I do not want answers
I just want to be

and to be fully

John Main, Monk, Priest, a sharer of the ancient Christian tradition of meditation using a Mantra to bring you more and more to life in all its fullness.

If you could shrink infinity,
And then place it inside -
Just one grain of sand,
My love for you would fill the universe,
And would still be –
Desperate to expand.

why is it that you fall
head over heels in
love with basic
human decency

— we've been crushed so long, the absence of weight feels like flight.

These doctors say I need medication
To control my anxious reaction
To everything and nothing
Real or fake
I can't tell the difference anymore
I've lost the will to get through the day
I can't feel
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I'm wondering when this nightmare will end
Maybe thats why
These doctors say I need medication

I never saw a wild thing
sorry for itself.
A small bird will drop frozen dead from a bough
without ever having felt sorry for itself.