I just wanna say *******.
But I still love you.
You shouldn't have touched me.
Look what you've done to me...
Ever I now ever gonna be happy?
You were already broken...
But you didn't have to break me...
Now I play the game safely..
And never feel too closely.
I walk away too fast
Because I'm hurt from my past.
I want something to last...
But my heart isn't healed from the ****...
I'd love to burn your memory to ash...
And say *******...
But **** WHY DO I STILL LOVE YOU!

Dear future lover
I'm so sorry
I'm a little unsteady
The weight on my shoulders is a little too heavy
I would say I want you
But I'm not ready
See someone I loved has gone and left me
I loved him
And he didn't love me
He used me and teased and mentally ****** me
Now I want to love you but I'm not ready
Dear future lover...
I'm so sorry

She's crying one the inside
Afraid to reach out for help
Every word, she says is a silent yelp
She can't find her way
She's run out of words to say
She's hurting inside
But too afraid to let anyone in
The girl you saw today
Is honestly... Not okay

I tried to find you in everyone I meet
Your hair. You eyes your smile your personality
But no one will be what I want...
Because you're the one I want...
But I'm not good enough
I'm sorry I can't be good enough for you
That's why I need to go
Because. The pain of not being yours
Is opening up my sores

The saddest people hide be hind a smile
But it. Only. Lasts for. A. Little while
They try to fix everyone who's broken.
But it leaves them aching
Why do I wanna help you
When I am as well feeling blue
I honestly don't know what to do
I wanna break down and cry
But I don't want my pain to catch your eye

Why is everyone searching for love
Love *****
You get so used to being with them everyday
Now you're alone and broken cause another one left again
I say **** love
But I love love
So let the cycle start again

I'm really down for you
Like I don't know. What to do
Except be there for you
And do what you need me to. Do
I can be my self
And not hide on the shelf
I cook and clean.
And don't make. A scene
I listen and care
And smile when you're there
I get so. Happy when you come home
And I finally am not alone.
You make me so happy
And I know this sounds so. Sappy
But gah Boi you something special
You make. My heart skip a beat
So caring and sweet
You've became my best friend
I can tell you anything
No secrets no lies
I. Can see. It in your eyes