansta live,
In the crooked world that is sworn…

Day by day the only thing I wanta taste
Is the taste of death,
Matter not if that death
Is of cowardy or of brave…

So long have I waited,
And the day has finally come,
A goodbye to this world,
That has provided me none…

I quit…

Counting Days
-Miegrat Sammri


Lonely me, thence lonely world,
No fun, no work does it hold,
Sitting by the window and glancing at the bay,
I’m counting grains and counting days…

Slowly does it pass with no hobbies and no aim,
Life ain’t just a game, matter not what others say,
Looking at the calendar with nothing to do,
Just counting years and counting days…

Alone on the strand, a pioneer so gay,
Not caring what others hafta say,
Lying on the ground and watching the sky,
I’m counting stars and counting days…


A private island, a private yacht,
And a private company of myself,
By the ocean, staring at the watch,
I’m counting hours and counting days…

So messy has life become,
So unruly has dreams become,
Help myself, I may,
But by counting thoughts and counting days…?

Loads of work, but none to worry,
Wasted my leisure, felt no sorry.
No idea what my future holds,
But I am sure,
It’ll, as usual, pass by
Just counting rays and counting days…