No one speaks of this pain
The pain that is carried with wisdom
However a pain that aches no less
It's a pain that seethes without ease
On the heart, it beats with unrest,
Yet on the mind, it lingers as peace

The world dims without you near
My waning soul aches without you here
A craving unlike any I've known
An atrophying heart dying silently and slow

Hear my cries oh my love, as I dissappear in the shadows of fear
Please show your face, it's a great pain I won't be able to bear
You see me in my  muted torment, please don't let me drown
Ruler of a breath I no longer own

Grant me a wish, a universe bright and clear
A world where I can hold you close my dear

The breathe that I draw
The reason I am is because you are
Your comfort embodies the essence of ease
Something dependable - not a tease
Restrain not your hold
Claim me aloud - be bold

Your tender touch, a silken thread,
I pray your arms will hold me instead
My whispered name, a song upon your tongue,  Let promises of love, forever, be sung.
Enrapture me, my soul to yours entwined,
In your embrace, true happiness I find.

A villain I made you out to be
But the truth is what I failed to see
Rather hear 'cause repeatedly you didn't fail to say
But I guess I didn't want to see it that way

I played a part in your unjust blame,
Now remorse holds me, drowning me in shame
A human you are—not demon nor saint,
Not a battle to win, so I yield in restraint

Open my eyes, I shall finally do
I'm tired of lies that I disguised as you
I can silence my cries and let go of you
Finally my eyes are open, now I can say goodbye to you