that euphoric feeling when you bleed.
the blood dripping on the ground.
the stinging pain on your flesh.
i am sorry self,
but i'd rather feel this,
than lose my mind.

missing you badly......

as long as we breathe the same air
under the same sky
living in the same planet
rotating in one sun
on the same galaxy &
have the same connection
we may not be together
i still have your back

maybe people are meant
to fall in love
but not meant
to be together.

i was coming to terms with this
only to find out
we werent in love.
i was.
you never loved me
you didnt feel anything for me
you tried to,
but loving someone isnt something
you can make happen.

we always said we were meant to be, right?
soulmates
perfect for each other
you said our love was pure
and real
and unbreakable.
look at it now,
its shattered.

falling in love with you
was the easiest thing
ive ever done.
falling out of love
will be the hardest.