Solitary sinner in a God-fearing world
Heretic to some
Blasphemer to others

Mirror mirror
Is this my disguise
The disguise to hide
To hide- the anger
To hide- the guilt
To hide- the shame
Half God, half devil

This is the role we were meant to play
My roots are cut off at the base
My fight isn't against the world
My fight is with the demons within
My blade is stronger
My wounds lie deeper
Mirror mirror

Can I face this disguise
I show the world?
Tired of fighting back
Tired of lieing to others

Jumping around like parcor methamptehmine
My thoughts never stop
Am I opting for another way out??
Friends?
Enemies?
The truth
The lies
As this paranoia sinks its fangs on in
This world is nothing more
than a ******* blur
Hateful words
Misanthropic state of mind
My ******* high in the air
As I load this pistol...
This ominous piece of steel..
Can you say
Count to 3???
Click
Click
Click
I guess I can't do anything right

Hold my hands - I want to feel
Kiss my lips--I need you here

The words I hear are the truth
The words I need to hear are the lies
Scared like a kid who needs his parents

I don't wanna die
Will you be there when I arrive?
It's a fatal mistake
That we take life for granted..

It's a fatal mistake
That we all make
And I guess I won the grand prize

These curtains are trying to fall
But I'm not ready to go...

I'll be reckless... I'll watch it burn
I'll be fatal.. I'll make my words
Ring out loud and clear...

******* to the sky
As long as I have air in my lungs
My destiny is my own...

Lay me down in black
Pray my soul to keep
May the Devil never see my back
If I should die before I wake
Lay me down
6ft in the ground
To all my friends
Thank you
To all my family
I love you
To all those who have scorned me
You helped made me stronger
I lay me down to sleep
My soul was never yours to reap

Feel it
Can you feel it around you
Let it in
You are needed
You are loved
You are your own God
Your faith is stronger
Your will is stronger
The stars shine in your eyes
The galaxy is in your heart
Can you feel it
Let it in
You are loved
Eternity is forever in your being
Can you feel it?
You are apart of something bigger
Let love in

North Star  

My passion has always dwelled with the darkness
but things always are different for me,
but somethings have always stayed with me,
much like the darkness of my heart.

Its always been there haunting me like an
unwanted dream and desire. Under the moon and stars
I watch every night, looking to see if my heart
can over come this darkness.

You've always been there helping me
supporting me trying to make me better.
When I pushed you away all those times.
You've always been my north star when the path darkens.

I hope you never leave my side because
it'll **** me slowly. The angels have never
been so kind as to grant me a chance of
being so in love with you.

Do you remember that day
August 20th?
Hot as Hades

Wanting to set the world on fire
Taken back by what was to come
A hand full of pills

Ambitions for the end
I sit and waited
For the death of that day…
Past, present, and future collide

Why does it hurt so much
To be in love with sadness
I want to lock the door
With no ghost to take my wheel

I ached for my present
I grieved for my future
I bared witness to my past

Do I want to remember that day