I am not well; I could have built the pyramids with the effort it takes me to cling onto life and reason

I could hear the sea in the middle of a forest, feel the sun in the middle of the night, hear birds under water as I felt shadows creeping into my mind at last everything was so blurry I didn't feel the wind as I fell from the cliff, I didn't hear the snap of my neck breaking and I didn't feel the moment my soul left my body. Finally I was completely numb

My insanity became her master piece, built on broken trust she's made an ocean between us.

Leave if you must, but my shores will be empty

She was night-time and I loved the darkness

The longest death I've ever felt is staying alive

“I dream every night
about a grave I have
never seen, a body
I don’t believe is real.”

My friends have cross tattoos
Verses on wrists and calves,
Hands pierced with nails-
Symbols of a love craved.
But never found; not where
It was promised. Some doors
Don't open, despite the desperate knock.
So we draw the door on our skin.
We're getting closer now,
My friends and I, closer to a life
Without end, to love without condition.
This love we were on our skin

Are we still here
Are we still loving.
Were we as lost as they said?