Laying in my bed.
Sleeping and dreaming.
About things I left unsaid.
My heart's still beating.
Waking up dizzy and sweaty
Stepping on the freezing floor.
My head feels heavy.
I slowly open the door.
Stepping out of my room.
Where I’ve been locked up.
Still night, is what I would assume.
I feel like I’m about to throw up
Walking down the creaking stairs.
Step by step, an unpleasant sound.
Down to all the unawares.
The touch of the cold concrete ground.
I can’t stand up anymore.
As I stretch my hand.
I collapse down on the floor.
This is not how I had planned.
I need to wake up from this gross nightmare.
I don’t want to have a single regret.
There’s a secret I need to share.
Before I forget.